Long Awaited Playtime

I am on my knees
Back arched
Head thrown back
Leaning against you
My arms are bound
Crossed behind my back
In loops of purple rope

Your left hand
Encircles my throat
Comforting pressure
I trust you with
My breath

Your right hand is in
The front of my
Purple panties
Absurdly I wonder
If they match
Or clash with
The rope

I am moving
Twisting
Twitching
Until your hand
On my neck
Tightens and
Your voice
Falls hard
Into my ear
As you touch me
Roughly

No.
I want to touch.
This is mine.
My pussy.
I am going to
Touch it.

I sigh
Still my hips
Widen my knees
Breathe the words
Ok yes ok
And I let you
Touch it

I feel everything
All at once
Your hand on my throat
Your fingers on me
Your stripes on my skin
Your marks beginning to bruise
And I begin to
Drift...

I return to
My body
To the tang of
Me
On your fingers
Deep in my mouth
I suck them clean
As you say

Good girl.

I begin to shiver
You untie me
I roll my shoulders
Run my hands over
My welted skin
Find the imprint of
Your teeth
In my shoulder
My back stings
Where the flogger fell
I smile

We get into bed
Under the comforter
Still foggy
I pull you on top of me
Needing your weight
To bring me fully back
You wait patiently

When I return
To my mind and body
It is my turn
To touch what is mine
It is your turn
To be still for me
And murmur,

Ok yes ok.

As I remember
Everything you did
And reward you
And punish you
And suck you
Until being still
And quiet
Are no longer
Within
Your control