Thinking of You Thinking of Her

I wake up
Thinking of you
As I always do
I pick up my phone
I go to my hidden photo file
Look at the picture
Of your hard cock
In your hand
That you texted me yesterday
With the words
Thinking of you
Then I check Facebook
Look for the little green light
Next to your name
That tells me you’re awake
And then I post that I am awake
Knowing you’ll see it
And I wait for you to
Text me good morning
And then I see
That you have shared a post
About family
And how important they are
And how you will embrace them
Hug them
Reassess your priorities
And my heart shatters
Because you are
Thinking of her
I click the little smiley heart
On the post
So you know I see it
So everyone knows
I acknowledged it
And then you text me
Good morning baby
I ask if you are ok
You say the same as always
But I know you’re not
I know it’s not the same
I know we are not
The same
And I know as soon as she sees
What you shared
The wall she put around her heart
Will crack open
And she will wait for you
To turn back toward her
As you just announced
To the entire fucking world
That you were going to
And then I see
That she also clicked
The little smiley heart
Knowing that I would see it
I don’t think you realize
You just broke up with me
And chose her
Through a fucking
Social media post
I really would’ve rather
You had told me to my face
That she is
Still and always
More important to you
Than me