A Bitter Man

My married girlfriend had been away for a month visiting relatives abroad - seems as though as soon as she got back she was being fucked by her husband

A bitter man

To see you maybe one last time
The last time I could call you mine
Husband, lover family life
In a marriage- husband and wife

No love there but sex is rife
Guess that what happens between husband and wife
Who can blame him nearly a month apart
All he needs is a pill to kick start

Not like me who needs splints
50-50 should have given hints
Hoped with no love there wouldn't be a connection
Certainly hoped you wouldn't take his erection

There must be love. You would accept no less
You say you are wary from number ones mess
Close my eyes and a scene springs to mind
Husband and wife intertwined

Sleep doesn't come , mind full of thoughts
Emotionally drained - feeling distraught
Lobotomize my brain, rip out my heart
Then I won't think of you with legs wide apart

Hope I don't ask much but to wait two days
To let my eyes on your body gaze
To let me hold you in my arms and kiss your lips
To caress your body with my fingertips

Every day you were away I thought what would happen when you returned
Every day was the same - stomach churned
Given away freely or was it forced
A married woman not divorced

A woman's needs are many fold and many have to cum
All that I have is a small dick, my finger and my thumb
It may take pills but I guess a satisfying prick
The thought of him inside you makes me feel quite sick

Now my eyes are sad and looking rather red
Graphical scenes are running through my head
I know couples whose marriage is said to be dead
I now wonder if anything goes on in their bed

It's the caress of your body that I fear
Knowing that he holds you near
There may not be kisses but there is love there - that's not new
I think it's reciprocal - you love him too

No promises that’s true
Was just hoping that my love for you
Would keep you from your husband arms
Hide away your womanly charms

When I saw you Monday my heart is dead
Can only thing what happened in your bed
thought I could handle it, don't think that I can
He may be your husband but he is another man

It has been over a month apart
To enjoy your family, your husband, a fresh start
Memories of me will fast fade away and diminish
And one day those memories will finish

I entered your life uninvited, that's true
Didn't know I was to fall in love with you
You have been a light in my life
Even though you are another man’s wife

Your youngest is young, still a baby
And in a few years we'll then maybe
Today in our lives the time is not right
In a few years we'll I suppose it might

So saddened through life I will go
One last thing that you should know
You are beautiful, clever, sensational, a good mommy too
Deep in my heart I will always love you