5. Legacy

I know you feel empty,
Your eyes are dead, your soul’s all but fled.

Do your bones ache? Your hands shake?
Just Stay with me, stay awake.

I know your heartache, the bone ache, the soul break.
I’ve been in your shoes, i know that abuse.

It's not the kind comitted by another,
This is internal, but it doesn't have to be eternal.

Breathe with me, please don't leave me.
I made it through, surely, you can too?

Don't you want to?
I've looked up to you for so long,
I'll try, i promise, I'll stay with you, just stay strong.

I'm being selfish, i know.
I don't want to feel that pain, no.
Please, Just don’t go.

I wish i could stop it,
The inevitable.
I wish i had the hand of god,
I wouldn't be so negligible.

If i had made you stay,
Would you have be in more pain?
Sitting at Eternity’s gate,
I know you struggled under it’s weight.

This helplessness rotes my core,
But is it so wrong, to have wanted more?

I’m sorry you struggled, I’m sorry you couldn’t stay.
Im devistated it had to be this way.

May your legacy live endlessly.

Love forever, your anti-admirer,
I hope you found solace, because i found you to be nothing but flawless.