We Fucked

We fucked
We just fucked
Oh my god

And I laughed
Because you said it
With such genuine shock
And surprise

We’d never
In all our time together
Been able to fuck

Long story short
I had cancer
Cervical vaginal
I beat it
Barely
But it left me
Nearly impossible
To fuck

So
My husband left
Most men after him
Said it wasn’t a big deal
There are other ways
To please each other
And then they all left
Because I couldn’t be
Fucked

But not you
You stayed
And we
Pleased each other
Over and over
In every vanilla and
kinky way
We wanted

Our friendship grew
Our trust grew
Our relationship grew
Our lust grew
Our love grew

And you were
Perfectly content
With my mouth
My hands
Your hands
Doing the fucking
But I always wanted to try
And I trusted you

So little by little
We worked on healing
What had been scarred
Little by little
You opened up
My heart
And my body

Little by little
My body welcomed
Wanted
Your fingers
Inside me
Stretching me
Opening me up

And last night
My body wanted
I wanted
Your cock

So we tried
And you were so gentle
And so cautious
Little by little
Most of you
Slid in
And out
And in again

We were doing it missionary
So you could watch my face
For any signs that you should stop
I didn’t want you
To stop

So I flipped over
Ass up
Legs apart
Put my hand
Down between them
So you could see me
Playing with myself
So you weren’t focused
On my face
And I said
Please

And I heard
You groan
With lust
And indecision
So I wiggled my ass
And you said
Baby
We don’t have to
Are you sure?
And I said yes

So you did it
We did it
And it mostly worked
Not quite the way it used to
But it worked
We fucked
You fucked me
I can fuck
I am fuckable

And afterward
I lay in your arms
Joyfully shocked
Legs shaking
Heart pounding
Eyes leaking
As we talked
About it
About us
About everything
And you whispered
I love you
And then you said

We fucked
We just fucked
Oh my God
Are you ok?

And I laughed
Because I was
More than ok
I was thrilled
Happy
Grateful
You were gentle
And careful
And perfect
And I love you too

And I love
That we
Fucked