Me and Her and Not You

Come cuddle with me
she said
laying back on the couch
She had put on a movie
and wanted to chill
with me
I didn’t hesitate
It was rare for her
to initiate
I snuggled back against her
pillowed by her full breasts
wrapped my arm
around her legs
that she had stretched out
beside me
Her left arm was around me
her hand resting delicately
near my elbow
fingers dancing lightly
It was perfectly romantic
I wished I had a picture of us
in that moment
so I could see us
the way you did when
you came out of the kitchen
stood absolutely still
and looked at us
I raised my eyebrows at you
You smirked
I considered
asking you to join us
But I didn’t know
if she would
want that
And I was content
with it being
just us girls
You went downstairs
left us to our girl time
We stayed snuggled up
the entire movie
It was lovely
Afterwards
you drove me home
holding my hand
my thumb
tracing circles
on your arm
just as I had
on her leg
moments before
You walked me in
kissed me gently
and realized
my night belonged
to her
So you hugged me
and left
Sometimes
throuple life
gives me everything
I need
and want
just not
all at the same time
It’s ok
I still love you
Still want you
But tonight
she made it
all about me
and her
and tonight
I’m perfectly
happy
with that