Obsessed With Anal

I was still trying to catch my breath when he came up to my face level and asked, "So how'd I do?" He grinned and knew that he really didn't need an answer. "Are you sure that you're a virgin?"

Chapter 8

I woke up to grinding on my piece. I couldn't believe i'd fallen asleep. When Kris said she wanted to finally do the deed, I thought i'd be able to bend steel I was so hard. Exploring her was just an added bonus. I wasn't going to waste the opportunity to touch and remember every inch of her. Each time I touched her somewhere she would suck in her breath. It was odd, I felt more comfortable touching her than she seemed to be with me touching her. I wanted to taste every inch of her so I started at her feet with the intention not to miss and inch. I was having a wonderful time finding her spots.

I tentatively dipped my finger into her honey pot and damn near had a heart attack. I had to have more of that. Once I settled between her legs I felt at home. Her scent was intoxicating. It was her and lust and unlike anything i'd ever witnessed. I wasn't sure that I could make her cum but when I found that she liked being fingered and having her clit sucked, she started bucking and I was just trying to hold on for the ride. She went stiff and then a gush of her juices came down and drenched my face and fingers. She completely went limp and I gently lapped up all of the juices I could find. When I came up for air, I could smell her on my face and I almost didn't want to wash my face.

She was still huffing and trying to catch her breath when she asked, "Are you sure you're a virgin?" I couldn't help but smile, I knew i'd done well. I got up to wash my face and get a warm towel. I came back and opened her legs. I was hit by the heady scent of female cum. I couldn't help but taste her a little. I think I was hooked. She pushed her legs together close to her chest and moaned, "No, please, not again, not yet, just let me rest."

I arched an eyebrow at her but her eyes were closed and she still looked like a limp noodle. "Don't worry baby, I know you're sensitive. I'm just gonna run a warm towel over you, I know it's soothing."

I didn't mean to use the endearment and when she sat up on her elbows I thought she'd call me on it. "How do you know so much about sex if you're a virgin?" I didn't know whether to blush with embarrassment or feel irritated.

"Look Kris, just because I haven't actually done anything doesn't mean I haven't thought about it and read up on it. I know that not everything works for everyone, but there are things that seem consistent. I never wanted to just fumble around when it came to sex. Whenever I finally did the deed, I always wanted to be good at it. I don't have any on the job training, so to speak, but i've read every manual that there is."

I had finished with the towel and began tracing small circles on her thigh while I was talking. It seemed that I couldn't stop touching her. I hoped that if this didn't go the way I wanted to then we could still be friends, but I wasn't confident that-that would be the case. We hadn't even had sex yet and I was already addicted.

"I'm sorry Jake, this is more new to me than I expected. You've already done things to me and with me that i've never done. You have this enthusiasm about not just sex but intimacy also that no guy has ever had with me. You just made me cum harder than I ever have and it just doesn't make sense that you're still a virgin. You could have any girl that you want and i'm positive that women would appreciate your no holds barred approach to sex."

I had a moment of sadness. Sure, I could have any woman except her. I guess she couldn't have known that I was going through this for her. I thought if I was more experienced then maybe my confidence would go up and maybe i'd feel I had a chance.

Her breathing had evened out and I was more than ready to be inside her. I lazily traced her opening while lying against her. It felt so right being with her but if she hadn't seen me as anything other than a friend then I wasn't sure she ever would. I needed to shake myself out of my funk and just be in the moment.

There were no more words as we began kissing. I settled myself over her and she immediately opened her legs so that I was settled and nestled right where I wanted to be. I tapped my meat against her opening and she arched into me. I let the tip of my cock poke lightly at her opening. I was smearing my pre all against her opening. I was so nervous because it felt so good and I wasn't even in yet.

I slowly started to push in and I had to stop to just breathe in and out. The feelings gliding along my cock were indescribable. I eased in until I was sheathed to the hilt. I was completely flushed and had to groan. I felt bad because I knew I wouldn't be able to make it good for her. There was no way that I could touch her anywhere else and not shoot off. She clenched around me and I gasped, "don't move." I had shut my eyes tightly against the sensations that were assaulting my body. I just refused to shoot off in like two seconds.

Once I felt a little more in control, I moved a little and began thrusting. If I felt that the initial entrance was incredible, then actually thrusting in and out of her tight warm, moist center was sending me completely into orbit. I looked into her eyes and there was a slight amusement in them.

I was lightly thrusting into her and she was gingerly meeting me with each thrust. I felt in control enough to lean on my elbows and forearms so that we were flush against each other. I tried not to think about her breasts being mashed against my chest. I began licking her neck and she groaned but making her hotter was like a double-edged sword. The more I made her squirm and moan, the more she thrusted and clenched onto my piece.

She started rubbing her clit and it was so erotic. I knew that for her to cum I had to hold out but I didn't know how much longer I could. She started humping upwards in earnest and I involuntarily bit her neck. It sent her over the edge as she stiffened and clenched tightly on my cock. She was moaning loudly but when I heard her yell, "Oh ssshhhhiiiiiitttttt", I lost it. I couldn't take it anymore and I thrust as hard and rapidly as I could and then it happened. White lightening danced in front of my eyes and I shot what felt like a gallon of cum into her womb. I almost wished she wasn't on the pill and that these were different circumstances but I was losing consciousness so my thoughts were scattering.

Chapter 9

Why was everything he did so cute? When he first entered me I could tell that he was trying hard not to cum. I never expected him to slow down and take his time but he'd been full of surprises already. All of the thoughts I had for what I wanted to try went out the window as soon as he entered me. I felt full and complete for maybe the first time in my life. Everything we were doing had a semblance of newness to me.

I couldn't help but arch into him but he told me not to move. I was trying not to thrust but he was slow stroking me so well that it was extremely hard not to. I loved seeing the range of emotions play across his face as he experienced the ultimate intimacy for the first time. It was very intense.

He bit my neck and my nerve endings started zapping. I didn't think I would cum both because i'd already had a catastrophic orgasm and because he was a first timer. Imagine my surprise when I found another orgasm building. It was even more intense than the first one. He came almost immediately after and it only served to prolong my orgasm into pleasurable aftershocks.

He collapsed on top of me and I couldn't even be mad. Truthfully, his weight felt nice on top of me and I felt like a sack of noodles anyway. This left me a little time to think. I hadn't had experiences like this since, well, ever. My orgasms had been so intense that I almost passed out. I seemed to be experiencing as many firsts as him and the thought was disturbing. Had I been doing it wrong or something? Why did I feel so at ease around him sexually? I'd even let him cum in me, something that shocked even me when I suggested it. It felt so wonderful though.

I rolled him off me and went to give myself a quick clean up. I did the same for him and he gave that same content sigh that he'd done after I sucked him off. I climbed into bed and was asleep in minutes. I awoke tangled and entwined with Jake. How had that happened?

We were both lying on our sides facing eachother and both of his arms were around me. One of his hands was cradling my head and his chin rested on the top of my head. Our legs were tangled together with the sheets woven in between. We couldn't get any closer. It was so intimate that it almost brought tears to my eyes. Why hadn't any other guy been so into me, even if it was just sexually? I sighed forlornly and I felt Jake move.

He rubbed his cheek against my head and then kissed my forehead. "What's wrong Kris?"

I didn't know if I should tell him my troubling thoughts but we'd promised to keep it honest. "Jake it's never been like this for me and i'm not really sure why. It's kind of freaking me out that no other guy has been into figuring me out sexually. You did it on the first try and it's a little scary." He just held me tighter and I felt so secure that I nearly wanted to cry again.

Chapter 10

When I woke up the first time, it wasn't because I was necessarily uncomfortable but something just wasn't right. Kris was asleep but she was almost on the polar opposite side of the bed. I was cold or maybe empty. I couldn't really articulate what I felt in my semi-conscious state but when I pulled her to me, I was instantly calmed and fell back asleep. When I awoke for the second time, it was because Kris was wriggling. Then she gave that sigh and I knew something was wrong.

She told me why and my heart started pounding in my chest. This was going better than I expected. Who would have thought that this crazy plan could have made her see any revelations? Truth be told, I didn't even think that she needed anal but if she admitted that then she'd also have to admit that there was more than sex between us. Instead of telling her anything, I just held her tighter.

"Make love to me Jake", she whispered and I was only too happy to oblige. I treated her body with the reverence that i'd always thought should be common in lovemaking. Instead of using my tongue this time, I used my fingers to trace every inch of her. By the time I finally entered her, we were both so wound up that we pounded into each other in a frenzy. She met me stroke for stroke and with each of my grunts, I heard an accompanying moan. Our kisses went from light and airy to hot and passionate. I couldn't get enough of her. I pounded furiously into her and our climaxes hit both hard and fast. She let out a shriek with my name embedded and I yelled out.

I didn't want to move. She was clenching my softening piece and I was still pulsating inside of her. I nuzzled my face into her neck loving her scent. Before I knew it, I was plumping up again and slowly thrusting into her. "Well what do we have here?" I laughed and told her I couldn't help it. I wanted to stay inside of her forever, but it was time to do some stamina training. I flipped us over so that she was on top and let her work her magic. This gave me a completely different sensation. She ground her pelvis into mine and I could do nothing but gasp.

She knew what she was doing and I was trying my best not to get too far along. It was difficult because I got to see her reactions to everything. The image of her arching backwards should have been bronzed it was so beautiful.

She was driving me crazy but I knew how to make her crazy too. I pulled her to me and began licking her neck and ear. I started humping up into her and she began whimpering. I loved that but I had more tricks up my sleeve. I licked my fingers and then began tracing circles onto the back of her knee and I held her to me with my other arm. She began bucking wildly and then I bit her. I've never heard a scream like that. It was primal, guttural, and so fucking sexy. I felt her juices run down my cock and I blew up into combustible flames.

I held her to me as her breathing evened out. I quickly noticed that she had started breathing differently and she was shaking. I tried to lift her up but she held me tighter and wouldn't move. I realized that she was crying. "Kris, sweetheart, why are you crying?"

I rubbed her back and kept kissing the top of her head. "I don't really want to talk about it, Jake. I'm not really sure what it is anyway."

I thought about it, I didn't know whether to push the issue or to let her stew about it. I decided to push it just a little. "Kris, you know you can tell me anything. Maybe we can figure it out together but you have to tell me what's wrong." She leaned away from me and I got a good look at her face. Tears had streaked down her face and her eyelashes were spiked with moisture. I couldn't help but kiss each eye repeatedly.

"Jake it's this... you... how i've felt every time we've come together like this. It is so different from any other sexual experience that i've had; I don't know how to handle it. I've never yelled out like that and I never thought I would. Yet here I am and every time it seems like I react more and more. You're acting like a pro and i'm acting like the virgin. It's just freaking me out."

"It's probably just because I want to know all there is to know about what makes you tick so that I can put it into practice on whoever I decide to be with. It's just different because I actually want to know and not just get off. It will be ok Kris. Now let's take a bath." With that, I didn't even look back as I disengaged from her and went to run some bath water. I knew she was probably upset that I dismissed what she was feeling as just my enthusiasm but she needed to brood. I wanted her to come to the conclusion that we were made for each other on her own.

Chapter 11

I was seething! I had just had the most amazing experience of my life and he thought it was just beginner's luck! It had to be more to it than just that. Even if he did just want to know all there was to know about sex, my reaction wasn't in the deal. It was so much more than just finding the right technique. He was so gentle but he also seemed to know when I needed it hard and fast. He was so in tune with me that it was as if he could read my mind.

I thought back to my original reason for starting this and I thought how different things had turned out. I'd all but forgotten about control. From the first time we'd done anything, my body was completely invested. I didn't have any other thoughts in my head except the feelings coursing through my body. I didn't even need to put any of my crazier fantasies into play because he was making reality so pleasurable. I was completely satiated after each episode. Truth be told, I hadn't thought about anal since he'd eaten me out. It seemed silly now to think that something like getting anal would break down the wall between me and sex. I'd probably still be uptight and then i'd regret doing it.

That led to a whole other line of thinking. If I didn't think I needed anal anymore, it was only because I was getting it so good from Jake. What was going to happen when he felt secure enough to find a girlfriend? The thought made my heart hurt and I didn't know exactly why.

I had a dilemma. I wouldn't need to break my promise about anal if I could keep doing Jake, but Jake would only keep doing me until he was totally secure about sex. What was I going to do after that and did I really want there to be an after? I mean, there had to be a reason for me to be so into the sex.

I had to shake myself out of my sullen mood as Jake came into the room telling me that the bath was ready. He strode into the room naked as the day he was born. He looked totally at ease and I wondered how he'd be with another woman. The thought made me frown. I felt like he was mine, which was utterly ridiculous, and I didn't really want to think of him with anyone else.

We lazed about in the fragrant water, soothing our sore muscles and relaxing until we pruned. He made sure I was completely clean and it wasn't necessarily sexy, but it was intimate on a level that I had never achieved with anyone else. I took that time to trace every inch of him. It was something so erotic about a hard body with suds on it. I don't have a problem with my body, but I did usually have some nervousness. This was not the case with Jake. While in the bath we didn't speak, but we exchanged slow kisses that were like drugs they were so intoxicating. We nipped and nibbled each other but otherwise just held each other close.

We toweled each other off and our stomachs chose that moment to growl. We laughed and I had to stop and try to remember when we'd last eaten. "What day is it?" He laughed and answered, "Um, I think it's Sunday, like mid afternoon."

Damn, so we had been going at it for over a day. That was quite an accomplishment. I went to fix us something to eat but I figured we could get by on some quick fixes. I popped in some bagels, put on some coffee, and sliced some fruit. He came in and looked at our impromptu meal with a frown. "Maybe if you triple this it'll be enough to make up for the calories we've burned. You know this is less than a snack for me."

I rolled my eyes, "Ok garbage disposal, make yourself something else, i'm fine with this." He finished in record time and started on the rest of the ice cream. He was making it look so good that I got a spoon and dug in too. "You're gonna make me fat with all this junk."

He looked at me and arched an eyebrow. "No one told you to eat this," he said, waving the carton in front of me.

It was odd to me that we were acting as if everything was normal. I expected things to be different between us, but he was the same old Jake and I was looking at him like he had horns growing out of his head. I had thought that the aftereffects would be different.

I realized that I sort of wanted him to be as addicted to me as I seemed to be to him. I frowned noticing that this wasn't the case. I hadn't planned on feeling anything except maybe lust. It wasn't as if we were dating or in a relationship but I couldn't help but want him to be attached to me. This was so not what I bargained for.

Chapter 12

It was like I could see the wheels turning in her head. She'd occasionally frown like she was in deep thought. I knew she was uneasy or upset but I figured the more upset she was, the more she'd try to hash out her feelings and then the more she could come to some revelations. I was about to make it worse for her but I hoped it would work out in the end.

I finished the ice cream and went to put the rest of my clothes on. I came out and she almost looked aghast. She quickly recovered and stood up. "Leaving so soon?" I wanted to stay with her but that wouldn't help me win her. I kissed her slowly and made up some report that I supposedly forgot to finish and left. I didn't think she bought it but I knew she wouldn't call me on it.

I didn't talk to her for the next two days and it was killing me but I hoped that the whole 'absence makes the heart grow fonder' thing would work. I got a phone call that Wednesday that nearly blew my socks off.

Before I got the phone to my ear good I heard, "WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG JAKE!!" I was taken aback and if I hadn't been sitting then I might have fallen down.

"Whoa, hello to you too. What do you mean what's wrong? Nothing's wrong, is there something wrong with you?" She was still yelling when she answered.

"Hell yeah, you give me some bogus ass story about a report and then I don't hear from you for over two days, what's up with that?"