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You have a secret
Girls turn you on but cocks make you hard
Naked girls excite you because seeing them strangely makes you feel gay
You don't know why, but feeling gay makes you feel special
You like the way feeling gay makes you get hard
You don't want anyone to know, but feeling gay makes you hard all day, even at work
You're addicted to porn, the sight of naked females, naked young men, sex acts
You love seeing cock and cum, this makes you hard
You love to edge to gay porn; it drives you crazy
You love to stroke for cock and gay porn, it feels so good
You get so hard seeing cock and cum, teen girl's titties and asses, guys with big hard cocks
You stroke to sexy teens both girls and boys, femboys. hot trans girls and lady boys
You love twink porn, smooth hairless skinny boys with shaved pubes kissing & sucking cock
You love watching nubile twinks with cute bottoms butt fuck each other
You love the rush of watching gay porn, it makes your head spin and your cock ache
You know it's naughty, it makes you feel so good. You love it!!
You keep it a secret because you're ashamed, but....
......you love thinking about women finding out you are gay
You don't know why the thought of a beautiful, sexy woman telling you to suck cock excites you
You think about secretly sucking total stranger's cocks
You can't help it. you love it so much!
You love the thought of being gay, it's your most private dearest secret
You have another secret, you wear silky pink panties and masturbate
Your sister caught you wearing her panties
Your sister told her boyfriend that you wear her panties
You now have a secret boyfriend that no one knows about
Your sister's boyfriend is now your secret lover, nobody knows he is your boyfriend
Your sister has no idea you and her boyfriend are lovers
You love being alone with him, kissing him in secret, nobody knows
You know being naked with him is more exciting than it ever was being with a girl
You and your sister's boyfriend - secret lovers! No-one ever needs to know!
You share your secrets and desires with him
You stroke your penis with him as he strokes his cock
You tell him how hot this is while you stroke together
You stroke his cock as he strokes your cock
You kiss him and moan as you play with each other's cock
You are intoxicated by how good it feels to be naked with another boy
You whisper in his ear "I want to suck your cock"
You want him to know how bad you want it
You want him to want it too!! You want it to be super special
You taste his cock; you cannot believe how much it turns you on
You cannot believe how much you love the taste of cock
You cannot believe how much you love sucking cock
Your penis is so hard as he slips it into his mouth
You could never imagine how good two boys sucking each other's cock would feel
You love being naked with your boyfriend in a homosexual sixty-nine
You spend hours and hours jerking off, kissing and sucking cock together
You are much more effeminate than your boyfriend, he is boyish but still more masculine than you
You love wearing panties for your sister's boyfriend, he loves it too with you in panties
You have shaved your legs, underarms and shaved off all your pubes
You look so smooth and sexy, just as hot as all the hot twinks in the gay porn you love
You are just as sexy as the smooth naked twinks, maybe sexier as you are so feminine now
Your boyfriend tells you have a sexy body, as sexy as your sister's, he says it makes him hard
You have even painted your toes pink to feel even more feminine
Your boyfriend says you give much better head than sis ever has, that makes you proud
You suck your boyfriend's cock every chance you get, you love it so much
You love the taste of his cum
You love sucking cock so much
You want so much to be sucking his cock all the time!
Your boyfriend's cock is so much bigger than yours, it fascinates you
Your boyfriend wants to fuck you, you want it too
You have always played with your tight hole when you masturbated
You have always loved how hard you get fingering your boy hole when masturbating
Your boyfriend kisses you as he plays with your hard penis
You about lose it when your boyfriend licks your boy pussy
You know that means he will now fuck you; you see it all the time in twink porn
You want this bad, like in twink porn you want to be the boy who is penetrated
You know the boy with the bigger cock always butt fucks the other boy
You are so hard when he presses his cock at your tight hole
You have masturbated many times fingering your hole, dreaming of this
You need a little lube, and it hurts a little the 1st time, but this is what you want
You love the feeling of your boyfriend's cock sliding up your butt
You know this makes you his "girl" as he takes your anal virginity
You moan as your boyfriend fucks you; you smile inside knowing your sister has no idea
You are so in love with your boyfriend
You are so in love with your boyfriend's cock, your penis aches hard as he fucks you
You moan like a girl as he fucks you
You love his cock up your ass as you two gay boys fuck and kiss like rabid lovers
Your boyfriend humps you faster and harder
You frantically masturbate your hard-little penis
You moan like a girl you want him to hear you cum. you want to cum for him
You shoot squirts of spermies all over your tummy as his cock fills your boy pussy
Your boyfriend cums inside you when he sees you cum, how gay!
You never knew how gay you really were till your boyfriend fucked you
Your boyfriend wants to fuck you all the time, he says you turn him on
Your boyfriend butt fucks you from behind as he kisses your neck and tongues your ear
Your boyfriend butt fucks you every chance he gets, he says you have a "cute" butt
Your sister would be furious if she knew her boyfriend was your lover
Your sister would be furious if she knew her boyfriend was gay like you
You and your sister's boyfriend kiss and feel each other up when she is in the other room
You and your sister's boyfriend love to kiss when she's in the other room
You and your sister's boyfriend love to take chances when she is around, it's such a hot game
Your sister thinks it's wonderful you and her boyfriend are such good friends, if she only knew!
You have fallen in love with your secret lover, you dream of him being your "husband"
Your boyfriend has told you he wants you in chastity to see if you like it
you've fantasized about being in chastity, nothing else matters but pleasing your boyfriend
You want to please him so much!! you will do anything for him, even chastity
You have secretly masturbated to porn with twinks and sissies in chastity, it made you so hard
You have secretly wanted to be in chastity getting fucked as you suck another boy's cock
You always get off stroking to boy orgies in twink porn
You want so bad to be in a room with a bunch of naked boys, maybe chastity is not right for you now
You get so hard stroking to twink porn orgies, you are so gay, it excites you
You tell your boyfriend you want a threesome with another boy, you love cock so much
Your boyfriend loves the idea, he says people think Ricky is gay, let's find out
You know Ricky, you run into him at school, you sweet talk him
You ask Ricky if he would like to hang out some time, he says he has a boyfriend
You tell him you have a boyfriend too, Brandon, Ricky smiles
You tell Ricky the four of you should get together, Ricky smiles and says "sure"
You and Brandon are excited about a four boy orgy
Your dream of a twink orgy is cumming true
Your orgy with Ricky, Kyle and Brandon was so hot
You loved being naked with other boys, kissing them and sucking cock
You let Ricky fuck you as Brandon fucked Kyle
Your gayness is taking you over, you love being feminine, you love cock
You spend more time trying on her clothes when your sister is out with Brandon
You are jealous of your sister you want her boyfriend all your own
You love putting on lipstick and looking pretty, you love wearing a dress
You also know you would love to be in high heels and panties in a room full of older men
Your little penis aches at the thought of being a "toy boy" a sissy sex toy for older men
You need this! you want this! You want it real bad!
Your uncle's friend Marvin was always very friendly to you
You overheard dad and mom talk about your uncle and Marvin
You run into Marvin at the store, by now you know how to flirt with men
You know it's naughty, it gives you butterflies flirting with him
You are thrilled about being invited over to your uncle's place by Marvin
You are beyond excited when you step out into the room for Marvin and your uncle
Your little penis aches in your sister's silky pink panties as you strut out
You have on high heel sandals, toes painted pink
You have on one of your sister's sundresses, it feels fabulous
Your lips are glossy pink and you have put styling gel in your hair
You love feeling feminine and gay, you know what it means to be a fag, you love it!
You love the sensation of looking and feeling gay for masculine men
You love it when Marvin and your uncle grope you and kiss you
You love seeing them naked, making them hard, touching their cocks, sucking their cocks
You love being their little faggy boy toy
You suck a lot of cock these days
You are so gay you love it
Yes, you know it's true
Tah tah!
Wow, this plays with my mind, especially knowing I have a lot of these desires deeply pushed down since my teen years 45 years ago and now wanting to get out now that my marriage has become almost sexless...the long suppressed feelings are coming back to the surface. Is it to late to explore these or should I just let it be? I don't know.
Every time I read this I get hard. Just like the line which says:
"You don't know why, but feeling gay makes you feel special. You like the way feeling gay makes you get hard."
Yes, feeling and acting "gay" does make me feel special. It makes me feel wonderful. It makes me feel worthy of love -- not just physical sexual love but also emotional love for a hot handsome older man - that's my type.
Please continue writing such wonderful stories.
Hugs & kisses,
cdCindy XOXOXOXOX
Wonderful, just like me, would be so exciting to sleep with her boyfriend and show him what real loving is like!
FANTASTIC !!! I love this story. It truly hit home with me because everything you write is what I want too. One line that I truly love is:
"....you love thinking about women finding out you are gay."
Yes, I always think of and dream about my wife and all her girlfriends finding out that I'm gay and watching me suck all their boyfriends and husbands' cocks while they watch. That turns me on so much.
Jakladd -- you know from our email exchanges that I too am a married closeted cocksucking faggot bottom sissy; just like you. I have also come to accept the truth about myself that -- yes -- I AM GAY !!!
Keep up the great writing. I always look forward to reading any new stories that you have.
Hugs & kisses,
cdCindy XOXOXOXOXOX