The Truths of now

Knock...knock...knock...pound...pound...pound I need to breathe
and open the door,I had dreamed this day through for 2 weeks
and I have to admit to myself, now, that I don't have the courage.
I had it planned, a way to get what I want. I am sure it won't work
but I have to ask or let my self parish.

I open the door content to see him, in my mind is screaming
and my heart is racing.
"Hello," breathe...breathe... and I think I look creepy as I stare
and smile.
I have what is his and something that no matter what I'm willing to give
and more that I want from him, he is my green eyes.
Trembling my body invites him in and he sits on the couch
and looks forward to my TV.

I am too moral and I respect him so much,
but my hopes are to real. I look at him
and offer refreshments.
Saving for myself my compliments,
I walked his drink to him and began to talk about business.
"I will give you back what is yours and throw in $300 cash to gain
something that I want from you."

He has cold eyes right now as they change his thoughts quite frequently,
his eyebrows slightly tilted rather than flee raised, this resembles Wonder.
I respond to it without his words.
"I want to have you and full permissions for 1 hour". I am surprised
the words fell out, precise and intended order.
immediately, I am ashamed and worried and waiting refusal,
but I just need him. I feel myself twitching with fear and anxiety.
his mouth opens and I begin to feel my rejection, my pain.
But my pain doesn't come, my pain is suffering to loss
and he agrees with an almost appreciative tone.

He knows full well what I want and I set an alarm for an hour from now,
my now, my moment.
He reaches around me and pulls me in and I am shaking with joy,
but overwhelming Joy.
I am so close to him, closer than I have ever been.
I can taste him.

Toxic and addicting, I feel these things as his lips meet mine
and just his hand rests on my waist is rough and gentle
and caresses my waist does other hand playfully explores my dark brown hair.
I pull my body closer and he pulls my shirt off and unsnaps my bra
and the warmth is Unleashed as he pulls my bottoms off and reveals
my Center.

I pull his shirt off over his sweet and handsome face.
I kiss him and slowly move down to his member.

I spend a second staring, enjoying my time and take him into my mouth
and he says deeply softly moaning my name as I now expect.
As he is now fully exposed,
I pull my body up and position myself over him as
a fiery and fierce feeling Burns deep inside of me.
he looks deep into my eyes
,breathe...breathe... breathe...
I drop my body over him and he is now inside me.
The reality is breathtaking and I began to struggle
with my breathes.

my hips are moving on their own and his head is laid-back,
I know he is enjoying this almost as much as I am
and he moans my name.
Feeling him inside me I move and breathe and my mind is absent
I moan a responding comma. I moan his sweet name through my
staggered
breaths.

His body begins to respond more and
he is now resting up against me, driving me wild.
I feel the whole of him,
we may never be this close again.
The thought makes me want him more.
I grab him, cupping the back of his head in my hands
and bring him close to me
and wrapping his arms around me,
pumping harder into me.
His nails are tearing into my back,
clenching me and I begin to reach climax.

I kiss him bringing
his back off the couch
and I take the opportunity to claim to him just as dearly.
It happens...I feel him...I am breathing. I am focused,
he is cumming.

Pulse...pulse...pulse...pound...pound...pound...
He has filled me and I am complete.
I rest in his arms,
I just rest and
for a moment
a single moment
in my entire life
I don't feel, I don't need
I don't anything,
I merely am and wonderfully exist.

I Exist.

Those green eyes,
powerful, stained glass, green eyes.
I could care less about anything around me
when I look into those green eyes.
Wonder and awe,
I saw as those green eyes looked at me
and surprise.

All I wanted was those green eyes to look at me and yearn for me.
They didn't, all they needed was already theirs
and it wouldn't be so bad,
it wouldn't be so bad if those eyes didn't come with a voice.
A voice that made her skin shudder with a need, a fire,
so Fierce and ravenous and passionate.
That voice that in that moment called her name,
unexpectedly called her name and no one else's.
The voice that finally singled her out in a way that she always wanted.
The voice that had already vowed it's thundering vows
even though she knew the betrayal of the eyes
and the voice it was all too horrible
when she heard the thumping of his strong
and tempered heart.

Thump...thump..pause....
thump...thump..pause.
It beat so rough and yet calm
as she nearly consumed his manhood
and took his being into the most passionate part of her body.
She should have never laid her head on his chest,
yet her neck needed to be careful not to wear itself
for the coming to task was only too important.
the call came soon enough and the task itself was to pause
as those green eyes filled with worry and anxiety.
They turned to her and she was overwhelmed
by those green eyes.

The Detour was simple, the car, the bank, the motel.
she ran threw it all over and over hurriedly
as his time needed to be cut short.
they made it, finally, into the room
and she continued to pleasure him.

Hearing his voice call to her made her wild.
As he lay back, she could feel him
and react to him.
She had never wanted anything so much.
She crawled over him and
Hung her seat high into the air above him.
He called her name and he made her longing worse,
four in that split-second,
his body naturally reacted to her
and he rested his hands,
which were strong as his heart
and as gentle as his eyes,
and as caressing as his voice,
he rested them on her seat.

Softly rubbing and nearly moaning her name
while breathing steady.
A breathe... a breathe... a breathe
she needed to breathe for herself,
not wanting to lose the excitement,
she picked up her body
and jolted it around to where she could see his face.
She continued to absorb him,all of him, indirectly.

She tried to place his hands on her feminism
and he only slightly moved his soft gentle hands
around enough to slow him and his manhood became distracted,
she moved her lips down to his pelvic skin,
taking him into her pausing ,
hearing their skin brush
and his breath moaning her name.

She need it again to breathe,
so she pulled her mouth tight around him
and taunted the edge of his tip with her teeth
and as her mouth reach the top,
he sighed a moan and begged her not to stop that particular motion.

She held off the need for air,
repeating her movements, until she broke and her body trembled.
She pulled off of his member and then in one motion,
leaped forward to see those wonderful green eyes
begging her not to go further,
she could almost hear his voice but he hadn't spoken.
She asked him to let her take him into her completely
but startled he refused,
containing to his treacherous vows of his voice to his heart.

She felt his urgency
and continued until she couldn't go anymore
and he rubbed his member until
she accepted his fullness into her own being.
Every last bit belonging to her.

Now, it was it time to accept his truth.
That she was the treachery and betrayal that he'd committed.
And even now, she could hear the breathing,
the thumping and
the Thunderous moaning of her name.

It was over,
but the memory was still fresh
,Vivid and full of color.
Now, new memories,
unreal, undiscovered, dreams filled her wants and once
Thoughtless and pointless life.
Daily, she'd think back on her only shared time
and
nightly ,
she'd dream of things she hoped for.
Now,
the threat of losing him was all too real
but she needed him to know her truths.
Now,
she told him
and then he told her
that she had Dreamed a Dream already dead.
That was the nows of then,
and now her truths or worse.