Dwelling in Desire Ch. 08

Why I should have been surprised was beyond me. I'd committed the past two weeks to impregnating her. It made sense that she would have conceived, but still, this was a rush more intense than any I'd known.

She buried her head in her hands and wept, her attempts to muffle the sound driving me mad.

I grabbed her again and pulled her to me insistently. She pushed and slapped half-heartedly at my shoulders and chest, but I wouldn't release her. Eventually, as was her submissive nature, she relented and let me wrap her in my arms.

Kate cried for a long time, and eventually the sobs turned to hiccups and sighs.

"Darling I'm sorry," I soothed. "Shhh, it's okay."

"You're sending me away Joe," she sniffed. "Tell me, what the hell is okay about that? I'm pregnant!"

"Yes, you are, my darling. And I love you. I want to be with you and raise our beautiful baby together."

She quieted, her breathing starting to regulate.

"Please, say something," I tried again.

Kate pushed away from me then, scooted back a bit, and assumed a stern expression I'd not yet seen.

"Joe, you need to understand something. I'm not a puppet. I'm not a misguided young thing, eager to please any man that will have her. I'm not a fucking innocent. I have known almost all my life what I want. What I want in a man, and from a man. The man I built up in my dreams...well, he was supposed to be a fantasy. All reason dictated that he should be. But you are real. You may have behaved poorly, rashly, and selfishly, but it was what I wanted. Believe it or don't. I wanted it. I wanted to be taken. Forced. Degraded. I wanted it. And I want it still. My dream, my fantasy, became a reality. And I couldn't possibly be sorry about it. So don't fucking tell me now that I need to let you go. That I'm sick and I need to be analyzed by some shrink who could not possibly understand what it's like to feel what I feel. To need what I need. Unless you fucking force me out of here, and throw me out on the street without a speck of remorse, you are stuck with me. And our baby."

The fire in her eyes had gradually transformed from annoyed, to angry, to passionate, to aroused. And by the end of her little speech, I was just as ready.

I moved on her, as I had that first night.

I gripped the back of her head, tangling my hands in her hair, and forced her lips to mine.

"Mmmmm," Kate moaned passionately.

When both our lips were bruised red, I pulled away from her and decreed, "I'm not letting you leave Kate. You're mine. Mine."

I shot to my feet and grabbed her up, carrying her to my bed. Where she belonged.

In a manner suited to the occasion, I tore her shirt off, followed by her blue track pants.

"I'm never, ever, letting you go," I declared gruffly as I pushed her down on the bed.

"I need you Joe," she purred as she reached out for me.

"You'll have me Kate," I growled, parting her legs before teasingly dipping my fingers into her dripping crevice. "You'll have to have me. I won't let you go. You'll take me over and over again."

"God, please Joe!"

Releasing my cock from its confines, I penetrated her firmly.

"You're mine. Your body is mine," I thrust steadily, in and out. Inch by fucking inch, as if it were the first time.

"Aaahhhh," Kate threw her head back and cried out in sweet bliss.

"Say my name," I ordered. "Tell me who owns you. Who owns this pussy. This body."

"You Joe, only you! Please!"

"Fffuck," I gritted, forcing myself in to the hilt.

Drunk from her eager hips humping against me, begging for more, I increased my pace, pistoning in and out of her now with more urgency.

"I made you pregnant with my child Kate. You're belly is going to swell soon, grow huge with my baby."

"Yes, Joe!" she cried out.

"Mine," I growled, forcing her deep into the mattress with my lust and greed.

"Yes!"

She was squeezing my dick so tight I thought I would pass out.

"Kate, I'm gonna cum! Fuck!" I shouted hoarsely, thrusting erratically as I struggled to ignore the stars interrupting my view of her.

"Joe cum in me. Cum inside my pregnant pussy!"

"Fuck!!" I cried, my nails digging into her hips. Her words, along with the sound of her hiss of pain threw me over the edge.

"Kate!!"

I emptied my balls deep inside of my woman. By now it should have seemed monotonous, boring even, but it wasn't. We were having a baby together.

The news was mind blowing, on all levels. I'd never wanted her more than I did now.

I was fucked. There would be no letting her go. Ever.

Rolling to my side, I pulled her with me. I was still fully clothed, as I had been that first night. That night of shame. That night of destiny.

"Kate?" I prompted.

"Hmmm?" she replied groggily, still lost in the sexual delirium.

"Kate, I'm going to keep you pregnant. For a very long time. I want you to have my babies. A lot of them. I want to keep your belly ripe and round for me as long as you are safely able. I won't settle for anything less. Do you understand?"

Kate looked up at me in beauteous wonder, and nodded.

"Yes. I want it."

"Tell me in exact detail Kate. Tell me now, what you truly want," I ordered softly.

"I want to be yours Joe. Every day, always. I want you to have all of me. I want to give you my heart, my body, my mind. I want you to kiss me and fuck me and punish me every day. I want you to fill me with your cum. I want you to make me pregnant again and again. I want my breasts to swell with milk for you, and for our babies. I want to be a mother."

I smiled in approval before gazing with conviction deep into her eyes.

"Be my wife Kate."

Silence.

Her look of reverence had morphed into one of shock. By conventional standards, it was a ludicrous scenario.

Finally Kate choked out, "Yesss!! Joe, yes!!!"

She all but killed me with her kiss, attacking my mouth, pinning me down on the bed as she loved me. On the few occasions she gave me air, I could do nothing but laugh.

"I love you my darling, I love you."

After several minutes in my arms, Kate worshipfully undressed me and cleansed me with her mouth. She sent my eyes rolling back into my head with the way her tongue laved over my balls, her hands mischievously rolling them, pulling gently, encouraged by my groans of approval.

"You know Kate," I mused as I wrapped my hair in her hair, letting her play with me, "I promised you I wouldn't fuck your ass until you were pregnant with our child."

Kate's lips paused mid stroke on my cock as it was revived.

"You are pregnant now," I stared down at her in lust.

She nodded.

"Say it Kate."

"I'm pregnant now Joe," she whispered. "With our child."

"Do you want me to fuck your ass, now that you're pregnant?"

Kate winced, though she tried to hide it.

"It will hurt Kate. I won't lie to you. It will hurt. But it would please me very much to be the first and only man to have your ass."

Kate blushed, and averted her eyes, but I wouldn't allow her to hide.

I gripped her chin determinedly.

"Look at me Kate. Now. Tell me what you want."

Her eyes shone a bit from embarrassment, as this was still a sensitive issue for her. But I knew she wanted to please me. I knew she would give me what I wanted.

"I want you to take my ass. You'll be the first. You'll be the only," she all but whispered.

"Hmmm, I'm not one hundred percent convinced, pet. But don't worry. You wanted it that night in the shower, and you'll want it again, when I decide to take it. For now, we will make preparations," I directed.

"Preparations?" Kate frowned.

"Yes baby," I grinned. "Get up, on your hands and knees."

She obeyed, apprehension etched on her face. It was so adorable. She was still so timid about her ass, despite my attentions to it on multiple occasions.

"Spread those legs wider pet," I commanded gently.

I heard a soft moan of what sounded like dread, but she obeyed.

I went to my nightstand drawer, and withdrew a present I had been saving for her. It was easy to palm, and keep out of her line of sight.

"Touch yourself for me Kate," I ordered.

"Huh?" she looked back at me confused.

I must have grown predictable or something because she very obviously assumed I was going to plow right into her pussy. Not that I didn't want to.

"You. Heard. Me," I growled. "Do it."

Her swollen pussy lips glistened with more excitement, despite the intensity of her blush.

My jaw clenched as I saw her tiny hand come into view between her legs. She braced herself on one arm, and began stroking slowly, enticingly, up and down her moist center.

"Good girl," I drawled, as I bit my lip.

"Mmmm," she sighed.

"Do you love playing with yourself Kate? Playing with your pussy, dripping with my sperm? Taste it. Put those naughty fingers in your mouth and taste our juices."

She obeyed, high again on my domination. She was perfect.

"Now touch your clit baby."

"Mmmm," she squealed as she eagerly withdrew the digits from her mouth and returned them to her pussy. She began touching her clit with urgency.

"Don't just rub it darling, I want you to flick it. Pinch it."

"I can't pinch my clit Joe, I've never been able to," she whined.

"You will today my love," I grinned evilly. "Or you will try, very hard. Now work that clit."

"Mmmmhhh!!" she moaned in a mixture of arousal and frustration as she bothered the little bud more aggressively.

"That's it baby, I can see you getting all excited. Your little pregnant pussy is juicing up so beautifully. I can't wait to get my cock back inside you."

"Yes Joe please!! Please fuck me!"

"Not yet," I replied firmly. "I need to see you pinch that clit first. Are you pinching it?"

"I'm trying Joe! I'm trying," she begged, wiggling her hips back at me enticingly, probably hoping to rob me of my control.

"And I'm waiting," I teased.

I watched her for a few minutes, experiencing a painful combination of lust and amusement.

Suddenly, she gasped.

"I did it!"

"Good girl!" I praised. "Spread your lips, show me your clit."

Indeed it was protruding a bit more than usual, swollen from her attentions.

A feral grin took over my face.

"Suck your fingers now baby. Clean them all off for me."

She loved to taste herself, and it would be a good distraction for what came next.

"Mmmmm!!! Joe, what the hell??"

"Relax baby, it's a new toy for you. Doesn't that feel nice?" I purred as I lovingly stroked her back.

"Aahh, it's weird!! And it...hurts!"

"Now, I'm sure it can't be that bad. But even if it was, my cock up your ass will hurt much worse if we don't prepare you. So let's begin!"

"Begin?" she whined, wiggling her hips, still adjusting to the pressure of the clamp on her swollen clit.

"Yes darling, I'm going to fuck you now. But don't worry, I'm just fucking your whore pussy tonight. You're not nearly ready for me in your ass yet. We have to get you trained," I chuckled.

"Trained? I'm not a dog, Joe!"

"No, you're not a dog, silly girl. But you are my bitch. And I get to train my bitch however I want, whenever I want, remember? You promised me," I reminded her with a light smack to her behind, making her moan.

"Yes," she conceded softly. "I'm sorry Joe, please, I need...something. My pussy feels so strange with that...thing."

"The clamp," I corrected her.

"The clamp," she repeated.

"Good girl. Now, knees spread wider, that's it. Head down on the bed, turned to the side so you can breathe."

I nodded in approval as she acquiesced to my demands.

"Now reach behind you and part your ass cheeks for me."

"What? Joe no!"

>Smack!<

I gave her one good and hard, and she immediately submitted.

"Ahhh!! Please Joe, okay!!"

"No more sass from you tonight, do you understand?" I warned. "No more."

"Yes sir," she nodded against the covers.

She was so beautifully submissive when she let go. I rewarded her by slipping myself a few inches into her pussy, drawing an instant moan and wiggle of her hips.

"Don't let go of that ass now. Keep those beautiful cheeks spread for me. I want to see that lovely star winking up at me as I fuck you."

"Mmmmm," she moaned as I thrust deeper, though I kept my strokes slow.

I fucked her slow and deep for several minutes, getting her nice and juiced up in the way God intended.

When her moans became whorish, as they always did, I knew it was time to push.

I pushed in to the hilt, leaning forward more as she hissed from the impact on her cervix.

"Suck my fingers cunt," I commanded softly as I held them out to her.

She went to work on two, and then three.

"Is that how you suck my cock baby? I don't think so. Suck those fingers like you mean it. Get them all wet, like your whore pussy. Good girl. Aahhh, good girl," I moaned as I felt her cunt clamp down on me as she sucked.

She lived to be my whore. How I could have ever doubted it, I did not know. I loved this woman so completely, as she was. She was made for me.

"Good girl, that's good," I praised as I pulled my saliva-coated digits from her mouth.

"Now, beg me."

"Please Joe, please, fuck me harder! I need it, please!"

"Uh-uh, wrong," I admonished. "Beg me to finger your ass."

"Mmmmm!" she moaned in anguish. It was her one limit that superseded all others, and yet I knew she would love it in the end. I had seen it.

"Cunt," I warned in a tone that brooked no argument.

"Please, Joe. Please put your finger in my ass. Please."

It was a start.

I worked one finger in, gently thrusting my cock in unison. I didn't want the pleasure to outweigh the humiliation. Yet.

"Beg for more."

"Please Joe," she sniffed. "Please fill me more. I need more."

Her words were so robotic, but this was a process, and I knew that soon enough, she would mean it.

I timed my next thrust with a second finger in her ass as her knuckles turned white holding her cheeks apart.

"Good girl," I purred. "Again."

"Please Joe," she tried, her breath coming in short pants as I thrust a bit harder, deeper.

"Aahhhh!!!" she shrieked, as her clit began to buzz. The clamp had an integrated vibe, and I had switched it on low with the remote.

"Fuck, Joe!"

"Beg me," I pushed.

"Please, Joe I need more. Please fill my ass more!"

"I'm not convinced pet," I replied sternly, delivering an extra deep thrust. "Convince me."

"Joe, I need your cock in my ass. Please! Please! I need you to fill it. Hurt me! Please!"

"Better," I praised as I switched the clit vibe to the next setting.

"Please Joe!!" she moaned as her hips began to thrust back. The whore was surfacing again.

"Ask and you shall receive, pet," I obliged, forcing a third finger past her tight ring.

"AAaahhh!! Please Joe!"

I knew she was begging for me to slow down this time, but I would not relent. She needed to learn. Instead of slowing, I increased the pace of my thrusts, and switched the clamp vibe to the next setting.

"Aaahhh, fuckkk!!!" she cursed, now wiggling her ass, thrusting it back and forth, eager and wanton at last.

"Hold still cunt!!" I spat. "I didn't tell you to hump me like a filthy bitch in heat! I told you to beg!"

"I'm sorry Joe, please!! Please!!"

"Tell me what you fucking want, whore!" I hissed, now thrusting mercilessly into her cunt. I turned the clit vibe up to maximum, and began fucking her in earnest. My cock pummeled her cervix, my fingers stretched her tight ass, and sure enough, I felt her insides ripple over my pulsing shaft.

"AAahhhh!!! Joe!!! Ppplease fuck my ass! Ffffuckkkk!!!"

Her tight cunt flexing and clenching over me was too much.

"Kate!!" I hollered, thrusting extra hard. I emptied myself in her.

It was at least a minute before my sex-fogged brain registered that the vibe was still on, Kate whining and squirming beneath me.

"AAahhhhh," she hissed as I turned it off and carefully released the clamp.

"Good girl," I praised. "You're so good. I love you," I kissed her tenderly on the cheek.

"Mmmm," was the best she could manage after the overload of sensation. It was a new level of pleasure, a new dimension of reality.

"That was a good start baby, but tomorrow, we're going to have to do a little better on the begging. You have to mean it. And you will mean it. And then baby, I will fuck your ass."

"Okkaay," she mumbled as she rolled to her side, still exhausted.

When I returned from cleaning up, I chuckled in amusement when I saw her fast asleep under the covers.

Snuggling up behind her, I kissed her ear, and did what I had longed to do. I rested my hand on her belly. Her pregnant belly. She was pregnant with my baby, at last.

I'd never been so happy in my life.

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To be continued...