Life after the Lottery Ch. 23

"That was nice James," Dawn said.

"You have a short memory."

"What?"

"I am surprised you forgot about Sam too."

"And you remembered I guess?" Dawn said sarcastically.

"Reservations already made for the flight."

"Why didn't you say something?"

"I was just waiting."

When Amy was finished she ran back to the sofa and jumped in between Dawn and me.

"Thank you! Sam can't believe it."

"So what is the plan?" Dawn asked.

"Well, Sam gets out of school a week before my vacation so she is coming here and we can fly out together if that is okay?"

"Sounds good. I will have her fly here as soon as she is out of school. Amy, if she wants to join us before you can leave that is okay," Dawn said.

"Really? I'll ask her."

"But if you two want to spend some time together that is okay, whatever you two decide," I told her.

"I will see what she wants to do...thanks again. We have never done anything like this before."

Amy joined us for several more glasses of wine before we decided we better eat something for dinner. Amy wanted to join us in bed that night when we went to bed.

Dawned rolled over and propped her head up on her hand while Amy lay on my other side with her arm wrapped around me.

"Honey thanks for the car, it is really nice."

"I was surprised you wanted a car that expensive."

"That was not much more than your Vette!"

"Your right, I can't wait to see you and Amy driving around town in it."

"I get to keep my Jag don't I?"

"Of course."

"You can give it to me!" Amy added.

"Young lady, you don't need an expensive car, but you can drive it," Dawn teased her.

I saw a slight look of disappointment in Amy's eyes.

"James, what did you think of Linda's pierced belly-button?" Dawn asked.

"It looked nice on her body."

"I thought it looked very sexy," Dawn said.

"I did too," Amy added.

"James...do you think I would look sexy with something like that?" Dawn asked.

"Dawn, you look sexy regardless!"

"But wouldn't a nice string of diamonds look good hanging from my belly-button?"

"Sure, but are you sure you want it pierced?" I asked.

"Maybe."

"I would suggest you talk to Linda about it, it probably hurt like hell."

"I'll ask her."

"Ask her about her other piercing too," I said.

"What other piercing?"

"Just ask."

"I think Amy and I need to thank you for taking us shopping today," Dawn said.

"Honestly you two, I don't think I can stand to be thanked anymore today after Amy thanking me this morning."

Amy giggled when I said that.

"I heard all the screaming this morning; did you two have a good time?"

"Yes we did, I think I fucked James all out for the day," Amy said.

I noticed a hint of sarcasm in Amy's voice, something was bothering Amy, I was going to have to talk to her.

"Can we watch the video?" Dawn asked.

"Maybe another time, I am ready for bed," Amy said.

"Okay, we can watch later," Dawn said.

We turned off the lights and went to sleep.

When morning came I woke up and Amy was gone, Dawn was curled up next to me. When I stirred Dawn woke up.

"Good morning," Dawn said and sat up in bed. "James, is something wrong with Amy?"

"Why?"

"She seemed a little short with me last night. Did something happen between you two yesterday morning?"

"We had a couple of incredible fucks."

"Anything else?"

"Let me talk to her."

"What is wrong?" Dawn asked worried now.

"Honestly, I'm not sure."

"James, tell me what happened, what is wrong?!"

"I can give you an idea but you have to promise to not say anything to Amy about it?"

"What is it?"

Dawn was concerned now and worried.

"You have to promise Dawn, I need to figure her out first."

"James, please tell me what is wrong!"

"I think Amy is having some emotional questions about our relationships."

"What do you mean; is she unhappy? She doesn't want to leave does she?!"

"Dawn, please let me figure out exactly what is going on with her."

"I need to talk to her," Dawn said.

"No!" I demanded.

Dawn was startled by my reaction.

"No Dawn, please let me handle it first."

"If you say so, just let me know what to do, please."

Dawn was genuinely concerned now. She lay down on my chest and was quiet for a long time. Soon we smelled breakfast cooking so we got up and went downstairs. Amy was busy cooking a late Sunday morning breakfast.

When Dawn got to the kitchen she walked up behind Amy and wrapped her arms around her and hugged her.

"What is this for?" Amy asked.

"I just want you to know I love you."

Amy turned and wrapped her arms around Dawn and held her.

"I love you too," Amy said softly.

I was happy to watch them hold each other for a long time, at least until the bacon popped and landed on Amy's bare ass.

"Ow shit!!" Amy said as she turned to deal with the burning bacon.

Dawn and Amy finished cooking breakfast and we all sat and ate. Amy was a little quiet and I was glad Dawn was not pushing her.

"I'm going to take a shower; will you two behave until I get back?" Dawn asked.

"Go shower, we'll wait on you," I told her.

Dawn went upstairs.

"Amy, come with me."

I took Amy by the hand and lead her to the downstairs bedroom and closed the door.

"James, Dawn wanted us to wait."

"Come here."

I walked to the bed and crawled up and sat in the middle.

"Get up her and sit," I told Amy.

Amy climbed on the bed and sat facing me.

"Amy, I want you to talk to me, I need to know what is bothering you."

"Nothing is bothering me."

"After our talk yesterday morning I think there is."

Amy sat and looked down at her lap for a few minutes.

"Amy, talk to me."

Amy started crying, I just waited for a few minutes.

"Amy?"

Amy looked up at me with tears streaming down her face.

"James, I need help," Amy said and started crying hard.

I moved next to her and held her.

"Talk to me."

"I can't make sense of my feelings," Amy said.

"Is this about you saying you loved me yesterday?"

"Yes."

"Then tell me what you are feeling, what is troubling you."

"I do love you and I love Dawn, but you two have each other and I don't know where that leaves me," Amy said through her sobs.

"What do you mean you don't know where it leaves you? Are you unsure of things because of the weekend we had together?'"

"I have been living here more than 7 months, you and Dawn are great to me and to Sam, but...what is our relationship? Am I just a live-in lover?"

"Amy...I thought we cleared this up that weekend?"

I wasn't surprised at Amy's questions; I had been concerned about how the dynamics of our relationships were going to work out since we had spent time together.

"Is that what you think, you are just a lover?" I asked.

"I don't know!" Amy replied.

Amy started sobbing harder.

"Amy, listen to me."

I waited until her sobs subsided some.

"I have a question for you and I want you to answer me honestly. What do you want your relationship with us to be?"

"I don't know."

"You must have some idea because you have obviously been thinking about it."

Amy looked up at me; I pulled her orange-red hair from her face where it was stuck in her tears.

"We are not going anywhere until we get this out in the open, do you want to wait until Dawn comes back down?"

"I can't talk to Dawn about this."

"Then you are going to have to talk to me."

"Can I just say what I am feeling; will you help me sort it out?"

"Yes sweetheart."

"James...I love you, I...sometimes, I feel like we are having an affair in your own house in front of your wife. When just the two of us are together I feel very close to you, I don't know what else to say."

I had to think a minute before I responded.

"Amy, you are still young. From what you have told me you have never had a long term serious relationship, would you agree that you have never been in a loving relationship with another person except with Sam?"

"I guess you are right. I got away from home as soon as I could and focused on getting through college. I have never had a long relationship with any man; the longest relationships I have been in were with other women."

Amy was still crying while she told me this.

"So what do you want your relationship with Dawn and me to be? You haven't told me. Dawn and I are married, Dawn is my wife, and she means everything to me. But, Dawn and I have plenty of love to share. I guess you could say we are very different from other couples. Amy, do you have hopes that I will leave Dawn for you?"

"No!! I know you and Dawn have a love for each other that you will never have for me."

Amy starting sobbing again. This was going into territory completely out of my area of expertise.

"Amy, listen to me. You have become a very important person to me and Dawn. I can say for the both of us that we love you dearly. I can never love you like I love Dawn; I think you can understand that. But that is not to say I don't love you as much as I possibly could, I told you that yesterday. Amy, you have come to mean everything to me just like Dawn does, but you are going to have to understand there is a difference."

I hated to say what I was saying, but I had to make sure Amy understood and to make sure she could live with the difference. Amy was quiet for a few minutes.

"Amy, do you need the love that only a husband could give you?"

I hated to ask this but if that is what Amy needed she was going to have to decide that and move on.

Amy fell on her side on the bed and began sobbing hard. I lay next to her and held her. I was afraid I had made a mess of the situation. Amy's sobs slowed down after some time and she looked into my eyes.

"James, I don't need a husband. I love you as much as I can, I know you can't love me like you do Dawn and I don't expect you to. I'm afraid that I don't know what to expect from someone that loves me...I never experienced love from my parents and neither did Sam; that is why we love each other so much."

"Do you love Sam just as a sister?"

"No... I don't know...I love her more than anything; we have something special because we have only had each other. I saw my parents in a loveless and abusive marriage; I don't think I would ever take that chance."

"Amy, I am sure there is some man out there that would love you the way you deserve to be loved. Is it time you left this relationship and looked for him?"

Amy wrapped her arms around me and continued to cry. I held her tight; I wasn't sure what else to do. I felt like I was treating Amy with tough love but maybe it was the best thing.

"James?" Amy asked as her sobs slowed.

"Yes, Amy."

"Can you love me forever? Can you love me for just me forever like you love Dawn?"

"Yes Amy, I will love you forever, I will love you as long as you can love Dawn and me together; can you be a part of that?"

"Yes, yes, yes. You asked me to live with you forever, is that what you and Dawn want?"

"Yes it is; we love you."

Amy finally looked at me and smiled a little.

"Amy, I have to ask you one more thing, are you jealous of Dawn, do you have those feelings?"

"James, I will always be a little jealous of Dawn, she has more of you than I will ever have."

"Is that something you can live with, is it going to get in the way?"

"No."

Amy hugged me tight with her head under my chin. I don't know how long we laid there but it was a long time.

"Thank you James, I think that is what I needed to hear," Amy said as she kissed me on the cheek.

"Are you better?"

"Yes, I feel better now."

"Amy, I need to ask you some things now."

"Okay."

"Do you love Dawn as much as you do me?"

"Yes."

"Is it different? I don't understand the love between two women; can you explain it to me?"

"I love Dawn as much as I love you, it is different I guess. Women have a more...passionate love...no, that's not right. We have what I can only describe as a softer type of love. Passionate is not the word for it and neither is sensuous, all though our love is passionate and sensuous. It's different. I can't explain it because the love between you and me is very passionate and sensuous. I don't know how to explain it...but I love her as much as I love you...does that make sense?"

"Sure, I understand. Amy, we need to explain all this to Dawn."

"I guess we do, I'm sorry about all this."

"Don't be sorry, it is something we should have gotten out in the open before now. We have been in here awhile; Dawn is going to be worried, she knows something is wrong."

"Let me go wash up first."

Amy went to the bathroom and I heard her running water. She came out a few minutes later looking better but her eyes were still puffy and red.

"Better?"

"Yes, now come with me."

I took Amy by the hand and we left the bedroom, Dawn was sitting in one of the chairs watching the door.

"What's wrong?" Dawn asked.

"Come."

I reached for Dawn's hand and led the two of them to the big sofa and sat them next to each other and I sat next to Amy. We all had a long talk, Amy and Dawn ended up crying and holding each other. It took about two hours to get everything out and discussed. Dawn was very upset at first; she thought Amy was going to leave us. I was glad this had finally come up. By the time we were finished talking we were all exhausted, it was mid-afternoon.

"You two get cleaned up and get dressed; we can go out for pizza."

We all went upstairs to our bedroom, Amy and Dawn got cleaned up and put on some make-up while I got dressed. I drove us to town and we went to our favorite pizza restaurant. I let Amy and Dawn drink beer while we ate. After we finished I stood and waited for Amy and Dawn to get up, when they did Amy hugged Dawn and kissed her then hugged me and kissed me. I was surprised but happy, the place was crowded and we got a few looks.

We all climbed in bed together that night. Amy wanted to thank us.

"I can't do both of you at the same time," Amy said with a laugh.

"I think we could work something out," Dawn told her. "You can eat me while James does you from behind."

"Oh that sounds good," Amy said with a giggle.

Amy and Dawn moved around on the bed so that Amy had her ass at the edge of the side of the bed and her mouth planted on Dawn's pussy. I rubbed Amy's back and ass while she went to work on Dawn. I soon ran my hand down to her already wet pussy and slipped several fingers in to her.

"Emmm," came from Amy.

I wanted to taste Amy so I pulled my fingers out and sucked on them for a minute.

"James, I am going to drive your wife crazy. I expect the same from you," Amy said and giggled.

"I will see what I can do."

Dawn lifted her legs up and Amy went back to work. I stroked Amy's pussy and clit until she was squirming and very wet. Before I entered her I opened the drawer on the side table and pulled out Dawn's big vibrator.

"You ready Amy?" I asked.

"Emmmmm."

I grabbed my cock and eased into Amy, she moaned. I held Amy's hip and slipped in all the way nice and slow. I laid the vibrator on the bed and grabbed Amy's hips with both hands and began working her pussy. Amy responded by pushing back onto me. While she worked on Dawn's pussy I slipped slowly in and out of her for about 10 minutes. Amy was moaning into Dawn's pussy. I sped up and pushed harder.

"Harder James," Amy said as she came up for air.

I began pushing her hard, forcing her mouth into Dawn's pussy. Amy was moaning and Dawn was moaning. I kept pushing harder and faster. Dawn was watching me as I drilled Amy hard. From the look on her face I could tell she was about to come.

"Ahhhh, eat me Amy!!"

Dawn reached up and pulled Amy's head in and started humping her mouth. Dawn was about to come.

"Oh fuck, I'm coming!!!" Dawn screamed.

I held on to Amy and jammed her hard. Her pussy was squeezing me so hard I knew she was about to come.

"Oh god Amy!!!" Dawn screamed as I heard Amy slurping up her juices..

I felt and heard Amy moaning hard as she had her first orgasm. Dawn was humping and filling Amy's mouth full.

"Shit!!" Came from Dawn.

"Oh fuck!!!" Amy screamed as she shook over and over.

Dawn looked up at me breathing hard, I put my hands behind my head hoping Dawn would understand I wanted her to pull Amy's head back into her pussy. Dawn smiled and reached up and pulled Amy back down on her pussy as she shook.

"Again!!" Dawn yelled.

I pulled my cock out of Amy's pulsating pussy and picked the vibrator up and turned it on high then slipped it all the way into to Amy's pussy.

"EMMMMMM!!!" Came from Amy.

Amy tensed up as the vibrator buzzed inside her pussy.

I held the vibrator in then grabbed my cock and placed the head up to Amy's asshole and pushed.

"Emm, emm, emmm!!!"

I managed to work all of my cock into Amy as I managed to keep her from squeezing the vibrator out.

"Eat me Amy!!" Dawn yelled at her.

I reached around and between Amy's legs so I could keep the vibrator in her and then began pounding her ass hard. She was moaning and groaning while Dawn held her onto her pussy. I didn't know how long Amy could hold on but the vibrator next to my cock as it went in and out was driving me to the edge.

"Emmmmmm!!!" Came from Amy and her ass started squeezing me.

"Oh fuck Amy!!!" Dawn screamed as she started jerking again.

Dawn was having such a huge orgasm that she released Amy's head.

"Oh god James!!!" Amy screamed

I felt Amy start shaking all over as her ass clamped down on my cock. I shoved in all the way and stood up and pumped her full of cum.

"Oh fuck, oh fuck!!!"

I felt the vibrator shoot from Amy's pussy and land on my foot.

"Oh fuck Amy!!" I yelled as I kept pumping into her.

"Oh god!! I have never had that done to me!!"

I stood and slowly worked my still hard cock in and out of Amy's ass for a few minutes. Amy fell down on her elbows.

"James I can't take anymore."

I slowly pulled my hard cock from Amy's ass and stood. Amy spun around on the bed and got on her hands and knees and sucked my cock in her mouth. My cock was still hard and I needed to get off again.

"That feels so good Amy." I told her.

She leaned forward and slipped my cock down her throat. I gently placed my hands on the back of her head.

"Mmmm!!" Came from Amy.

I looked up and Dawn was on her hands and knees behind Amy licking the cum from her ass. When she finished she moved up next to Amy. I watched as the two of them took turns sucking my cock. I was in heaven.

"Thanks James," Amy got out while Dawn was sucking my cock.

"I thought you would like that."

"Emmm."

Amy switched with Dawn and sucked my cock back in her mouth. The two of them alternated for about 15 minutes then Amy sucked my cock in her mouth and started pumping my shaft. Dawn lay on her back and slipped under Amy and sucked on her tit. It didn't take me much longer to start building to a huge orgasm.

"Amy, I am going to fill your mouth full!"

Amy pumped and sucked harder until I exploded in her mouth.

"Ahhhh!!" I screamed as I pumped load after load in her mouth.

"Mmmm!!" Came from Amy until I finished.

Then Amy really surprised me. She pulled away from me then pulled her tit out of Dawn's mouth and placed her head over Dawn's. Dawn smiled real big them opened her mouth wide. Amy let all the cum from my cock dribble from her mouth into Dawn's. This was so fucking hot. The two of them eventually kissed for a long time then Amy rolled on her back.

"Oh god that was good," Dawn said.

"Yes it was."

"You two are so hot together," I told them.

"Kiss us," Dawn said.

I sat next to Amy and leaned over and kissed her for a minute then leaned across her and kissed Dawn.

"Now let's get in bed and get some sleep." I said.

My girls moved and I got between them and held them both.