Consequences Pt. 05E

"Ok now the numbers."

Jane automatically looks at the screen she has already prepared. "Assuming all those from last night that said they would come, do so, then we are well past our targets. Male/female numbers look pretty even depending on whether any of Ana's old pals come."

"Great." David says, "So now what? Do you want to keep the numbers open in case someone else pops into our lives?"

Nobody seems against that idea, although Jane is cautious about any last minute add-ins.

Olivia enters the room and she looks like a wreck, Jane looks across at David with a hint of accusation on her face, the others do too. 'Ohh heck!' He thinks to himself, he feels like the big bad wolf in this fantasy world. His Mr NiceGuy takes over and even though he knew he would be the loser, he gets up to greet her and a madness takes over as he whisper's, "What's up my love, has something happened?"

For a moment she appears unsure of herself like he'd taken the wind out of her sails, he moves closer to hold her up she definitely looks faint. He looks at Jane for help, and she comes quickly. Everyone else looks on sympathetically, perhaps she's sickening. They take her to the dining area and sit her down. Jane asks solicitously, "what's the matter my love?"

"I don't know, please take me somewhere private for a while, I won't be long." Jane looks at Jo and asks for her help, she doesn't need it and David acknowledges that she's separating her from Lauren for a while and admires her competence in difficult times.

David decides it's probably best if he leaves Olivia in Janes very competent hands. He turns back to the meeting, saying "It couldn't be morning sickness could it?" And thus changing the focus of their thinking.

"So we have new members it seems," at which he looks at Amber and Rachel then Lauren. "Put me right if I'm wrong but I'm guessing you want to try us and see how it goes, would that be about right?"

No-one demurs and he says, "That's fine, as you know our present members all live here now and we have hopes of moving into a larger place later in the year. Please stop me ladies if I'm in error on any detail and I hope that the others will agree, but its fine if you want to live a normal weekday life and join us at weekends, that's what Ana did while she is waiting for her transfer to Baltimore." David went on explaining everything again and left it to Bree and Ana to bring up the membership requirements.

David began to wish that Olivia, Jane, and Jo were here as some of the discussion points were developing a life of their own. Lauren is proving difficult without Jo's softening influence and would not entertain having a kink. Amber and Rachel had asked for ideas about what a kink is and then looked thoughtful. Bree said it will probably be something that turns you on subconsciously, perhaps something in an erotica film or a fantasy book, even tv. But Lauren refuses to budge.

So Ana being Ana doesn't stand for any nonsense. "Look Lauren we can all see you're a lesbian but such words aren't allowed in this house, your preferences are your preferences but I reckon you get turned on by girly women." At least Lauren blushes, even though she won't budge. "It's supposed to be fun Lauren, this is a place where you can admit to whatever turns you on and no one will think anything of it."

She leaves her to think on that for a moment and says to Amber, "What turns you on about Olivia?"

"I don't exactly know, she is so glamorous like a film star, so are you, she dared a quick look at her out of the corner of her eyes. I guess that's a bit of a kink because I have had boyfriends and never thought of women that way."

"And in sex is there anything that pleases you the most or is there anything you'd like to try?" Ana sees that Amber needs time on that one so she looks at Rachel who looks like a rabbit stuck in the headlights. She reaches her hand out to stroke her leg. "Come now little one, it's not so hard, you did like my tongue around your littlest hole this morning."

Rachel giggled, "I did, didn't I, there so much more I've never tried."

"Don't worry," Ana says. "We've got lots of time to work on it," and gives her a thoroughly naughty wink which to her surprise makes Amber extremely envious and Louise definitely disapproves, even though Rachel did a great job on her earlier.

David decides its time he went to see how Olivia is. He looks at Bree and Ana. Ana seems to be absorbed at the moment in her complicated relationships with three of the ladies so he asks Bree. "Would you mind taking over for me, while I just pop up to see how things are, here's a copy of the last agenda in case it helps." She smiles pleased to be involved but doubting much can be achieved with so many people missing.

On the landing, David puts his head around the door before entering, Olivia is laid on the bed, a wet towel draped across her forward, he catches Jane's eye and beckons her out. She comes bringing Jo with her. David says, "Thanks guys for looking after her, any ideas what's wrong?"

Jane looks at Jo and sighs. "I think she has a kind of guilt shock, what happened?"

"It would take too long to go through it all, but it is the usual, this time a foursome."

Jane nodded, having a fairly good idea of what he was talking about.

Jo is looking somewhat bemused, so Jane said. "Come and see us later and we'll give you the whole story, it's not something we like to talk about because it's a private Olivia thing but now that you're likely having his baby I guess your about as family as family can be."

Jo looks like she would burst with happiness as she said that and couldn't help but hug them both.

David says, "On another matter, I know I'm always burdening you, but would you two have a word with Louise and Lauren. They are both having problems with non-exclusivity and it's upsetting Bree a lot. I think Lauren needs to take time to sort out whether she can change her ideas or not before she gets more involved."

Jo looks a bit concerned, "Is it my fault?" She says.

"No my darling," He draws her close. "It's just that people who want to join us have to understand what we are about and it's difficult for them. Louise is having the same problem; she's just getting into Ana which is probably her first female-female relationship and along comes two more females who want a part of Ana. It is hard for her too."

"Two?" Jane's eyebrows raise.

"Yes, Amber has just now as good as admitted it, she's got this kind of glamour kink."

"Oooohhhh," the penny drops. "You were on kinks."

"Yep, and Lauren isn't into discussing it at all, which didn't surprise me one bit, I was already surprised when she came down in a shirt"

"That is probably my fault," says Jo. "I asked her to."

"Ahh," said Jane. "That explains it. Jo my darling you might have a big problem, I'll try to help you but I will need you to be strong and help me." Jo looked at her quizzically.

"I think Lauren has some problems to get over like David said. The first is that she's always thought of herself as a lesbian and has thrown up a kind of butch barrier around herself, like a self-protection. Secondly she thinks that she's a one woman kind of gal which just won't fit here and thirdly she thinks she's in love with you Jo."

Jo looks appropriately astonished, saying, "I am so awful." Taking all the blame on herself.

Jane is not having that. "No you are not, little one, a little naïve maybe but that's part of why we all love you so. No, we saw the writing on the wall when she started on David. Don't get me wrong, if you like her then I'm sure she's lovely under that tight-arse exterior and she has a great bod too. But it has a lot of loosening up to do before she becomes one of us don't you think?" She throws the question at Jo because she can see that she has a bit of a crush on Lauren so what happens next has to be her decision.

"You're not saying I have to stop seeing her, are you?"

"No, we would never do that, what you do is up to you, but she isn't the only one who loves you. Why don't you have a bit of a think about it, otherwise we might have a problem coming upstairs when we have our photo shoot."

Jane could see Jo's mind working as everything started to click in place. "Oh," she said and then, "Oh," again before a frown grew on her face.

"OK lets go back down and leave David to talk to Olivia and then I've got to talk to Louise because it looks like she's having a similar problem, want to help?" asked Jane.

Being asked that gave Jo a warm feeling inside, like someone is treating her as a grownup which is not something she had felt very often before, despite her age. "Yes I'd like that very much."

As they walk away David smiles to himself, that's one relationship that's coming along very nicely. Jane is saying, "Did I hear right that you want to be the nurse for all the babies?" and they passed out of hearing.

Entering the bedroom David takes his time assessing how Olivia looks and takes time thinking about the best approach. He decides the first thing is a kiss and a cuddle and without a word he does exactly that. "Well?" he asks eventually. "What am I going to do with you? What would make all your troubles go away?"

"You know what's wrong with me and I feel so wretched; we keep going over it and it just gets worse."

David sits on the bed silent for a while, he holds her close sitting up and eventually she finds her way onto his lap which has always been their favourite position for intimacy. "Penny for your thoughts?" She asks looking at him with hope.

"I'm trying to lay all the known facts out in my head taking all my feelings out of the equation. OK, you tell me if I get any of the facts wrong and add any you think of." And so they go through their past, her history, her problem and what they are doing about it. He ask's, "These fantasies you have, do they have any connection to the past?"

She colours slightly. "Some yes."

"Tell me one that turns you on."

She thought for a moment and he could see it is having an effect on her. "Well, before you, there is this boy I knew, he is beautiful and he had the best cock I had ever seen." She checks with David that it's ok to carry on. "His cock is a nice size, not so fat but it is soft and smooth and it stood so proud when he showed it to me. I remember he had a thing for me getting him off in places we might get caught. I did him on all kinds of buses at the back, one day we even got caught by another girl and she wanted to join in, would you believe?"

David did think that this story is very surprising but with all that had happened to him lately he would believe anything.

"She really was a dirty girl, she started hanging around us wanting him inside her, one day when he refused she got me to push a cucumber inside her while we were on the bus. Mostly I would play with him and suck him until he came, I used to have to carry tissues all the time."

"So you didn't have sex with him?"

"No I was too scared then, I wasn't on the pill or anything. I was good at taking care of myself anyway and that cucumber gave me lots of ideas."

"Sounds like you always had an overactive sexual appetite."

"I did, but usually when I was busy I'd take care of it in the morning, sometimes in breaks, and I was good to go until bedtime."

"Did you feel like that after we married, Have I been missing out on watching you masturbate?"

"You like that idea don't you?" she asked with a little smirk, gradually coming back to herself.

"Sure do."

Her eyes sparkled. "I thought you just liked truck drivers watching me."

"You wished," he said, "You'd have me riding up and down the highways."

She put on a fake, 'yes please' look to tease him.

"Ok, enough of that till we get further on. What else can you think of?"

She closed her eyes and allowed the pictures from her memories to come to her, "I remember in the movies, I could be really naughty." And at this she allowed her fingers to circle on her clit. "If my boyfriend was with me he always wanted me to suck and play with him."

Her other hand stroked the front of David's pants. "Why don't you take those horrid clothes off Hun" Sensing a special occasion coming up he is quick to undress and she follows close behind. Once ready she sat back on his lap, positioning herself so that she had plenty of groping access.

"Where was I?" she asked. "I know," and she closed her eyes again. "I used to slip my panties off and pull his pants down and I could play with both of us while I watched the film, his fingers helped too."

"I'm getting the picture." He says half joking, whilst her hand is now tight around his cockhead and thumb stroking across the tip.

"All kinds of naughty things used to happen when we went to the cinema," she teased further.

"OK," said David. "Let's mark that point for later, you seem to have many different things you can think of in the meantime." She grinned with that same infectious enthusiasm that Jo would have for him, and he loved the warmth it spread through him.

"One more, and then we must decide what we're going to do." She looked downcast at this.

"Don't be down, we are going to work out how you can re-enact your experiences then after each one is done to your satisfaction, we'll move on and you'll forget about it, is that a deal?"

At that she swung around on his lap, kneeling either side. "Do you mean that, even if it means me being with other men."

"I think I can bear it less if I rescue you, but you're not going to make me a willing cuckold. If you have other men then our agreement is off, and I'll be spending a lot more time with the others instead of you."

"What about yesterday?" she asked.

"Well it is better for me not to know that you took Josh to the car park, but I knew and it is your last strike."

"David, it is just like we said last night, I did not have sex with Josh, if rubbing my crotch up against his hard pants is sex then I'm guilty but that's as close as it got."

"So what went on in the car park," he said perplexed.

"Ohh I just got him off and he did the same for me." She said it like something of no consequence whatsoever.

He gulped at the way she said it. "I see," is all he could manage for the moment. Eventually getting his senses back it began to irritate him so he added. "We are going to have to talk about that because to me that is infidelity, for now just think about what you said and then imagine me in the car park with Joannie or Francine and your supposed to think that that's normal?" He answered his own question. "Not!" Then he added after further thought, "That sounds like fun, come to think about it, I wonder if they'd be up for a bit of fun."

Then he thought more seriously, "You may think this is harsh, but in future I forbid you to go with anyone to any place that is outside my hearing or seeing. If anything had happened to you I would never be able to forgive myself.""

Her rebellious side doesn't like his tone even though he is right, but it still puts her back up.

"So, back to what we were saying, how does you going outside with them stack up against me going outside with one or both of those ladies? I am not trying to make you feel bad my love, I'm just trying to get some semblance of balance in this weird relationship we are having.

She looked slightly belligerent now. "David, you set me up with those two, what did you expect to happen? I haven't set you up with anyone."

"You are completely correct and I apologise, I take back everything I said, it is all my own fault." He said sarcastically. "The only thing I got right is the worry about you going somewhere I can't hear or see you." He tries to appease her by hugging her but she's having none of it.

Purposely ignoring her response, he quickly moved on. "So your third early memory is?" But she seemed to have lost interest in her memories. He wondered if he should have left the car park thing alone, but it rankled with him that she continued to lie by omission, kidding herself that she never lied. Perhaps I ought to square that one away. He held her arms looking directly into her face. "I'm sorry I brought that up but you see it bothers me that you lie by omission and then I find out and I'm more cross that you didn't tell me than for what you had done."

She looked a little more contrite, "I'm sorry David, I know I should ask you first then that devil takes hold of me and I become afraid that you will say no or you will be disappointed in me, or that you won't love me as much and it's this huge inner turmoil I have. I so wish I could control it."

"OK," he said. "So we don't have an answer yet. The problem is that you can be sure that I will always find out and then it chips a little bit of myself away, you've chipped large bits away already."

"Help me David, please help me," she pleaded.

"OK this is what I think the underlying question is, do we stop the fantasies and have a safe life or do we carry on taking risks with your demon?"

"That is kind of up to you," she says.

He sat with her head cradled against his shoulder for a very long time, trying to work out just what he could put up with, could he be in the same house while she is fucking other men is the big question. He knew she wanted him to rescue her but that meant he had to see what happened beforehand and the very idea of taking his wife after she had sex with another man made him feel physically sick.

He decides he needs time, perhaps to talk to the others to get a different viewpoint.

"Ok before we get back to the naughty stuff and then I fuck your brains out," she giggled at that. He continued, "I have a big decision to make and it will take me some time but I want you to ask Angela if you can push extra appointments in this week because we are going away. And can you ask her if she will see me about you, perhaps with Jane. Could you tell her that I want to check that I'm not doing anything that might make things worse for you." She nodded and he continued, "I quite like what I saw of her at the spa evening, even thought she might join our group at some point."

"I do think that she has some ideas involving us, she is certainly very interested in our plans, although Jane and I think she might have sexual fantasies of her own and that our situation excites her."

" OK, but only I will if you're really good." She grins.

"Come here you," he says. "Tell me a fantasy while I lick you."

"Well that's definitely worth a fantasy if you're good at it." She replied cheekily.

He slipped his fingers inside her without prior notice, but she is ready for him. "You were saying?" he added, slipping a third finger in, "My! your pussy is hungry today."

"Mmmmm," is all she could reply.

"So who is going to be in your replays, Josh I suppose?"

"Uhu, I would love to fuck him properly," she teased.

"In the pussy or your anus?"

"Mmmmm." She felt the pleasure from his fingers and tongue spreading along her nerve endings, accelerated by her fantasy. "Why not both, it would fun."

He decided to follow her lead and lubricated two fingers of his other hand then began circling them around her anal bud.

"And anyone else involved, Daniel perhaps?" He dared.

"Maybe, he is beautiful, but I'd like someone new." She thought best to keep that name out of it.

He upped the pace, sucking hard on her clit and probing his fingers into her butt hole.

"Perhaps you could come home and find me in the arms of 3 men all fucking me at the same time. And you throw them off and push two dildos inside me and make me deep throat you and fuck my mouth." Her mind visualises the scenario through all its stages, the men entering her and driving her wild then just as they are about to climax David walks in and rescues her. As she finishes this her pelvis rises off the bed and writhes as a climax thunders through her. Despite the visualisations he couldn't but think, 'fuck she's hot.' He decided to take it further though, grabbing the toy bag from the closet, taking two good size ones he makes a show of lubricating them as she looks on with wide eyes.