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Click herebecause the lessons in dry physics seemed more pointless
than my adolescent calculus of my obsession's breast
through the second and third buttons of her blouses
arcing open to the diffuse sacred secret
that I plundered in those moments that my luck was
neither mislaid nor lost ...
(
after the first glances where I'd worn myself mad
perfecting a peripheral focus
chasing daydreams into and over
the raptured edgelands of lace, umbra and interference
and after the next glances where I'd worn myself warped
from eidetic unpuzzling
of her skin
some elusive incantation
in titanium white—5 parts holy
yellow ochre—3 parts glory
and profane tastes of cadmium red
)
... I drew letters in lust,
splicing coupled glyphs
all along the grid-ruled unruly spaces
of the dragging weeks and months
left hand in brutish posture
deforming my knuckle to a pencil-dent blister
and resting burnished sooted shiny
over page after page
... I drew letters in lust,
to fold into a thought that wouldn't persist
all along the weeks and months
organic angles of stems and strokes crossed
arc and spine, loop swelling over the baseline
descenders transgressing lobes
flexed shoulders, skewed apertures
scripted ligature
... I drew silent as a shade
in my fixation
having words for anything no one seemed to care about
and none for those urgent things
that my anxious, agitated grasp found
unbearable to either feel or not feel
in terms of numbers neither rational nor real
I was reduced to a failure to find for
force over distance over time
I'd learned even less than the incomplete I'd earned
between my weaponized mind
and my obsession's breast
energy dissipated to merely heat
tangled in wet dream sheets of rendered vandal poetry
becoming the sum of the delta of nullity