Love and Lust Letter

I remember the first time I saw you. You were standing in front of me at the checkout. A little awkward, nerdy, but cute in a way. A little small, a little meek looking too but with some independent confident way about yourself. You were wearing what looked like a small but seemingly oversized t-shirt, like a cover of sorts. Hmmmm? You looked up and back towards me a few times, while we waited in line. You nodded and smiled in acknowledgement. Mostly, we just stood there, waiting. Still, I wondered about you....

Even when you started laying what you wanted to buy on the conveyer belt, I wasn't really paying attention to what you were buying. I was looking at YOU and wondering.... Still, I wasn't sure about you, just yet... I wondered... Are YOU what I'm looking for...?

When you reached over the counter to grab a candy bar, did my eyes deceive me? Were you wearing panties??? My eyes did NOT deceive me! The unmistakable outline in the shorts you were wearing! The revealing when you reached forward, when your t-shirt lifted up, unknowingly showing the top of the lavender colored panty you were wearing! YES, you WERE wearing panties! That's when my cock immediately began to chub up!

You turned to me and noticed I was looking at your ass. You quickly stood back up, while grabbing the bottom of the t-shirt you were wearing and pulling it down. THAT'S when I knew!!!

You then acted more "manly," shifting around and saying, "hey." But I smiled back at you, and looked at you in a certain way that I think that you KNEW at THAT moment, you were caught, as your cheeks became rosy with embarrassment!? I think THAT was the moment your life changed!

Still, you tried to act like nothing happened, but I caught you nervously looking back at me as you walked out of the store. My cock became harder as I continued looking at you, while I tried quickly to pay for my item. I thought that YOU were everything I needed! Would I catch you?

Once outside, I sighed relief as I quickly regained an eye on you in the parking lot. You were STILL here!!! I debated with myself, but only for a second about whether I would take this one opportunity. Should I talk to you? Yes! I took the chance. With my cock hard, I approached you.

You seemed apprehensive when I said hi. "Hi," you replied, as if you didn't know what else to say. I told you what I noticed. You first lied, but then relented to my continued prodding. The more I questioned you, you assured me that you weren't gay, but only liked to wear some things. I didn't believe you about THAT! I figured you were closeted, but I knew you were more than curious and needed someone like me to bring you out of your shell, even if YOU didn't know it!

We went back and forth, but I (my cock) was persistent. You agreed to come back to my place, "just to talk," I said. You said, with some reluctance, "okay." I was SO HARD as you followed me to my place!

Once there, I also remember that you were so nervous; so scared at first, but you let things happen. I fucked you anyway. I'm sorry that it hurt, baby. I knew you were tight but didn't know you were a virgin until after we fucked and you told me!

To be honest, I just wanted you. I was so worked up by then that I needed to fuck, and you were that person I set my eyes upon. Also, to be honest, I kind of like knowing that I was your first, and ALSO that it DID hurt you.., a little!

When we met up again a few days later, I told you I was sorry for taking advantage of you, but I said that YOU allowed it to happen! You replied, saying that that you were confused and said it was a mistake. I told you confidently that nothing happens by mistake! I then told you I wanted to fuck you again!

I was guessing that you were just afraid of it hurting again, as it was your first time as you continued to be standoffish about it. I promised you it would soon feel much better. You were reluctant, but we fucked again. We then fucked again and again. Then, after a few times, you felt shame or guilt or something like that. I got that too. I told you in time, that it will pass, and you will accept this, if you let it.... I knew you would let it!

We usually fucked with me behind you. Well, this one time I wanted to fuck you face to face. You seemed apprehensive about that. I was determined and I wanted to see your face while I fucked you.

When I was fucking you, your eyes were half closed; you were biting your lower lip.... I knew you were enjoying it, but you seemed to be fighting all the emotions you were feeling as your head was going left and right. I told you to open your eyes and see the man that is fucking you! You did. Then in your euphoria, you said, "Oh this feels so good!" I said, "of course it feels good!"

You said that because you love it! You loved that it was ME that was fucking you! "Admit it. Accept it," I was saying as I pumped you!

After we fucked that time, you told me what you said was just in the heat of the moment! I didn't believe you! I NOW got you to at least admit that you liked it, but you shyly said you felt like you shouldn't like it. I knew at that moment, there was no turning back for you. You were mine and I was right.

Now, I am everything YOU need. I knew you finally accepted yourself when I came home after work and saw you facing the wall. Your hands above you; your legs spread. You were wearing that teal green cami and white garter and stockings that I bought you, and that I KNOW you love wearing!

I came up behind you and slid my hands slowly around your little waist and kissed the back of your neck. Now, when I hug you from behind and slide my hard cock between your legs, you turn your head and smile. You can't deny that anymore.

I kiss your neck and deliberately slide inside, and you briefly inhale, but then softly moan. I don't need to lube up anymore, do I! I realize YOU'VE already done that, haven't you!!!

With my hand, I turn your face sideways and kiss your soft lips. Btw, the same soft lips I also now enjoy having around my cock; the same soft lips you now use so loving with, as I knew you would!

As I slowly fuck you, you softly moan. I whisper in your ear, "You love having me inside you, don't you!" You don't answer. Your still reluctant, yet soft smile and half-closed eyes tell me I'm right.

I press my body against yours; my hands holding your waist more firmly. You're arching your lower back now. Fuck yeah! Oh, you know how I love to see THAT!

I now know that I need to hold you tighter as your legs are getting weaker. Plus, my body is alive with an intense need growing as my cock drives deeper and deeper inside you.

Like a pussy, your ass is so hot and wet now around my cock! You lean your head submissively back upon my shoulder, making me even harder! Your total surrender to me is what I always wanted! I bite down on your neck and fuck you harder and deeper. Your body convulses, and as you cum, you turn your head and offer your mouth to my kiss.

As my cock pounds you through your orgasm, my tongue probes your open mouth, and you suck on it. I now can't hold back any longer.

With one final push deep inside you, I groan. My hips jerk again and again against your ass, filling you. Oh, your pussy has been so fucked that my hot cum is awash over my cock and balls and down those soft, inner thighs of yours. What I can only think at that moment is bliss!

Your body rests against mine as I hold you; my cock still pulsing inside you. Your emotions are awash with a glow in your face that shines up the room. You turn around and face me. Your legs now sturdier and you wrap your arms around my neck. You lean up and kiss me. As my cum resided deep inside you with some oozing down your legs, you tell me words that I longed to hear from someone. You tell me that you love me.