Thought She was Cheating

I thought that my wife may be cheating
I imagined them secretly meeting
She may be sucking
And getting a fucking
And my confidence was certainly fleeting

 I said to myself, self just buck up
This isn’t a time that you fuck up
Believe it or not
She’s all that I’ve got
So my suspicions I had to just suck up.

I had no intention to bust her
I had only intended to trust her
I figured to give
Her the ability to live
Without having to cater to muster.

I decided to tell her I knew
But hoped that our love could renew
I asked if she
Could be married to me
And still have a paramour too?

She said she would not
Give any serious thought
To risking it all—
Not a close call—
And she wanted to keep what’s she’s got.

Her boyfriend, she left him behind
Said husbands weren’t easy to find
She promised to stay 
And went on to say
She loves me and I’m one of a kind.