Cocklust Ch. 07

Chad kept a poker face. "So what happened?"

"Well, we were supposed to go to college together," I said, "but then her parents ran into money trouble, so I came by myself."

"Wait a minute," Chad said. "Your girl was supposed to go school here?"

"Originally yeah," I said. "She ended up going to community college back home."

"That sucks," he said, "I mean, not in, you know--"

"I haven't talked to her since," I said, "but it sounds like she's not doing well. Amy, my sister, tries to give me guilt trips like it's somehow my fault."

"Shit," he said.

"I guess she doesn't mean anything by it, it's just... well, she just drives me fucking crazy sometimes. Sisters will do that to you."

Chad nodded. "I'll take your word for it," he said. "I don't have a sister, but my ex...." Then his voice trailed off.

"What about her?"

"Well, our senior year, we were homecoming king and queen. Everybody pretty much assumed we'd get married." He snorted. "Little did I know."

I didn't know how to respond at first. I hadn't forgotten his freak-out from spring semester, so I knew I had to tread carefully. "Do you think... you're still into girls?"

Chad looked at the streets around us, then turned back to me. "I-I mean, I dunno," he said. "I guess I still think they're hot and all... but do I want to fuck them?" He shrugged. "Not anymore."

"You know, I never thought I'd be into guys," I said, "I guess till I saw my first gay porn and liked it."

Chad licked his lips. "Yeah, I don't know when I first thought of it," he said.

"If you were showing off in the showers, you must've had an idea--"

"Yeah," he said. "I... well, maybe it was when I caught myself checking out other guys' butts. I mean, that was years ago, but I guess it took me a while to realize what a dead giveaway that was." He cleared his throat. "W-when I, uh, played basketball, they always made us shower together... we used to compare our cocks and shit, a-and I probably liked it a little too much."

"So basically like the Kap Eps," I said.

"I guess," he said, "except I don't think any guys on the team were actually gay."

"You mean besides you?"

Chad got really quiet. I suddenly worried I'd said the wrong thing. "Well," he finally said, "I still don't know what I am."

I wanted to kiss him right then, but I forced myself to hold back. "Don't worry about it," I said. "At least not around me." I'd never talked to a guy about my feelings, but somehow with Chad it felt right. I tried to act as casual as I could, but the truth was, I was a bundle of nerves myself.

We ended up talking for hours. Along the way, I learned a hell of a lot. I'd never known Chad's mom was a rich girl-- some sort of a banking heiress-- but this explained why he'd always seemed to have money. I also learned his brother had gotten in with a bad crowd, and was getting in trouble with the law. Chad tried to act like he wasn't bothered by it, but I could see in his eyes that he was.

I also got to know some of Chad's quirks, like how he was into rugby, so he had a lot of strong opinions about teams I'd never heard of. He was apparently insane about Game of Thrones too, and he went on and on about how evil Cersei was. His most random tic of all was how he somehow hated eggs; I'd never heard of such a thing, but Chad acted weird when he smelled them.

I found myself opening up to Chad too. I told him stories of growing up in the burbs, and how I'd always itched to get away. Somehow we got onto the topic of music, and I told him how my mom had tried to get me into the Bangles. Then I recounted what it was like to have mono, and how I'd missed three months' worth of school.

Eventually we ended up at my place. I knew it wasn't much to look at, considering it was just a little studio, and I hadn't fully unpacked. But at that point, I don't think either of us cared.

"This is awesome," he said. "I should've gotten a place like this. I thought it'd be cool in the frat house, but now I'm not so sure--"

"Well," I said, "I did move here for a reason."

"Why was that?"

"Do you need me to spell it out for you?" I asked. I pressed his body against the wall, and I started making out with him.

We stumbled to my bed and plopped down on the sheets. The next thing I knew, we were stripping off each other's clothes.

Both of us were as hard as a rock. I had almost forgotten how much I loved Chad's body. He still had the ripped chest and breathtaking package I'd first laid eyes on months before.

Chad ran his hands along my skin. "My God," he said. "Do you know how many times I jacked off thinking of this?"

Those words sent my hormones raging. "Say what?"

"Well yeah," he said. "It gave me something to look forward to."

I could barely believe what I was hearing. I fumbled for my lube, and I reached for a condom, but Chad grabbed my hand.

"No condom," he said. "I need to feel you inside me. With nothing in the way."

"I get it," I said, "but to be safe--"

"I haven't been with anybody else," he said. "Have you?"

A new wave of guilt came over me. I didn't know what to say; I didn't want to tell him the truth, but I also didn't want to lie.

"Okay," Chad said, "I-I mean I get it. I guess I can't really complain, it's just--"

"I'm sorry," I said. "I didn't know what I know now."

"It's fine," he said, although I couldn't tell if he meant it. He took a deep breath, then looked into my eyes. "I don't want to know too much, so just tell me... were you safe?"

"Well yeah," I said. "I never barebacked with anybody else."

Chad forced a laugh. "So I'm the lucky one?" he asked.

"Dude," I said, "it's always been different with you. That's what I was trying to tell you when we got in that fight. And if that hadn't happened, I never would've done anything with anybody else. Even when I did... I mean, I was just getting off. It never made me feel the way I do now."

"Fuck, Scott." Chad swallowed hard. "Don't make me regret this."

"Regret what?"

"All this shit," he said. "You know how much I've got to lose here... but somehow, every time I see you, it makes me feel like it's worth it."

I didn't know what to say to that. I basically felt the same way, although I didn't want to admit it.

"I guess what I'm trying to say is... I trust you. So if you tell me you were safe, and if you tell me you're not seeing anybody else, I'll believe it. I just don't want to get burned... because I can't afford that right now."

I choked down a lump in my throat. "Okay," I said.

Chad pulled me closer. "So now that we've got that out of the way," he said, "you can fuck me without a condom."

"Well, when you put it that way--"

"And since we fought last time," he said, "does that make this our make-up sex?"

"What do you mean?"

"Isn't that supposed to be the best kind?"

I shrugged. "I guess we'll find out."

And we did.

I could tell Chad hadn't bottomed in a while. His ass had gotten so tight that he could barely take me in. He was obviously in pain, so I tried to pull out, but he wouldn't let me. "I need this so bad," he said as he tried to control his sphincter. Then, once his body started to relax, he pulled me deeper inside him.

I'd gotten so used to condoms that barebacking felt like a whole new sensation. I loved the feeling of Chad's flesh against mine. It was like both of our bodies were united; I could hardly tell where his ended and mine began. We kept making out while we both groaned with pleasure.

"Oh yeah," he said between kisses, "you're so fucking hot...."

"So are you," I said.

"I love that dick in my ass," he said, "it's the best fucking dick...."

"Just take it. You know you want it--"

"Oh yeah," he said, then he threw his head back. "I can't believe you feel so good...."

"You do too," I said as I pumped further into him.

I went to touch his cock, but he pushed my hand away. "No," he said, "fuck me harder."

I rammed into him, and I felt my dick hit his prostate. Chad's jaw dropped open. His arms were wrapped around me, and I could feel his fingers digging into my back. I started fucking him as hard and fast as my body would let me.

"Oh God baby," he said, "I'm so close, don't stop... oh please...."

I knew I wouldn't last long myself. My whole body felt euphoric, and I could tell Chad's did too.

"Aaaaah!" he suddenly screamed as a rope of cum shot out of him. He never touched himself, but his cum kept spurting. I could feel his hole convulsing around my dick.

"Oh shit," I grunted as I felt myself go over the edge. Chad looked right into my eyes as I blew my load inside him. It was a full-body experience; my heart was pounding, and my fingers were tingling. Then my legs started shaking, and I collapsed on top of him. "Fuck yeah," was all I could say.

Chad kissed my forehead. My dick was still inside him, and his cum was smeared between us, but I didn't care.

"You called me baby," I finally said. "That's a first."

"Did I?" he asked. "I don't even remember." He ran his arms across my back. "Fuck, I needed that."

We just laid there for a minute. I snuggled against his face, and I kissed him on the cheek. Our limbs were tangled together, but it felt totally comfortable, and both of us were still hard. "You know, if you want to clean up--"

"No," he said. "I waited so long to get your cum in me... I want this feeling to last."

I looked into his eyes. He had a faraway look on his face, almost like he was dreaming. "What is it?" I asked.

"What do you mean?"

"You've got something on your mind," I said, "I can tell."

"It's just...." Then his voice trailed off. "I've been thinking about this so much."

I could feel my mouth starting to water. "How much?"

"Well...." He swallowed. "Maybe four or five times a day?"

"Shit," I said, "you've been jacking off that much?"

"Not necessarily," he said. "Depending on what I was up to... sometimes all I could do was fantasize about it."

"Dude," I said, "that's fucking hot."

"Believe me, I know," he said, "but I could never tell anyone."

"You could always tell me," I said.

"I guess I can now, it's just... well you know, at the time...." Chad slid his hands down my body, and he started massaging my ass. "Well, now that we're here, I don't want it to end." And he toyed with my hole.

"Are you saying you want to keep going?"

"Well, you said it, not me...."

I liked the sound of that, so I gave him a deep kiss. I circled my tongue around his, and I made sure to take his spit in my mouth.

Eventually I pulled out of him and stuck my ass in the air. Chad took up his position behind me, and he licked each of my cheeks. Then he moved into my crack, and he swished his tongue around my hole. A tingling sensation shot through me; I remembered how much Chad liked butt play, and how good he was at it. "Your ass is so hot," he said between licks.

"Then keep doing that," was all I could say.

As much as Chad seemed to love my ass, I loved what he did with it even more. The man was fucking talented, no two ways about it. I relished the way his lips kept toying with my hole. I probably could've gotten off right then, if I hadn't already done it a few minutes before. In a way, the fact that we were spent was a blessing. Neither of us were in any real hurry, so we could relax and enjoy the ride.

After a few more minutes, Chad came up for air. I took the opportunity to put my hand on his cock. I played with it for a minute, and I watched Chad's face as he reacted. Then I pulled his dick toward me, guided it into my mouth, and unceremoniously started sucking away.

"Oh fuck," he gasped. "You're so fucking good at this."

I could still taste some of his cum, but it was really just icing on the cake. The part I loved most was the taste and texture of his meat. I devoured him as if I'd been starving.

"Yeah baby," he said. "Keep doing that... it feels so hot...."

I reached behind him and played with his ass. His mancunt was still smeared with lube, and I was tempted to stick my finger inside, but I resisted the urge. Instead, I ran my fingers down his taint, and I started playing with his balls.

I blew him for another few minutes, then finally let him fuck me. I was still crouched on all fours, and I shuddered with anticipation as he lubed me up. He ran his cock up and down my crack, which practically drove me wild. Then he pressed against my ring, and I felt his tip pop inside me.

"Oh yeah," I said, "just like that, baby...."

He slid in another inch or so. "You want more of that dick?"

"Oh come on--"

"I want to hear you say it."

"Get it in deeper--"

"You sure you're ready for it?"

"I want you to fuck the shit out of me," I said, "good and hard."

Chad went the rest of the way in, till I felt his pubes on my cheeks. "Oh yeah," he said. "God, I missed this...."

"Me too."

Chad started pumping into me, but he took it nice and slow. We both seemed to be savoring the sensation. "Your hole feels so good," he said. "Fuck, I love this ass."

I arched my back, and Chad leaned down and kissed my shoulders. I tried to reciprocate, but in that position I couldn't. The one thing I could do was work my ass. I gyrated my hips, and I tightened my sphincter as hard as I could. I remembered how much he liked that, and he reacted exactly how I expected. He let out a loud groan, and he thrust his dick even harder inside me.

We kept doing it like that for a while, till Chad whispered in my ear: "I want to look in your eyes when I'm fucking you."

As soon as he said those words, I felt myself getting harder, though I hadn't thought that was possible. "Oh yeah," was all I could say.

Chad pulled out of me, and I turned on my back. I spread my legs nice and wide, and he leaned over me. Then he teased me again: he ran his dick along my taint, but he wouldn't slide it inside me.

"Fuck," I said, "you shouldn't do that...."

"Why not?" he asked. "Are you saying you don't like it?"

"I want you so bad...."

Chad kissed me again. This time was longer and harder than before. When he finally broke it off, he looked right in my eyes, and he licked his lips. "What do you want me to do to you?"

"Just get your cock in me," I said. I knew he was trying to drive me crazy, and it was working. At the same time, I knew I couldn't complain; after all, I'd done the same thing to him.

He reached down and toyed with my package. Then he slid his hand down to my half-fucked hole. "Are you sure about that?"

I let out a little scream. "Stop fucking teasing me!" I yelled. "Get inside me. Now!"

Chad seemed to love it. He flashed a toothy grin, then ran his hands up my legs. At that moment, he was in total control-- which seemed to be just the way he wanted it.

"Are you gonna fuck me or not?"

He suddenly thrust forward, and his dick slammed deep inside me. I let out another scream, although it felt so good that I couldn't complain. Then Chad leaned down and kissed me again.

I was pretty much ecstatic by then. I loved making out with Chad while he fucked me. I savored the taste of his lips, and I ran my tongue around his. I was so focused on his body that it seemed like nothing else mattered.

Eventually Chad broke off the kiss. He made his way to my Adam's apple, and he continued down my neck. The next thing I knew, Chad was sucking on my skin. It felt incredibly erotic-- way more than I'd expected-- so I kept moaning in response. I could totally feel the blood rushing into my neck, not to mention my cock.

"Oh shit," I said. "Oh shit!"

Chad's body was starting to tense up. After a minute, he finished sucking on me, and he threw his head back. "I'm getting close," he said.

I marveled at the beautiful muscles above me. "Cum in me," I said. "Just fucking do it."

"Oh baby...."

"Yeah," I said. "I want to feel your hot cum in my ass."

He pistoned for another few seconds. Then I felt his dick expand inside me, and he let out a roar.

Chad's eruption was just what I'd hoped for. I watched his face as he came, and I sensed his warmth flowing through me. I was close myself, so I reached down, jerked myself off, and shot on my chest.

Suddenly we heard a bunch of loud thumps. Apparently my neighbor was banging on the wall. Chad and I both froze for a second, but then we found ourselves cracking up with laughter. I didn't realize how loud we'd been, and I was kind of embarrassed, but I also felt like it was really fucking hot.

Chad pulled out of me, then plopped down on the bed. "Oh shit," he said as he put his fingers on my neck. "You've got a hickey."

I tried to see the hickey for myself, but I couldn't. "How big is it?"

"Well," he said, "I wouldn't wear a wife beater anytime soon. At least not in public. But a polo or something will hide it." He licked his lips. "Sorry."

"When did you hear me complain?"

"I'm just saying." Then Chad kissed me again, and he snuggled up beside me. A few ropes of cum were still smeared between us, but at that point, I don't think either of us cared.

We just laid there for a while, holding each other, and we hardly said a word. It felt like the perfect end to the day. I couldn't imagine anything more intimate than the fact that each of us held the other's load up our butts. I snuggled up against Chad's body, and I breathed in the smell of his skin; but beyond that, I didn't want to move.

Then, slowly but surely, we both drifted off to sleep.

To be continued....