Ugliness

Looks deceive - I used to believe the truth of this lie.

Bruised and scattered from jealousy my heart heaves a suffocating sigh.

Your passionate disloyal attention made me forget my so obvious yet questionable incompetence.

My non-existent inner beauty it is nothing but self inflected sine qua non of pretense.
Her physique of extraordinary arcs of beauty in which you revel.
No wonder a man's mind is utterly twisted for she is your precious jewel.
My heart is a place of an irrepairable dented void,
You intend to break me but i fear my strength;
my strength have left me in an eternal twisted mind.
Is this an eye for an eye game i play with myself?
An ugliness for which i compense.
Yet my compensation is so priceless!
In nausea I have lost all my appetite and illusionary desires.
This is a nobility I embrace.