Away With Her

We are on a
Weekend getaway
She and I
Without you
At a small inn
By the ocean
In a grand suite
With a fireplace
And a porch

We are
Relaxing
Together
Laying in bed
Together
Talking
Together
Sharing secrets
Together
Laughing
Together

She
Is
Content
Without
You

I am
Missing you
Texting you
Wishing it was
You
Here
With me
Not her

She is
Happy
To be here
With me
Without you

She checks in
With you
Periodically
When I see
Her texts
They are
Passionless
Factual
Boring

I'm glad
She can't
See mine

You and I
Share
Good mornings
Good nights
I miss yous
I love yous
I can't wait
To see you
Agains

I tell you
all the little details
Of all the days
And all the things
That remind me of you
That make me wish
You were here

You fucked up
Once
Asked me about
Her
Is she ok?
She wasn't in
The last few
Pictures
You posted
She's fine
She's with me
I would've told you
if she wasn't and
Maybe
Don't ask your girlfriend
If your wife is ok
Because that kind of ruins
Your girlfriend's night

I don't understand it
She doesn't give a shit
About you
She doesn't miss
You
She doesn't wish
You were here
She's not
In love
With you

I do
I do
I do
I am

And yet
It's still
You and her

It is our last morning
Together
At the beautiful inn
By the ocean

And I
Am the only one
Who can't wait
To see you

But I will have to
Wait my turn
Wondering
How you will
Welcome her home
When she comes back
To you

I think
I hope
It will be
Nothing like
The way
You would
With me