Love Affair

What’s that word?
Crush
Yea, that’s it, crush
Oooh, say it again
Crush
3 more times
Crush
Crush
Crush

That’s what you were
That’s all you were supposed to be
That’s all you were going to be
Until
Hmmmmm, until
If words could paint a picture,
This will be a series of 100 paintings

Laying on my bed
Holing a conversation
You walked in
With one glance
The room was only filled with
U & I

You sat on my bed
You told me to stand in front of you
I did
You pulled down my H&M jeans
You pulled up your H&M V neck
You pulled up my Alloy screen tee
Thanks to you, my Vicky secrets were a secret no more
You told me to-uh lock the door
As I turned around there you were
You asked me
“Why do they call you Skittles”

You looked at me,
I looked at you
Before I could think you skipped dinner and went straight to dessert
In the air posted on the door on your shoulders
Your tongue hit every spot
I started to-uh spit game
You swallowed it and kept going
In the air
All I could do was moan and shake
Nothing to hold onto but the air and the ceiling
Jesus
Little did I know

You pulled down your True Religion jeans
You stopped
I dropped
You caught me
I looked
I knew

Like a bulldozer you plowed into me
I have had the real thing before
But you, you made me realize why they like the fake one
Every push my back hit the door
My chest pulled into your face
Your breathing matched my moaning like perfect harmony
You pulled out

Carried me like a baby
Threw me on my bed
Climbed on top of me
One leg around your waist
One leg around your neck
One arm on your back
One arm you held down
Gina felt like a CPR victim
30 pelvic compressions
2 rescue breaths
So rhythmic
So dynamic
Jesus

You turned me over
Hand and knees
You pulled my hair with one hand
Deeper you pushed
You reached around me with the other
Playing with Gina
Shaking spitting moaning
That’s all I could do
Like an unconscious choking victim
5 thrusts
2 breasts
Feel around
So rhythm
Better than me
And I'm trained to rescue
Jesus

You turned me over
You kissed my forehead
You kissed my eyes
You kissed my cheeks
You kissed my lips
You put your tongue to work
On my neck
On my breasts
On my stomach
On Gina
More shaking
More spitting
More moaning
Jesus

You came up for air
One leg around your waist
One leg around your neck
One arm on your back
One arm held down by your hand
One hand can't stay still
One hand marking your back
More thrusts
More compressions
More breaths
Damn, you sure you not trained for this

You pull out
You say
“I love you”
I say,
“I love you, too”
You kiss me I kiss you
We remember
You’re married
I’m engaged
This was just a love affair

We go to sleep
I wake up screaming
You’re the reason
Here we go again
More thrusts
More compressions
More breaths
More dessert
More shaking
More spitting
More moaning

You stop
I ask,
“Did you get the answer to your question”
You look at me
I look at you
You kiss me
I kiss you
Love of my life

You’re wife
My fiancée
They call
You leave
I stay
No one knows
You come back
I say,
“What did you forget”
You say,
“My heart, my feelings for you
Remember,
It can only be a love affair
I love you”
“I love you, too”
Crush
3 more times
Crush
Crush
Crush