Used or amused.

You wake on the bed after a long night of drink
Not fully awake, more so on the brink
On top of the sheets you lay naked and tied
By your wrists to the bedpost and legs open wide
They are spread so wide and tied and the feet
You wriggle and wriggle but admit defeat
You can't call out for the tape placed across
Your mouth and your eyes, you're no longer the boss
Your power's been taken away for this time
But what is the reason, you sure don't feel fine
Just then for a moment you hear someone come
You hold your breath you feel sure you are done
But despite your worse fear when you hear him get close
You feel a hand stroking your face and your nose
you can't help but flinch at the thought of what's coming
You want to enjoy but you feel more like running
He strokes through your hair, your shoulders and back
Your hips and your stomach, your belly and rack
To your legs and your feet and finally your mound
You're feeling relaxed despite being bound
Strangely you feel erotically pleased
How long will it last now your tension has eased
He stops for a moment and eases away
Then reaches back over your body to play
He starts laying kisses from your head to your toes
You can't see his face but he smells fresh as a rose
Your fear is easing your passion arising
You enjoy the moment and find this surprising
He stops once again and you think he's withdrawn
He laughs like a psycho now you wish you weren't born
As he climbs naked onto your body laid bare
Sat inside your spread legs and it makes you aware
Just how vulnerable you are bound gagged and blind
There's a million things that go through your mind
Just then you feel liquid, warm and thick
On your body all over, it makes you feel sick
As you don't know what's coming, you can't figure out
If it's good or it's bad and you're starting to doubt
This strangers intentions and you want to get out
It turns out it's oil and he lubes you all over
You never had this from any of your lovers
He stops once again and kneads the oil in
To your muscles and breasts and your sensitive skin
He stops once again and you wonder what now
He sees that your sweating and mops up your brow
He rests his lips on your neck oh so thin
Then his sinks in his teeth til he's broken your skin
He's moves slowly down and he punctures your breast
With another firm bite then all over your chest
He chews on your hips, you thighs then your mound
Sometimes it hurts but alas you have found
That mostly you like it and wanting some more
Then suddenly you feel him reach down to the floor
You now feel a strap of leather you think
Caressing your skin and your now on the brink
Of a lashing by strap by this hidden tormentor
Is this an ordeal or another adventure
He increases the pressure of each blow til he finds
Your threshold of pain, he looks for the signs
It's over for now as he drops down the strap
You relax for a moment but don't “it's a trap”
You now feel a hand on your soaking wet mound
He pushes a finger and moves it around
You then feel another, three and the four
Enter you slowly, how many more
He's only just started and now raises your bum
On a firm rubber pillow, you're still feeling numb
He draws a bit closer between you spread legs
And you feel his large manhood tip between your legs
Lowers the tip of his cock to your butt cheeks
You don't normally do that and now feel quite weak
You now feel the tip of his cock push quite gentle
He enters your butt and you start to go mental
This turns him on more and he thrusts to the balls
His cock in your butt til you're climbing the walls
The pain is beyond what you felt before
But strangely you find you could tolerate more
Your apparent discomfort has turned him on some
He moans and he thrusts and then fills you with come
He pulls out his manhood and sits back and smiles
He looks and he thinks “that'll hurt for a while”
You still don't know who this stranger may be
No matter how you tried you just couldn't see
You collapse in a heap and sleep once again
Has this changed your perception of men
Once you've rested and slept you will think a bit clearer
Do you now hate men or love them more dearer
Do you feel damaged or do you feel whole
What was it like to be out of control?