Another Valentine’s Day with You

Valentine’s Day
Our fourth as a couple
In our Throuple
It’s different this year
You feel more mine
Less hers
We choose the menu together
Shop together
Always smiling
Always touching
Often kissing
Before we go to your house
To cook together
We stop at mine
For a pre-dinner appetizer
an amuse-bouche
of your cock down my throat
You taste different.
It is warm for February
it could be just sweat
but I taste jealousy, not salt
and I ask if you fucked her today
and you say come on babe
Are you really asking me that?
And I say yeah, I am,
and that’s not an answer
But I go back to what I’m doing
Because I want to trust you
And because she didn’t tell me
that you fucked her
And I’m sure she would have
Not because she was happy about it
but just to make me jealous
and to remind you that you are hers
Just as I put the thought out of my head
and find my rhythm again
my phone rings
Her ringtone
I ignore it
Ignore her
I keep going
She calls again
I stop
Sigh
Ask you, are you here?
You say no
And palm your cock while
I answer her
Her tone is suspicious
Do you know where he is?
He’s not answering his phone
And neither were you
I’m sorry honey.
I was in bed
He should be coming soon
(All honest statements
We are nothing without honesty)
Do you need something?
She tells me what she needs
I promise to tell you
Tell her I will see her soon
Hang up
Sigh again
And tell you we are saving
the rest of this
for dessert
We go to your house
Clean the kitchen
Start prepping dinner
Always touching
Always smiling
Often kissing
When she comes home
She makes a point of kissing you
She never kisses you
Never wants to
It is no more than a peck
You accept it
And awkwardly return it
I taste the jealously
on the back of my tongue
exactly where
the head of your cock was
an hour before
We exchange gifts
I got your favorites
from the chocolate store
in a heart shaped box
It is exactly
what she had given you
Her eyes narrow
and I laugh
because it was me
who introduced you
to that particular treat
not her
It’s funny all the things
I’ve shown you
given you
done with you
that she won’t.
And anyway, I had bought her
a dozen roses
and her favorite chocolate
also in a heart shaped box
because I am still pretending
that I love her too.
She is wearing the new bracelet
that she bought for herself
and told everyone was from you
I did not tell her
we had walked through the mall
Hand in hand
Always smiling
Always touching
Often kissing
Stopping at every jewelry store
Picking out the new gold day collar
that you would buy
for me
At the dinner table,
she placed herself
next to you
and put me
the farthest away from you
We spend the dinner
looking around her
over her
at each other
into each other
After dinner
you take me home
and we finish
what we had started
You want to stay
I want you to stay
And we both know
you have to go
So we walk to the door
Smiling
Touching
Kissing
and you leave me
to go home to your wife.
Perhaps next Valentine’s Day
I will be your wife
and when she tries to get you back
by giving you head
she will taste me on your cock
And you’ll come back to me anyway
and you will stay with me
Smiling
Touching
And kissing me
good night
in our bed
in our home
in our
couple
life