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Click hereI lay here, bleeding and once again near Death
So many incisions yet I still breathe in each breath
The feelings were not restricted
Feeling the pain that's self inflicted
Looking to the sky asking "What the FUCK are your Demmands?!!!"
I'll take my life by my own hands
You turned your back, leaving me in a feeling of being betrayed
Stop lingering, you never stayed
You have Cursed me with this Burden of Hate
So much Negativity, keeping me from feeling Great
A feeling of a small Ray of Light drowning in Darkness
Drowning in Eternity as I scream "God!!!??? PLEASE STOP THIS!!!"
No more suffering, tease no more
Allow me to enter Your Kingdom and close the Door
The White Light, I see again
Please oh please, let this be The End
The Angel shaking her head no, once again
"It's not your time" I hear the words as I wake
Sweating as my fists shake
"It's a Nigtmare!" I say outloud
Noticing there is no crowd
Why? What was the purpose?
Why in the Fuck do I deserve this?