Hi's, Byes and How are You

Have you ever wanted someone so much,
that your whole body ached knowing you never could?
Wanted them so intensely,
that even the sound of their name on your lips breaks you.
He's mine ~ and I am his,
and he's there and I am here.
And by my choice we will never have what we want,
because he’s not mine to feel and I’m not his to touch.

He's just returned from being away,
And by away, i mean months and months without his affection.
And he came in search last night and found me.
Surrendering to the lust that burns only for each other
And even though we do not belong together,
we traced our lines on each other’s skin.
Possessing each other’s deepest desire.
In that moment, He was mine and I was his.

When he is near, I forget the warnings I tell myself.
I ignore the conversations around me.
No one else exists! Nothing else exists!
And he reaches out and I tell him it can’t happen again.
And he’s upset, and I’m upset.
He wishes he could wipe away my tears.
I wish he could take away everything that causes them.
He says I should belong to Him, and I wish I could.

He completely annihilates me.
He weakens every boundary,
And makes me want him too.
And no-one does to me, the things I crave from him
No one pushes me to want, like he does.
I would do anything for him.
In fact, I do, do anything for him!
Yet we don’t belong together!

He comes back again and pleads me to belong to him.
Every part of me worships him so fucking easily.
This will always be between us
I belong to him in every sense, but the word, yes
And it’s true,
And I know it’s true,
And he knows it’s true.
He can never touch me, and I can never hold him.

Hi! How are you?
I’m well thank You I hope You are too?
Some mindless words to a create conversation.
Discomfort hides the longing and desire
I should go, things to do. Yes, me too.
A pause followed by it was really nice to see You!
A warm hug then goodbye
Hi’s, byes and how are You.
Is how we now belong.