Making of Tina Ch. 13: Brainwashed

I awoke quite lightheaded and I felt quite strange.

I realized this was not my own bed!

These bedsheets felt incredibly soft on my skin, not unlike the ones I usually sleep in. I slowly opened my eyes, but the room was nearly pitch black except for an alarm clock on the wall. In big red numbers it said '7:57'.

I tried to sit up straight, but my body felt super sore. I could not remember anything from last night, the last thing I remembered was getting into a wooden box full of holes. Everything after that was completely blank. How did I get here? Am I in Daddies' bed? I had difficulties breathing and I used my hands to feel my neck. There was a big collar around it, it felt like leather and it had little metal rings all around it. At the back, a chain was attached to one of the rings.

I ignored it for now and I noticed a faint metallic taste in my mouth. I felt something scraping against the roof of my mouth. I pushed out my tongue and felt a tiny little metal ball in the middle of it. I touched it and it stung! Ouch! What is this? Why is my tongue pierced?

I started feeling my body for anything else, but I was just completely naked except for my navel and nipple piercings. Carefully I used my left hand to feel between my legs, but sadly the cage was still there. However, I could not feel the lock anymore, was it gone? Can I finally take it off? I fiddled around it for a bit, but it was still firmly locked somehow. The space on the bottom of the ring was empty, there was no little ball in the slot.

Suddenly an alarm started blaring and the lights slowly turned on. The clock on the wall showed '8:00' and the sudden burst of light made my eyes hurt. After getting used to the light I removed my hands in front of my eyes and looked around with my mouth wide open.

What I witnessed around me was unbelievable. I seemed to be in what looked like a teenage girls' bedroom. I was in a little bed with satin sheets and there were stuffed toys placed on the bed. They were not normal stuffed toys however, they looked like ironical adult themed stuffed toys.

In front of me, in the middle of the room was a large black rocking horse, on its seat was a giant horse sized dildo and, on its head and sides were grips which seemed to be able to lock around the riders' wrists and ankles.

The horse pointed towards a big whiteboard with black text written on it. Above the horse was a projector mounted to the ceiling. There was a chain locked on the base of the projector and it was connected to the collar around my neck.

On the left side of the rocking horse was a small pink desk, it had a bunch of paper on it and in front of the desk was a chair with another huge dildo mounted to the middle of the seat. Behind the horse was the door of the room, it had a little hatch on the bottom like you would see in a prison.

The room was decorated with nothing but teenage girl stuff, pictures of hot guys, rainbows, and glitters. In the top four corners of the room were cameras mounted like the one that one security guard used at the store. Did he lock me in here?

I gently removed the sheets to look at my body. Everything seemed normal, until I noticed my painted toenails. I looked at my fingernails and they were also painted bright pink with glitters. I also noticed the white fluffy hair I had on my arms was removed completely. There was not a single hair left on my body except for the hairs on my head. I noticed they were cut, and it felt like my hair was longer somehow. I could feel it touching my lower back. They had given me a haircut! Sadly, I had no mirror to check what happened to it, so I had no other choice to just ignore for now.

I just sat there sheepishly in anticipation, not knowing whether I was still dreaming or not when suddenly a robotic voice started talking.

"Hello sissy. This will be your room for the next couple of days. Your parents think you are at friends' house for the rest of your school vacation. We want to progress your training a bit faster. Your owner wants to start whoring you out to the community without having to drug you up each time. We will train you to be the perfect teen sissy slut at command."

The words did not really register to me at first, I just sat there quietly. It was then I noticed my little bum was completely empty for the first time in weeks and it felt strange, like wearing shoes without socks.

"Get up and look at the whiteboard, there you will see your schedule for today."

Still a bit groggy, I got out of the bed, and looked around for clothes or anything to cover me up. I walked to the middle of the room and awkwardly stood next to the horse as I read the text on the whiteboard.

Day 1:

08:00 Morning routine

10:00 Tasks

12:00 Practice

14:00 Tasks

16:30 Dinner

17:00 Practice

19:00 Tasks

21:00 Evening routine

22:00 Sleep

"This will be your first day of training. Your morning routine consists of getting up, cleaning yourself, putting on clothes and makeup, eating breakfast and waiting for instructions."

Completely baffled I looked into the lens of the closest security camera in the corner of the room.

"In the corner next to your bed is a bucket with soap. Clean your body thoroughly and get rid of any bodily fluids. All the items you need for that, are on the stool next to it. Do this every morning."

I glanced at the corner next to the little kid bed and there was indeed a small stool with a towel and multiple items on it next to a little bucket.

"Wash yourself first," the voice ordered.

While carrying the leash I carefully shuffled over to the bucket. It had soapy water in, I grabbed a little washcloth from the stool, dipped it in the freezing water and used it to wash my face and body. I carefully dried myself with the towel.

"Next fill the bulb and relieve yourself in the bucket."

I grabbed the black device and held it under the water in the bucket. When there were no more bubbles coming out, I lifted it up and put the end of it against my little hole and carefully pushed it in. I squirted the bulb, and I felt the chilly water filling me up, it made me cramp up a little bit.

I immediately went to sit down on the bucket and pushed everything out. Luckily not much came out because I did not eat that much yesterday.

"Put the towel over the bucket after you're done."

I did and waited for instructions. Suddenly the little latch at the bottom of the door opened and somebody pushed a metal tray inside which had a bowl and a little bottle on it.

"Eat the food and take the pills."

I walked to the door and grabbed the tray, not sure where to put it, I put in on the little pink desk.

"Sit down to eat sissy, where are your manners?"

I looked at the huge dildo attached to the chair and slowly guided my little butt over it. I started lowering myself over it, but it hurt a bit as my little hole tried to resist this new invader.

The stinging pain subsided quite quickly, and I continued lowering myself on it. The dildo was about the size of Daddies' dick, so the feeling was quite familiar. However, it forced me to let out a low guttural moan. It took a couple of minutes but eventually my buttocks touched the cold chair. I let out a loud sigh and I tried to relax with this huge invader inside of me.

"Whenever you eat or do tasks, you will sit on the chair."

I grabbed the tray and put it in front me, there was a little bowl of cereal in front of me and a little pill vial next to. There was no spoon however, and the liquid in the bowl did not look like milk.

"The community was kind enough to help us out with milk for your cereal."

It smelled quite strange, like a mess of sugar and salt. It was a familiar smell, however. I was famished, so I just took the bowl, put it to my lips and started drinking it down bit by bit. However, it was quite a bit thicker than milk, so it was not easy to drink down. I put the bowl down and grabbed the pill vial, there were three little pills in, all in distinct colors. I put them in my mouth and swallowed them.

"Good girl," the voice said.

"Check the other side of the bed, there will be another stool next to it with clothes. Put them on."

I got up from the dildo and let out another big moan as it left my butt. The veins on its shaft gripped onto my butt hole. Hit by the sudden sensation I nearly tipped over and I had to rest my hands on the desk. After a second, I walked over to the little stool next to my bed and noticed there were indeed clothes on it. It looked like a teenage schoolgirl outfit, but not one you would wear to go to school!

There were pink stockings, a pink suspender belt, a way too short white/pink tartan skirt, a white button-down shirt, and a little pink tie. Next to the stool stood two white Mary Janes shoes with a low heel. It looked and all felt quite expensive. It put on the outfit, but there were buttons missing on the blouse. I imagined this was done deliberately, so I had to tie it up just above my midriff effectively showing my cute belly button piercing. I hoped I did it correctly as there was no mirror to check.

"Good, now get back behind your desk."

I hurried back to the desk and once again lowered myself on the huge dildo. I could feel myself getting quite lightheaded, must be the pills I thought.

"Time for your daily tasks. Grab the paper and balpen in front of you and write the following down."

'My name is Tina. I am a little sissy to be used by big strong men.'

"You will write this down until we tell you to stop."

I used the pen to start writing, this felt like after school detention or something.

As I started writing down the text, I noticed the ink in the pen was pink.

'My name is Tina. I am a little sissy to be used by big strong men.'

'My name is Tina. I am a little sissy to be used by big strong men.'

'My name is Tina. I am a little sissy to be used by big strong men.'

I felt myself getting in a bit of a trance fast and soon my body took over and went in fully automatic mode until the entire paper was filled with text. I turned the paper around and continued writing. I kept this on for so long it started to sound like song lyrics, and I recited the words in my head repeatedly.

"Stop. Time for practice. Get on the rocking horse."

I was completely in trance and unaware of the voice, so I just continued writing down relentlessly.

Suddenly I felt a sharp shock in my collar, and I snapped out of my trance. I stared at the wall in front of me as I slowly woke up from my daydream. What the hell just happened? It felt like I traveled through time or something.

"Stop. Time for practice. Get on the rocking horse."

I slowly snapped out of it, and I stared at the paper in front of me. There must be dozens of papers in front of me filled with the same sentence.

I got up from the chair, but I forgot about the dildo completely, so it took me by surprise as it left my butt.

Once again, I moaned quite loudly as I leaned on the desk.

I shuffled over to the rocking horse while the lights in the room slowly dimmed.

"Get on it and put your feet and hands in the shackles."

I looked at the giant dildo in front of me, it looked completely unnatural. Like something a monster would have. It had a strange looking tip, and it was incredibly long and very wide at the bottom.

With my heart beating in anticipation, I got on the horse and guided the strange looking tip to my hole. The material felt quite soft and squishy, so it popped in very easily. As it did, I felt a strange sensation as a cold liquid entered my insides through the tip of the dildo. My little hole suddenly felt cold, like something was numbing it. I could also feel it relaxing and widening as the tip of the monster dildo entered me without mercy.

I looked at the camera and started lowering myself further, the first half of the dildo went in quite easily thanks to Daddies' training. But then it just stopped, I never had anything this deep inside of me.

"Put your feet and hands in the handles."

As soon as I did, I heard a metallic click and braces suddenly locked me in place on the horse.

I was panicking a little bit because I was still squatting over the dildo, I could not sit down on the horse at all. There was no way I could hold this position for long.

"Look at the whiteboard."

I lifted my head and noticed the projector turned on and started playing pornographic images. It was all footage of teenage boys and girls like me getting fucked and sucking dick in various positions. The images had plain text on them and in the room, I could hear techno music slowly getting louder. The images were switching amazingly fast with very bright colors, so I had problems understanding what was going on.

I just stared at the fast-moving images while I suddenly felt the horse moving. It slowly started rocking back and forth! I was locked in place so I could not pull myself off! With every movement it pulled the dildo out until it reached the tip only to push it back in until it hit the wall deep inside of me, forcing me to stand up awkwardly while I continued staring at the images on the wall.

I tried to fight it by squatting over the dildo but the bright images in front of me forced me to keep watching and after a couple of minutes my eyes were just locked on the screen as I felt like I was getting hypnotized.

The texts on the images alternated very quickly between.

'You are a sissy.'

'You are made to please.'

'You are Tina.'

I read the words over and over again as I felt my legs weakening.

The horse just kept rocking mercilessly and after a while my collar started to give a slight shock every time the text said 'Tina'. I was once again in a haze of drugs and pleasure as I relaxed my body and tried to concentrate on the slideshow in front of me. Suddenly the movie stopped, and the lights slowly went to pink.

I had no idea what was going on, but I suddenly felt the cold sensation of the seat of the wooden horse on my little bum. The entire flexible monster dildo was lodged inside of me! I looked down at my belly and I could see the outline of it pan around near my ribs. It was intruding and rearranging my insides completely.

I was not concerned about the length; however, it was the thought of its base stretching my butt hole beyond its capacities! And I could not even feel anything, I looked down and I could see the enormous black base inside of me. It was as wide as one of my legs! I felt so proud while I should have been scared instead!

Suddenly the braces around my feet and hands clicked opened and I was freed instantly.

"Get up and continue your homework."

Slowly I pulled myself of the dildo, it took a moment as it was so long. Somehow, I did not feel anything, my butt was completely numb. I could not even feel it rubbing my fun spot.

With my hole undoubtedly still wide open, I went back to my chair and sat down on the black dildo. This one however was of a much harder material, and I could feel every inch of it. And as it passed my fun spot I nearly fainted from the sensation.

"Write the following down. I am sissy Tina. My needs do not matter."

I started writing immediately and every time I wrote 'Tina' my collar shocked me again.

'I am sissy Tina. My needs do not matter.'

'I am sissy Tina. My needs do not matter.'

'I am sissy Tina. My -

It did not take long before I felt myself dazing off once again.

"Eat your dinner Tina," the voice said.

I jumped a bit as I suddenly awoke. There were pages and pages full of text in front of me.

Next to me on the table was another bowl of cereal laced with cum.

Did someone enter the room and put this here while I was writing? How come I didn't notice anyone coming in? It felt like I was half awake and dreaming. I felt so strange. I looked down and saw a puddle of clear liquid near my cage. After drinking down what was basically just cum, the voice spoke.

"Get back on the horse Tina."

As soon as I heard 'Tina', my collar shocked me again and I felt my body going limp and something took over. I shuffled back to the horse, lowered myself on the monster dildo and continued the training. I was somehow still fully aware of everything that transpired, but it felt like I was half-awake and dreaming.

I concentrated on the rocking motion of the horse when suddenly I felt a hard smack on my butt.

I snapped out of my haze, and I realised I was now on my belly on the bed, tightly tied down. It felt like someone was fucking me furiously like a jackhammer.

Or at least that was what I thought, was I dreaming?

I heard the alarm clock ringing as I opened my eyes. Again, I felt completely out of place, like I was having a heavenly dream and was suddenly woken up.

The lights turned on and I noticed I was naked. Where was the schoolgirl outfit? As I looked around, I noticed the room had changed. The desk and whiteboard were moved around. Or at least I thought they were. I was also in a slightly bigger bed in cotton sheets instead of satin ones.

I was so confused as I heard a female voice speak.

"Look at the whiteboard for todays' schedule."

08:00 Morning routine

10:00 Tasks

12:00 Practice

16:30 Dinner

17:00 Practice

19:00 Tasks

22:00 Sleep

The schedule looked different as before and I had difficulties understanding what was going on.

Was I still asleep? Was I dreaming and about to wake up?

I looked at the little stool next to me and on top of it was my maid outfit I wore at the gentlemen's party.

I stumbled over to the desk, and it had a complete collection of various makeup tools on it. This time however there was a mirror on it with bright lights all around it. I looked at myself in the mirror and I had makeup on, I looked like a supermodel with lipstick, blush, foundation, epilated eyebrows, and big fake eyelashes. I was also wearing huge silver hooped clip-on earrings. Did I sleep with makeup and earrings?

"Looks great Tina. Time for practice," the robotic voice spoke.

Wait? Didn't I just wake up? I noticed I was suddenly wearing my maid outfit and I felt super confused before I fell asleep once again.

I dreamt of the day before, with me writing down the same sentences repeatedly for hours until my wrist hurt followed by me riding the monster dildo while screaming in ecstasy.

I also dreamt of me with my hands tied up against the door of my room as countless guys queued in line behind me. There were flashes of me getting fucked repeatedly by countless men while I kept leaking and peeing on the floor. It was such an amazing dream and I have never felt so happy in my life.

I awoke sudden and cold. I thought I was waking up in my own bed, but I awoke on a freezing floor. The entire room was empty besides the bucket of water next to me. It looked like I was in someone's wine cellar. The daily routine was written on the wall behind me in black marker.

08:00 Practice

10:00 Practice

12:00 Practice

16:30 Practice

17:00 Practice

19:00 Practice

22:00 Practice

I was extremely confused; I was sure my mind was playing tricks on me. I tried to remember the previous days, so automatically I started with my morning routine. As I cleaned up my butt, I pooped out what looked like litres of cum. How was this even possible? Wait? Was yesterday not a dream? I must be dreaming right now!

Confused, I turned my head to look at the daily routine on the wall and now it said.

08:00 Tina

10:00 Tina

12:00 Tina

16:30 Tina

17:00 Tina

19:00 Tina

22:00 Tina

I read that word again and immediately a warm feeling came over me and once again I dazed away in a complete bliss. I dreamed about being locked in a machine on all fours, the machine relentlessly fucking me for hours on end in both holes. Around me were cloaked men, all jacking off or pissing over me. They were laughing at me and calling me horrible names. Again it felt like heaven.