Just his Holes

I actually really love it when he awakens me
With no regard for my slumbering peace
up just to jerk off and cum in my mouth
To use me, his plaything, his release

having the best sleep of the night
when he wakes me suddenly
by pushing me over so his cock
is pressing into my mouth.

Without a thought about inconveniencing me,
just to use me in place of toilet paper.

The inequality between us,
based on my denial, is never more clear.
After he's satisfied, he drifts off to sleep
Leaving me restless, wanting, near

while I lie there, awake, untouched and desperate.
And I never sleep as well after
and usually spend the next day somewhat sleep deprived
and hazy, which just makes me even more horny.

I feel like we upped this last night (passed a level?
when he came home at midnight, after a work dinner,
and woke me up just to drag me into position
for him to fuck me anally, without and sign or warning.

He did give me a little edge,
but then ignored me,
relaxing with some porn as I lay there
ready for him to fuck.

he could tell I was getting cold
so he threw the duvet on me.
That meant that only my butt was visible to him,
reducing me to just his hole.

Falling asleep later - he satisfied, me horny
and with a burny arsehole - was actually quite gratifying
It makes me so happy that we have the sort of relationship
in which he’s happy to treat me like his personal property.