Come Again

I stopped having
Orgasms
With other people
When my husband
Stopped
Loving me

I had
And have
Glorious
Shuddering
Amazing
Self love moments

But my mind
And my heart
Refused to allow
My body
To come
For anyone
Other than
Me

Until you

I fought it
For years
Everything you did
Felt so fucking good
But
I didn’t
Trust you
With my orgasms

Until today

When unexpectedly
You covered
My fully clothed
Face down body
With yours
And slid your hand
Into my leggings
And touched my clit
So gently
So perfectly

I knew

With complete
And utter panic
And joy
I was going to
Come
For you

I fisted my hands
Into the comforter
And I made sounds
That I only make
When I’m about to
Shatter

You knew

You covered my
Fisted hand
With yours
Tangling
Your fingers
With mine
Doing everything
Just
Fucking
Right
And as I crested
And broke
I held your hand
You held my hand
So tightly

When I relaxed
My hand in yours
You stopped
Touching me
There
And rolled me over
And kissed me

And said
Are you ok?
And I said
Yes
Are you?
And you smiled
And said
Fuck yeah

It was
The one thing
I hadn’t given you
The one thing
That was just
Hers

And now
It’s mine
Too

It’s ours
Too

I started having
Orgasms
With other people
Again
When I trusted
That my
Boyfriend,
My best friend’s
Husband,
Loved me
Too

And
I so wish
I could
Tell her
How right
She was
When she
Told me
You can
Make a woman
Come and
How I would
Come for
Someone
When I felt
Safe and
Loved
Again

But
As usual
In our
Throuple life
There are just
Some things
She doesn’t
Need
To know

I may tell her
That I can
Come
With a man again
But I will not
Tell her that
The first man
To make me come
Since my husband
Stopped
Loving me is
You