forever

Soon she slumber, softened into her sheets, head upon her pillow.
Nothing but the slightest breeze and or shadow, from her slightly opened window.
The floor creaks, wood weathered and old, my eyes the corner they peak, ice blue and cold.
Someone should have paid attention, or at least took heed, for that unlocked window were all I need.
Footsteps light and airy, hardly skipped a beat. He breath now draws heavy, beside her, as I so I take my seat.
Her hair ill move, from across her cheek to behind an ear. She smiled and giggled then hums so innocent and sincere.
The blade in my then trembles along with my shaking hand. So peaceful and so beautiful how could I yet how could one ever understand…
That I loved her too much, to admit, loved to much to ever quit, yet I hated the thought of never seeing her again. What’s worse the fear of her being with another man.
No..how could you, they, them everyone other then me or her….
No….if I told them, how could they, why would you even bother.
To understand im just a man dying
Dying to be with her forever.