Will my words falter

Will my words falter
Will they come out as a stutter
Words they seem to fail me
Taking away my courage
Leaving me with a blank stare
I wish to tell of your beauty
To create sonnets of the way your eyes leave me
Tell how your shining eyes stop me in my steps
Your laugh steals the breath I breathe
Whey you pass buy I smell your sweet scent
It intoxicates me
Smothering me in lopsided grins
Your unknowning glances send chills up my spine
Warming this cowardly heart
Thousands of silent prayers
Hundreds of of deals being made
Pacts with the gods to bring us to be
Even though not knowing your voice
Wanting to know your dearest desires
Wishing to be alive in your eyes
Unable to ear when I see you frown
But then only wishing to never have see it for the sadness it brings
Knowing that you will never know my face
For I am the biggest shadow
Scared to even speak to you
Or even to show you my true feelings
So I shall remain the question mark
For the fear of painful rejections
So I shall be the painfull mystery
And you shall be my sun, my day, my moon, my night