His Power

For just one day, I want to feel his power.
I know it is there, he shows it in small bites as if not to frighten me.
I think it scares him, the strength and power he possesses and I hunger for.
I need his ownership and his control, I crave his strength and his intensity.
I ache to surrender under his dominance.

Just for one day I want to be his
To be without the filter of the world between us.
To live without the correctness and sensitivities of modern society.
To forget his domestication and my liberation.
To return to instict and predisposition of control and submission.

Just one day to wake early and work to meet his expectations before he rises.
To strive to meet his demands in my dress and appearance.
To thrive under his thumb, under his control and take pride and pleasure in pleasing him.
To crawl to him, serving him as my king.
To stand naked or in dress of his choosing in waiting for his next command.
To stand for hours in anticipation and submission.

Just one day to hear him
To hear the sternness in his voice that makes me weak.
To collapse at his feet on command.
To know the deep gravel tone of his instructions.
To feel the coldness of the silence but the heat of his gaze.

Just one day to kneel before him
To show him the reverence and respect I struggle to effectively communicate in everyday life.
To be his toy and his willing victim.
To struggle with the difficult tasks he provides
To hope to succeed and please him.
To anticipate harsh punishment in case of failure.

Just one day to know the sting of his hand on my cheek frequently.
To allow his physical dominance to take over and escape him.
To be under his feet, submitting my body, mind and soul to his will and desires.
To feel his hands squeeze the option of no from of my throat.
To be humiliated, punished or positioned for his pleasure and as proof of my love and adoration for him.

Just one day to lose all control over myself, my body and my mind.
I want to know what he would do with all that power built up inside of him.
I want to feel the full force of what he has hidden.
I want to know what he is capable of when let loose from the cage of expectations.
I want to give him that power back that has been taken from him.

Just one day to show him that I do not fear his power because I know the strength of his love.