Dating Outside Our Throuple

I’m going on a date
With someone new
Who I met
Through mutual friends
I like him
A lot
And he clearly
Likes me too
Enough that if I were you
I’d be jealous
Your wife is thrilled,
Absolutely fucking giddy
And you
Think it’s hot and
Remind me that
I will tell you
Everything
The next time
I see you
Then you say
I’m coming over
To warm you up
Yes I say
Please do
You walk in
Push me against the wall
Your grip on my wrists
On my throat
Is tighter than usual
You get so hot
Thinking of me
With another man
You aren’t gentle
But you are careful
To not leave
Too many marks
Then you help me
Pick an outfit
Tell me you love me
Tell me to be safe
Tell me to have fun
And leave
I freshen up
Shake my head at
The palm print
On my left breast
And the bite marks
Decorating my side
And I head out
To meet him
At his house
When I arrive
His house is gorgeous
He is as handsome
As I remembered
He greets me
With a hug,
A kiss on the cheek
Shall we go to dinner?
I smile
He is being a gentleman
For now
He leads me to his Jaguar
It’s beautiful
It suits him
He takes me to
An Italian bistro
We have cocktails
Carpaccio
Escargot
The conversation is
Lovely
And flows with
No awkward silences
I am looking
At his mouth
As he talks
And thinking about
What it will do to me
Later
He offers
To make dessert
At his house
We leave the restaurant
He puts his hand
Around my waist
Tucks me up against him
Opens the car door for me
And says
Whatever happens tonight
Is completely
In your control
Back at his house
He gives me
The grand tour
It is a beautiful house
Gourmet kitchen
Custom woodwork
Art and photos
He tells me he did it all
Shows me his workshop
I’m impressed
And wish I could
Show it to you
We go back to the kitchen
He makes me
Chocolate soufflé
He kisses me for the first time
It does not feel like a first kiss
He is a good height for me
And our bodies fit together well
Our lips seem to already
Know each other
Our tongues dance
As though we have
Danced this dance
Many times before
He looks at the kitchen timer
Says there’s twenty minutes
Until the soufflé is ready
I ask if there’s somewhere
More comfortable
Than the kitchen counter
And he says
I know
Where I’d like to take you
But you’re in control
I take his hand and
Lead him to his bed
I sit on the edge
Begin taking off my boots
He gently puts my hands
Beside me on the bed
Kneels in front of me
And begins to
Unzip my boots then
Looks me
Dead in the eyes
Slides my boots off
And says
As he rubs my feet
I like to think of myself as
A giver
I can take too but
I enjoy giving
And he crawls
On top of me and
We spend
Enough time
Giving to each other
That the soufflé overcooks
Which doesn’t stop him
From spoon feeding it to me
Topless
In his bed
When I say
Cuddled against him
It’s late
If I stay here much longer
I’ll fall asleep
He says
So stay
Sleep with me
And I want to
Fuck, I so want to
But I’m in control
And I say not this time
This is enough
For a first real date
And he says
Then it’s something
To look forward to
I put my shirt back on
I put my bra in my purse
He walks me to the car
I leave smiling and call her
And tell her how good it was
How good he is
We laugh and giggle together
When I get home
I text him to say
I am home safe
As he asked me to
He wishes me sweet dreams
With little hearts
And I text you
And say I’m home
And you say good
How was
Your hot date
I say
It was so good
I can’t wait
To tell you all
About it
And you tell me
You just got hard
Thinking about it
This morning he texts me
Says he had a good time
He hopes I had fun and
That I have
No regrets
I tell him
The only thing I regret is
Leaving
And it occurs to me
That he
Is the man
Whose bed
And arms
I can sleep in
All night long
And I decide
That it is something
I want to do
And am already
Planning to do
Even though
I wish
I could do it
with you.
Don’t worry sweetheart
I’m yours,
You’re mine and
I love you
Still and always