Finding Her Way in a Storm Ch. 13-21

Skyler's eyelashes fluttered momentarily, the tip of her tongue quickly sliding between and across her lips. In Kaia's mind, it was a sign of her acquiescence, subconsciously perhaps, but still clear enough to Kaia.

Lisa saw it too, leaning forward slowly, her eyes locked on Skyler's plump lips. As the two women's mouths came together, Kaia couldn't help but feel a mix of emotions. Hope, arousal, elation, love, and oddly enough, even jealousy.

Kaia's heart leaped as she watched Skyler and Lisa's kiss become more passionate, the women's lips crashing together repeatedly. She watched as Lisa sucked at Skyler's bottom lip, capturing it between her teeth and tugging.

She noted that Skyler seemed unsure of what to do with her hands, tentatively bringing them up and allowing her arms to drape over Lisa's shoulders. But Kaia saw that her former fiance had no such hesitations, her right hand reaching around to caress Skyler's ass, her left claiming one of the teen's breasts. Lisa's lips kissed the tip of the auburn-haired beauty's chin before sliding down her neck. Skyler's head tilting back to allow Lisa's kisses better access to the smooth skin located there.

The teen's eyes found Kaia's, and she saw the lust there. But there was also something else, something tantalizingly indiscernible; it was there for a flash before slipping behind a veneer to be hidden away. Kaia shivered, whatever it had been, suddenly shaking her confidence at seeing the two women she loved together.

It was only a prolonged groan of appreciation escaping from between Skyler's lips as Lisa's hand slid down inside the hem of her pants. The erotic sound provided a bit of needed equilibrium to Kaia following the brief but very concerning look she'd seen in her girlfriend's eyes.

Kaia slid around behind Skyler and reached around to find the snap to the sexy younger woman's pants. She slid the pants down over Skyler's shapely hips, leaving the curvaceous teen standing there in just a pair of lace panties. She could smell the familiar fragrant aroma of Skyler's arousal permeating the air. Lisa was still attacking the teen's neck, Skyler's hands on the back of the brunette's neck.

Resisting the urge to drop Skyler's panty's and bury her face between her girlfriends' legs, Kaia stood back up and grabbed the hem of Skyler's shirt. Her actions drew an almost petulant groan of protest from Lisa, who stuck her bottom lip out in a faux-pout to further show her protestation at the caramel-skinned beauty's interruption. She felt her heart race at Lisa's display. It had always been Lisa's way of getting what she wanted, and Kaia had always spoiled her.

Kaia winked at her as she dropped Skyler's shirt on the floor next to her pants and unhooked her girlfriends' bra. She slid it down Skyler's arms and added it to the growing pile of garments covering the floor, hearing a squeal of delight from Lisa.

"Oh, God," Lisa cooed in awe as her free hand found the firmness of Skyler's supple left breast. Her next words were lost as her mouth closed around Skyler's nipple, the sounds of her sucking prominent in Kaia's ears.

Kaia pulled back the right side of Skyler's auburn hair to expose her graceful neck, leaning in until her lips grazed her girlfriend's ear.

"I love you so much, Sky," Kaia said in a breathy whisper.

Skyler turned her head to Kaia, their lips finding one another as Lisa continued to feast on her turgid nipple. Kaia sucked on Skyler's tongue, moaning into her lover's mouth. When their kiss finally broke, Skyler offered Kaia a smile in response but said nothing, closing her eyes and leaning her head back against Kaia. But just before she did, the cocoa-skinned beauty caught a flash of the same expression on Skyler's face that she'd seen earlier. It was there and gone in just an instant. It seemed to Kaia that she'd caught a brief glint inside Skyler's mind, something that she was desperately trying to keep hidden. But just as quick as it was there, it was once again hidden behind a mask of deception.

Lisa released the wholly erect nipple she'd been nursing on and dropped down, sliding Skyler's panty's down her hips. The sexy teen stepped out of them, and without a word, laid down on the bed, drawing her legs up and spreading them open in invitation. Her right hand slid down between her legs, the index and middle finger finding her flower and gently making small circles at its petals as she gazed wantonly at Lisa.

Kaia watched with awe at the sight of the two women, almost feeling as though she'd been momentarily forgotten. She desperately wanted Skyler to look at her in the hopes of seeing some kind of reassurance in her eyes. As Lisa divested herself of the clothes she wore, Kaia reached out and gently touched Skyler's right knee, but the auburn-haired beauty offered no recognition of the act. Her indifference was like a knife plunged into Kaia's heart.

She watched as Skyler slid back on the bed, Lisa climbing onto the mattress looking like a predatory cat stalking its prey. She raised up, sitting on her knees, and used her hands to grab her dark hair, twisting it into a knot on top of her head.

"I've waited long enough," Skyler said, her voice throaty and seductive as she wiggled two fingers in a come-hither motion at Lisa. Sitting on the bed, Kaia slid up next to Skyler just as Lisa's mouth found the teen's simmering cunt, sucking ravenously at the juices she found there. Kaia watched as Skyler's eyes closed, her neck arching as the back of the teen's head pressed into the mattress.

"Oh, fuck!" Skyler cried out as her hand found the back of Lisa's head. Kaia knew her girlfriend well, and the signs were all there. She was very close to orgasming, and by every indication, it would be a big one.

Reaching out, Kaia grabbed her girlfriend's left nipple; its typically pink color had gone a dark shade of fuchsia from the oral ministrations it had endured from Lisa. Kaia knew that Skyler loved to have her nipples roughly treated, almost cruelly. She pinched at her lover's swollen nub and tugged at it, hoping it would send Skyler over the top, desperate for recognition of some kind from her girlfriend.

"God, yes, Lisa," Skyler cried out. "Just like that! Suck my clit just like that lover! Fuck, you're going to make me come so hard!"

Kaia looked down at Lisa and watched as she began to thrash her head from side to side. It was evident that she had Skyler's clit trapped between her lips, and Kaia knew that Lisa's eager tongue was ministering expertly against its surface. Kaia had experienced just such delights from her former fiance many times before.

"Fuck...coooommming...so hard!" Skyler announced loudly, her body stiffening and thighs closing tightly around Lisa's head. It was a moment that Kaia felt should have left her elated. But for some reason, it filled her with a sense of dread.

Her orgasmic glee at least temporarily sated, Skyler's legs at last relaxed. The auburn-haired beauty reached down for Lisa, pulling her on top of her and into a passionate kiss, the abundant flesh of their ample bosoms lewdly mashed against one another. Watching them, Kaia once again had the feeling of being forgotten. That sense of loneliness disappeared, though, when she felt Lisa's hand reaching for hers.

The kiss between the two voluptuous women finally breaking, Kaia could only squeal as Lisa slid herself off of Skyler, practically lunging for the cocoa-skinned beauty. Kaia offered no resistance as Lisa's lips claimed hers, her tongue snaking into Kaia's willing mouth. She could taste the familiar flavor of Skyler's essence. And though having Lisa's attentions thrilled her, Kaia ached at the thought of the void rapidly growing between them. The former Marine was afraid that if she didn't find a way to bridge the distance, it would quickly become a chasm too far to cross.

Kaia blindly reached out with her left hand reaching for Skyler, craving her touch. She found empty space, though, the sexy teen having already abandoned the spot she'd been occupying. Lisa began to kiss her way down Kaia's neck, interspersing her kisses with licks and little nibbles. Kaia could see movement at the foot of the bed but couldn't quite see over Lisa's shapely bottom to determine what Skyler was up to.

It wasn't until Lisa seized her left nipple between her teeth and began to chew on her sensitive bud that she caught sight of Skyler. She stood on the side of the bed, cinching the bindings of their strapon at her hips. Kaia eyed her intently, her eyes pleading with Skyler to give her some kind of indication of what she was thinking. But her girlfriend gave her nothing, her focus seemingly directed everywhere but at Kaia.

Meanwhile, Lisa was insatiable with her mouth working both of Kaia's breasts but not pausing there long before sliding down Kaia's body, her destination evident. She was just dragging her tongue through the light scruff of pubis when Skyler slid between Lisa's legs and seized hold of her full hips.

"You ready to get fucked, lover?" Skyler asked wantonly as she gave Lisa's bottom a firm smack causing the dark-headed beauty's head to come up and swing around as she released a squeal of glee.

"God, yes. Any hole you'd like, sweetie," Lisa replied, jutting her ass out and opening her knees in anticipation.

Kaia watched with an almost detached consciousness as the two women that she loved gave themselves over totally to what was happening. But she knew that it was an illusion. Skyler was freezing her out, and the coldness of it numbed any pleasure she might have drawn from the encounter.

"What about you, Kaia? Are you ready to come all over my pretty little face again?" Lisa asked, staring up at her with eyes glazed over with arousal and adoration on her face. At least she knew that one of the pair still loved her.

"Always," was all that Kaia could think to say, not wanting to make Lisa's efforts feel unwanted but afraid of saying the wrong thing and upsetting Skyler worse than she already had.

Lisa's tongue slid into the wetness of her cleft just as Skyler sank the strapon into the single mother's depths. She was apparently none too gentle about doing so, Lisa's eyes bulging at the invasion. But it was clear the intruder was a welcomed one as Kaia watched the curvy brunette's eyes roll back into her head as Skyler began to pound her. The sound of the teen beauty's hips striking Lisa's supple bottom filled the room, the occasional smack of Skyler's hand against Lisa's backside acting as a base note to the steady beat of her hips efforts.

Lisa began to groan with each thrust, the vibrations emanating into the sensitive flesh of Kaia's pussy. Her eyes closed, Lisa reached forward in a blind effort until her hands found what they searched for. Her long fingers began to work Kaia's nipples expertly as her tongue danced against her former fiance's clit. Each thrust of Skyler's strapon driving her mouth harder against Kaia's wetness.

Her arousal building, something she hadn't thought possible under the circumstances, Kaia suddenly felt eyes on her. She looked up to find Skyler looking at her intently as she worked her hips with machine-like efficiency. But what she saw in those eyes froze her heart.

Kaia saw anger there, she saw hurt, she saw utter disdain in those typically compassionate eyes. But what scared Kaia more than what she saw was what she didn't see.

She didn't see love.

"Skyler, I..."

"Fuck! I'm going to come!" Lisa declared, yelling the last word at the top of her lungs as she stiffened, her head coming up and a prolonged moan of ecstasy escaping her mouth. Behind her, Kaia watched with sadness as Skyler continued to thrust into Lisa's quivering orifice dispassionately, almost grudge-fucking her.

"Skyler, please..." Kaia began again, this time only to be interrupted by the sound of angry cries over the baby monitor in the corner. The baby's wails of discord like a pail of cold water over the proceedings.

"I think momma might have been a little too loud," Skyler said, disengaging herself from her coupling with Lisa and sliding off of the bed, turning away from the pleading look on Kaia's face.

Lisa forced herself up onto her knees, a satisfied look on her well-fucked face. She blushed, looking down at Kaia where she lay and slid backward off the bed.

"Yeah, I guess I might have. Let me go feed her and get her calmed down, and I'll be back as soon as I can."

Kaia watched Lisa's perfectly round ass sashay its way away from her, turning her focus to Skyler, who was removing the strapon, her back still to Kaia. The tension in the teen beauty's body was almost as thick as what lay between them.

"Sky, please," was all Kaia was able to summon, her voice cracking as tears began to flow, her heart feeling as if it might break at any moment.

"No, Kaia, I can't have this discussion right now. I just can't."

Kaia sat up on the edge of the bed, intending to go to her hurt girlfriend. But Skyler quickly circumvented her efforts, turning and sweeping by Kaia and into the bathroom, closing the door loudly behind her.

Kaia was left there alone, feeling as though she was staring into the great maw of a beast of her own making, waiting for it to devour her. The only sound holding her tenuously to sanity was that of Lisa singing sweetly to Macey as the child nursed at her mother's breast.

Chapter Sixteen

Skyler made her way into the kitchen wearing just her panties and a nightshirt, having left the sleeping forms of Kaia, Lisa, and the baby in the cramped quarters of Kaia's bed. She'd slept fitfully all night, bad dreams and the realization that her relationship footing stood on shaky ground, keeping her awake.

Headed into last night, Skyler would have bet her life on the fact that she would be with Kaia for the rest of her life. Now, she wasn't certain of what she could be sure of. She'd at first been hurt by Kaia's suggestion of the threesome and the implications it carried. But she'd reluctantly given in because she could see the desperation in Kaia's eyes. A look that had burned Skyler because it told her that Kaia was no longer sure of what she wanted.

And the thought of having sex with Lisa wasn't unappealing at all. The attraction was obviously there. So that wasn't the problem. No, the issue was that as things progressed, Skyler couldn't help but feel as though she was being auditioned for a position she wasn't entirely sure she wanted.

The hurt had grown to anger then, anger directed at Kaia. And though it had gone against everything Skyler had ever been taught growing up, she'd suddenly wanted to lash out and hurt the woman she loved. So she'd shut her out and thrown her entire focus into making love to Lisa, all the while hoping Kaia felt a measure of the hurt she did.

When Lisa had eventually returned from settling Macey back down, she'd finally seemed to take notice of something being different in the room. But Skyler had hardly given her time to make sense of what she'd noticed, pulling the sexy older woman down onto the bed and playfully straddling her face, much to Lisa's delight.

Skyler thought back, embarrassed at the thought of the production she'd put on to derail the oppressive atmosphere that was barrelling down on the room like a runaway locomotive. It had undoubtedly worked to distract Lisa, who'd ravenously attacked her pussy and nether region with joyful gusto. Skyler had been over the top in her praise of the curvy beauty's efforts, all the while she was conscious of the thought Kaia was watching them.

When she'd finally come, a small but satisfying climax considering the circumstances, Skyler had excused herself, saying she was thirsty. Leaving the room without making eye contact with Kaia. It was getting harder to avoid glancing in her girlfriend's direction. Skyler knew she was acting cruelly towards Kaia. But Skyler needed the moment to herself, a brief amount of time where she didn't have to pretend that she was up for what was happening. All while her heart was breaking inside.

When she'd finally returned, she'd found Lisa spooned up against Kaia, just holding her lovingly. Lisa had given her a look that said she wasn't sure what was happening, but it was clear that the festivities for the night were over.

Skyler had turned off the light to the room and settled into the bed with her back to Kaia. It wasn't done out of malice. She just wasn't quite sure that she could face her at that moment.

Long after the breathing from the other two women had settled into a rhythm that told Skyler that they'd fallen asleep. The teen had laid there praying that the light of day would bring hope or at least a little clarity.

Now, standing there in the kitchen alone, Skyler was reasonably sure that all the morning sun had brought her was a headache. She set about brewing a pot of coffee, and that is where she was still standing when she heard the shuffle of feet behind her.

Lisa rounded the corner into the kitchen with a grinning Macey sitting in her arms. The plump child's legs were busily in motion as if riding an unseen bike, her arms pumping in excitement at her mother's gentle and loving voice.

"There she is!" Skyler said in a soft and excited voice that only seemed to exacerbate her daughter's enthusiasm. "We thought Aunt Skyler had disappeared on us, but we found her didn't we?"

Macey bounced in Lisa's arms, her sweet little voice showing approval at their discovery. Skyler again felt that maternal ache inside herself, one that most girls her age would be horrified by. She'd one been so sure that one day in the distant future, she would be able to give Kaia a child of her own.

Now, though, Skyler was afraid to try and look beyond tomorrow.

Lisa and the baby reached her, the dark-headed beauty leaning in to brush her lips against Skyler's cheek. The younger woman blushed at the thought of the intimacies the two had shared last night. The sex...well, while it hadn't been the intimate and passionate act Skyler had always shared with Kaia. It had still been crazy hot. Lisa was only the second woman Skyler had ever been with, and the experience had left utterly understanding what had driven Kaia to Lisa, to begin with.

"So now I'm Aunt Skyler?"

Kaia's question was asked in a mirthful way, but underneath it, she couldn't help but wonder if this wasn't Lisa's way of saying that she intended to be a permanent fixture in their lives.

Her question seemed to make Lisa blush, but to the older woman's credit, it didn't cause her gaze to waver. There was a yearning in Lisa's eyes that spoke of the need for a connection beyond the physical intimacies they'd shared last night. Once again, Skyler remembered how Lisa's family had betrayed her, first when she'd come out as a lesbian and then again after she was date-raped. And they'd done so in a heinous manner.

Maybe Lisa was craving something beyond just fulfilling her sexual needs. Perhaps it was more of a familial connection she sought.

"Well, of course, you are," Lisa said as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. "Macey doesn't take too many people, but she latched onto you right away. She and I don't have enough people in our lives that we can discount a connection like that."

Skyler made her way over to the dining room table, sitting in a chair and watching as Lisa grabbed a mug and poured herself a cup. The younger woman couldn't help but admire how the single mother deftly juggled the child while doctoring up her java with a mixture of cream and sugar. It was as if she was meant to be a mother.

With her coffee in hand, Lisa ambled over and took a seat at the table across from Skyler, making sure to push her coffee far enough away that it was out of Macey's reach. Skyler stared across at her over the top of her steaming cup of joe, a thousand questions running through the auburn-haired beauty's mind.