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Click hereThere are so many things to say, and things to do. What stands in the way is pain and pain alone.
I wish it was gone, simply go away. I know there is only one way.
What stops me is you and them, and the embarrassment of what is left behind
Should I worry about you, since you stopped worrying long ago? Do the "them" matter since they no longer call?
Days drift longer than before, just keep busy I say and not spend so much time thinking.
Take aspirins, it will help, don't have a drink, it will give you courage.
Keep moving, you will be ok, I say. Stop thinking, I say, get rid of the noise in your head.
Why is this my problem? Why can't it be our problem? Why am I the bad guy ? Why can't we be the bad guy?
Why do I feel sorrow and you feel pain?