Just This Bit More

That catch in the gut
Realization striking
The forbidden could be mine
Will i regret it?
I want it
I know that much
Illicit encounter
Secret and sensual

Longing eyes
Holding your hand
Handing you trust
Guarded hearts
Vulnerable bodies
Excitement
Enticement
Entwined
Smother or stoke
Decisions and directions
Each phrase pushing
Pushing me
Pulling you
Ohhh
The things i said!
The things i didn't!

Soft skin
Holding my breath
Breathing hard
Heart stops
Pulse races
Arousal
Anticipation
Attention

Talking ourselves out of it
Touching each other into it
Fear of shame vs fear of missing out
Threat of guilt vs threat of regret
Desire of the moment vs legacy and lifestyle
Titans clashing in the mind
A battle of the soul
These fingertips, these lips,
Such deadly weapons

Sweet sighs
Holding tighter
Letting go
True connection
With false faces
Loving
Lusting
Lies

Each step sliding further
Each kiss calls forth another
I want you
I want this
Touch, lover
A little lower
A little further
As a boundary falls
We will set another
To rationalize and linger
My body and yours
Just this bit more

Seeking pleasures
Completely surprising
Predictably complete
Intimacy weighs heavy
Without commitment's yoke
Giving
Getting
Gone

We can never take back
Anything said
Anything done
It is not destiny that is fixed
Our past is carved in stone
Heart's trickery
And what the flesh claims to need
Promises
Mercy
God save me