Hold My Hair

My hair falls
Around my face
A curtain
A veil
Preserving my modesty
As I lean over you and
Swallow your cock

I like knowing
That I don’t need to
Think about
Worry about
What my face looks like
With my mouth stretched
Around you

I like knowing
I can close my eyes
Or keep them open
Without having to remember
To look up at you
And hold your eyes with mine
And still keep a good rhythm
As I suck and lick and swirl

Eventually though
It gets in my way and
Modesty ceases to exist and
I want you to see
My ruined mascara and
Smeared lipstick
I want you to see
The tears on my face
The spit on my chin

So I pause
Sweep it off my face
Look up at you
And say
Hold my hair
And you grin
And gather my wild curls
In your strong hands
And grip
And pull
And look down at me

And there’s a moment that’s
Almost romantic
In the feeling of you
Helping me
Please you

And then you wink
And say
Suck my cock

And I do

And it’s noisy
And it’s messy
And I gag for you
And you talk dirty for me
And you say
You’re gonna make me come

And I do
And I swallow
Leaving just a few drops
On my lips
So when you drag me
By my hair
Up your body
And say
Kiss me
You will taste yourself
On my mouth

And then
When you let go
Of my hair
It will fall around us
Like a blanket
As I lie on your shoulder
With your arm around me

And you will smooth it
Away from my face
With gentle fingers
And smile
As you place a soft kiss
On my forehead

And I will fall asleep
Feeling beautiful
And sexy
And safe
Even with you looking
At my face
Which you had not so gently
Wrecked
Just moments before