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Click hereLost in a world of fear inside
where I've never been before...
I'm numb as my pain isn't healing.
The bones and muscles damaged
by time are aching within me here...
and I cry myself to sleep every night.
My long distance love affair isn't
working as I'm nothing but in debt...
I've very little money and hope.
I really wish today was the day
that my heart will just stop beating...
and my Lord will end my misery.
I know now I'm in the darkest place
where my heaven meets my hell...
the black and the white are gray.
The pills I take could be my death
if I'm not careful with them I know...
but I've a pet I know who loves me.
I've others in my life who love me too.
It's so hard to decide my fate...
should I get the operation I need or
should I just meet my maker there
on the other side?