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Click hereThis one has been
really hard for me to write…the reasons will be obvious as you read.
Here I stand,
alone and afraid;
feeling filthy and unwanted.
he took my soul;
my virginity;
my life;
my hopes;
my dreams.
I am nothing now.
nothing but a lost wanderer.
wandering this cruel world
thinking why he did what he did, to me.
I didn't deserve this punishment.
didn't deserve it at all.
but when he grabbed me and began ripping my dignity away bit by bit,
the fear arose within me.
he touched me over and over.
told me I would soon die.
told me I was a "whore".
but why?
in a way, I did die.
in a way, I am still here.
a lost wanderer.
alone and afraid
I commend you for your courage and strength to write this. Maybe I'll regain the courage and strength as well...maybe.
If I read between the line correctly this is about a physical attack on your person. Possibly a rape. I can see how it would be very hard to put your feelings in black and white and let them stare back at you. But on the other hand I can also see how putting those thoughts and feeling on paper would somehow release that negative energy to the universe and open a spot in your heart and soul for positive healing energy to fill you and let you know that you are not lost and need not to be afraid.
Phew - I understand completely and totally...
(*(*(*(*(*(*(*(LADYCIBELLE*)*)*)*)*)*) Brava!
in some way the writing of this helps you heal.
Thank you for sharing this
I know it was hard for you
isn't nearly enough to describe this...A loss that should have been wonderful was anything but...very powerful.