Omorashi Ecstasy: Forbidden Desires

Her bladder's bursting, she can't wait,
Stuck in traffic, her private fate.
She jams her hand between her thighs,
Hoping it will ease the cries.

But no relief, the pressure mounts,
A warm wetness her jeans accounts.
A tiny patch, a spreading stain,
Her jeans and panties soaked with shame's pain.

"Oh god," she whimpers, "I can't hold on,"
Another spasm, a desperate groan.
"Fuck," she screams, the dampness spreads,
Her body trembling, filled with dread.

But in the midst of horror's plight,
A strange arousal takes its flight.
The warmth that spreads, a pleasant sting,
Her body's response, an unexpected thing.

-------- The Roots of Forbidden Lust -------

Why this craving, this deviant thirst?
A question that haunted her, ever cursed.
Was it trauma's imprint, a childhood scene?
Or simply hard-wiring, indelible, keen?

She traced back, memories' muddled paths,
Grasping at straws, seeking angry swaths.
But no clear genesis for wants so base,
Desires sprung, it seemed, from empty space.

Perhaps she was born this way, hard-wired,
Omorashi yearnings, eternally fired.
Accepting at last, "This is who I am,
My truth to live, not a soul to damn."

-------- An Obsession Long Denied -------

From youth, the thought had plagued her mind -
To let go, be utterly unconfined.
Wetting herself in plain view,
A thrill she dared not pursue.

She typed her wants in searches dim,
Omorashi sites, her guilty whim.
Watching others lose control,
Stoking hungers in her soul.

But shame had kept desires at bay,
Propriety held unbridled sway.
Until this moment, unplanned, unscripted,
When lust overcame will, unequipped.

-------- Embracing Her Darkest Cravings -------

Her hand inside her soaked knickers,
She finds her clit, and her body flickers.
She rubs herself, so very fast,
As she drives along, her lust amassed.

Her fingers slick with shame's warm flow,
She strokes her nub with fervent go.
Each touch ignites arousal's spark,
Smoldering needs in passion's dark.

Her other hand still on the wheel,
She bucks her hips, the throes to feel.
Slick folds engorged with want's cruel ache,
Her body cries for pleasure's slake.

Deeper she delves, relentless pace,
Chasing release from this bless'd case.
Decorum shed, pure id's pursuit,
Primal cravings' uninhibited root.

The car rocks with her frantic grind,
Reason flees, leaves lust behind.
Only this moment's truth persists,
Obeying the call her core insists.

Long had she dreamed of this release,
To wet herself without surcease.
Pent-up desires now overflow,
Her deepest wants on brazen show.

Her orgasm comes, a fierce embrace,
Her body trembling, her soul in place.
She screams with pleasure, loud and clear,
Her body's ecstasy, no more to fear.

-------- Aftermath: Reveling in Bliss -------

The damp patch cooling 'gainst her skin,
A sated smile, a peace within.
Though others' scorn she risks to face,
She's found her truth in this bless'd place.

No shame, no guilt, just pure delight,
To have embraced her omorashi plight.
A new beginning, fears now past,
Indulging cravings, freed at last.