The Writings

The first time I saw
her unimaginable writings
I couldn't resist myself
from stretching out my wings
I tracked her every movement
and followed her everywhere
how could I have missed
my chance to get her stare
One day she did notice
and threw me a piece of paper
nothing was written
I went home with despair
The next time when I saw her
She handed me an envelop
When I opened it later
I lost all my hope
Day after day I received
only blank page
I was becoming angry
she was teasing my rage
Since the time I first read
her fantasies on those thing
which I dreamed for life
but never shared with any being
Her constant act of teasing
and her writings, turned me on
I started planning to abduct
and bring her to my dungeon
As the days slowly passed and
my planning got strengthened
the very act of her existence
now, was calling to be avenged
I was following her trail for days
from in and out of her home
finally the day came
when I knew she would be alone
I pulled her towards me
at the turn of dark alley
shut her mouth tightly
and punched her in the belly
she fell on my feet
lay there unconscious
every inch of her body
was seductively poisonous
I took her to my place
where everything was pre-planned
she did not know her life
was in a sadist's hand
I was in the ninth cloud
my fantasy was becoming true
Each sadistic brutality I knew
I wanted her to put through
I brought her back to senses
and read aloud her writing
that she could only fantasize, but
never really expected those thing

It said,
Oh my Master, Oh my Lord
you're the only one I seek
you're the only one I live
My life is for you
My body is for you
My mind is for you
My soul is for you
I am an un-person
just a human meat for you
I do not exist
just a sex slave for you
You may eat me alive
You may strip my skin
You may impale my body
You may destroy my being
I crave your whip
I crave your flog
I crave your cane
I crave your cuffs
I crave your ropes
I crave your knife
I crave your clamps
I crave your wax
I crave your needle
I crave your electrodes
I crave for everything
that you can use on me
And above all
I crave your anger
I crave your brutality
I crave your sadism
I crave your inhumanity
I wish my body to be bloodied
I wish my mind to be numb
I wish my muscle to be anguished
I wish my entire being to be
tormented, mutilated
subjugated, violated
destroyed, raped
O my Master
torture my body so much
that no one can imagine
destroy me so much
that only my eyes can live
So that I can see
the satisfaction you derive
so that I can see
you have devoured my life

As I finished reading her dream
and looked into her eyes
which are the only things to be left
rest of her will eventually die
It took me the entire day
to torment her every orifice
to execute her fantasy in detail
and reduce her into just eye-piece
Her entire body was destroyed
pools of red rivers were flowing
she was nothing but a dead meat
only the eyes were glowing
I had achieved what I wanted
had no use of her any more
so I threw her by the roadside
and continued to live, as before
But after a couple of months
I received a letter
this time it was not a blank page
the lines changed my life, thereafter
As I read through it
my entire body became limp
I was awestruck to the bone
could not even blink

It read
The first time I saw you
reading my writing
getting excited about the fact
that a woman can write such thing
As the turn of events unfolded
that you followed me everyday
I now had the chance
to live my fantasy right away
You did not know, that
you were lured into the game
how such a dominant person
can be so lame?
I had gathered all your details
I read your every poetry
I knew how to entrap you
in a beautiful mystery
So I kept on giving you
one after one blank love letters
I knew it will enrage, the
very psychology, that matters
You are a dominant sadist
but I was controlling everything
you could never accept this
so you had to destroy my very being
That is exactly what I wanted
to be the victim of a sexual sadist
to be subjected to brutal torture
so much so that I should not exist
It could have been possible
only by consensual non-consent way
and that consent also
should not be an overt display
So I spread the fuel
and kept the box of matches
so that one day there'll be spark
and I'll be reduced to the ashes
You did every unimaginable thing
that I fantasised ever
you made my life worth living
now I want to return the favour
I want to be your slave
as long as I breathe
I may die for you, my Master
please devour me, without mercy

The first piece of her writing
made my biggest dream come true
the second piece gave me the chance
to live my and her dream, all through