Masculinity Lost Ch. 29

Hi guys and gurls!!! Finally a big moment in little Dani's life is about to happen! I hope you all enjoy and comment or message me your thoughts!

Love yall so so much for enjoying my story!!!

-Jessica xoxoxxxxxxxx

Chapter 29: Dani sucks his first BBC

The trio stumbled into the Demarcus's apartment, laughing and giggling and looking like they were having a great time. Well, two of them were legitimately having a great time. Danny was dreading what was to come when they entered the apartment, especially after the ride home in the Uber. Not just because his brain was terrified of hooking up with another man, but because he was afraid his body would like it.

The drive was filled with lip locking and lots of touching. Danny's libido was on overdrive, thanks in large part to the little blue pill Jessica gave him at the club, and the constant touching and kissing and rubbing had him leaking a flood into his panties. He felt like he would burst at any moment. Jessica was right there encouraging him, telling him how big and strong Demarcus was, how good his lips and hands felt on his body, how hard Demarcus was for him. Her teasing sensuous voice was driving him mad.

When Jessica kissed him, he thought he would love it. Kissing a real girl again. But for some reason, her lips just didn't feel the same as Demarcus's, or even Jamie's for that matter. Maybe it was the lack of passion she put into it, clearly doing this just to turn Demarcus on with some "lesbo" action, but Danny surprised himself with how much more he enjoyed it when it was Demarcus's turn again.

Demarcus loved every second of course. He had two knockouts just for him. Not unusual for Demarcus, but these two were fucking smoke shows and clearly way more eager than the other girls to please him. He figured this was Danielle's first time with a black guy and Jessica was here for moral support. She didn't kiss Demarcus at all, only stroked and rubbed his body while dirty talking Danielle. "She's a good damn friend to help her out like she is" Demarcus thought as Danielle made out with him while rubbing his cock through his pants.

The Uber driver was getting a show for sure. Demarcus gave him a wink in the rear view mirror when he caught him looking back at the trio. When they got out of the car and walked into the building, Jessica teased the driver more by pulling up the back of Danny's skirt, exposing the tops of his stockings framing his big plump thong covered butt and showing off the pink jewel in his butt. Danny yelped in surprise and quickly smoothed out his skirt as Jessica cackled. Danny looked back at the driver who looked like a cartoon his eyes were so big and his mouth hanging open. Danny blushed and minced inside with the other two.

But now they were in his apartment. "Well I guess not mine anymore, just Demarcus's. What the fuck am I gunna do??" Danny thought. Demarcus went into the little kitchen to make some drinks and Jessica went over to the big tv and put on the Weeknd.

"Daniiiiii! Come here and dance with me while Demarcus gets our drinks ready, and then sit down and enjoy the show" Jessica said with a wink.

Danny inwardly sighed but didn't show it as he just giggled and bounced over to Jessica, looking for all the world like a cute party girl excited to show off for her man. Danny met Jessica in front of the TV as the music video played in the background and stood with a big smile on his face but with pleading look in his eyes. He leaned in and whispered "Please Jessica, don't make me do this. He's my best friend!" Danny begged quietly so Demarcus couldn't hear.

Jessica just smiled and leaned in, hugging Danny and whispered into his ear. "No, bitch. It's time to pay up. This started off because of the pain you put me through, as well as all the other girls you left in your wake. I thought I went a little far, But when Jamie told me YOU were the one to put him through all those terrible things in highschool, I knew it wasn't far enough. You're going to pay, sissy bitch. If it's any consolation, from what I've seen today, I think you're gunna like it, and like it a lot. Now keep that bimbo act up and act all sweet and sexy for your 'Daddy'. Act like you want it, cause I think you actually do"

Jessica punctuated her sentence by nibbling hard on his ear while pinching his nipple. The sharp pain mixed with pleasure made an especially girly sound come out of Danny. Danny was stuck in a prison of his own making. A pink prison made of satin and lace, but a prison nonetheless.

Jessica saw Demarcus sit down with a cocktail on the couch and smiled. Grabbing Danny's hips, the two swayed and danced to the music together. Jessica's hands were all over Danny, rubbing up and down Danny's leather clad butt as Danny did the same to her own. The "girls" giggled and smiled, flipping their hair and lightly kissing one another as they danced. At one point Jessica turned Danny around and started grinding her crotch into Danny's butt. Danny made a faux O face and moaned at the submissive position. A sharp spank on his butt brought a yelp from Danny, but he quickly giggled pretending to like it when Jessica gave him a sharp look.

Jessica looked at Demarcus and saw his crotch was significantly bigger than it was when he sat down. "I think Demarcus is ready for you, girlie. Why don't you show your 'Daddy' how much you want him?" Jessica swatted his butt again and Danny strutted over standing over Demarcus in his tall pink heels.

While he should feel like he was in control in this position, lording over the seated Demarcus, he felt anything but powerful. The heels on his feet, while making him taller, made him feel vulnerable and small. The stockings on his legs, while covering his legs, were so soft and silky and tight that they accentuated rather than covered. His black leather skirt, that accentuated his best asset, felt tight and stopped him from making full steps making it more constricting than freeing.

And what made the submissive feeling worse was the revealing top he had on. While he was always comfortable going topless as a guy, even though this top covered something, he felt so much more vulnerable and submissive and... girly with it on. His DDs on full display, pushed up by the ultra feminine item called a bra, accentuated by the shiny jewelry dangling and framing his new assets.

Meanwhile, Demarcus was sitting much lower than him, but with how tall he was he still was at chest level with Danny. His bulging muscles stretching his shirt. His pants stretching at the groin from watching Danny. His handsome face looking like it was carved from ebony looking so care free sipping his cocktail. Danny should feel powerful, but looking into Demarcus's dark eyes, he'd never felt more submissive. And what scared him the most.... He liked it.

At that moment, Danny gave in. The weed, the booze, the built up pressure in his groin, the blackmail, all of it pushed him to accept it. At least for tonight, this moment, he'd be that sexy, sweet, bimbo for Demarcus. A smile crept over his face, full lips spreading to show his pearly whites, as his hips moved back and forth to the beat. Danny moved his hands over his body, cupping his breasts, running his hands through his hair, as he let go. His submissiveness felt good. The look Demarcus gave him like he was a piece of meat felt good. His long nails trailing his skin felt good. The plug in his butt and even the throbbing in his cage felt good. Everything felt good, at least for the moment. And Danny wasn't going to let that moment go to waste.

Danny bent forward, shimmying his shoulders to wiggle his tits in Demarcus's face. "You like these Daddy? You like how I look?" Danny breathlessly asked.

"Yeah baby girl, I do. A lot." Demarcus said with an easy smile.

Danny turned around and bent over at the waist, presenting his butt to Demarcus, wiggling and swaying with the beat. "What about this Daddy? I've worked, like, soooo hard for it"

Demarcus didn't respond, just grabbed two handfuls of Danny's butt, squeezing and feeling it up. Danny moaned at the sensation, whipping his hair over his shoulder to look back at him. Demarcus smirked as he pressed both thumbs on the base of Danny's plug, watching Danny moan and squirm in his grasp. Demarcus gave him a light spank in return "No no no, don't go anywhere girl. We're just getting started. You let me know if it gets to be too much"

Danny nodded biting his lip as Demarcus toyed with his plug. Demarcus grabbed the base and slowly rotated and moved it in and out. Danny bit his lip with a "mmmmppphhhh!" Loving how it felt.

"Youre a naughty slut, being plugged the whole night you know that? You like your ass played with don't you girl? Tell me how much you love it. Tell daddy how you're a naughty anal slut" Demarcus ordered, pulling the plug so the widest part was stretching Danny's sphincter.

"Mmmmmpphhh!!! Unnghhh omg yes! Yes daddy! I love my big butt played with! I loved wearing it all night! Please keep toying with my big ass daddy!" Danny begged.

Demarcus started going a little lower, reaching towards where Danny's pussy would be if he had one. Danny panicked as he felt Demarcus's thick fingers sliding between his legs. He clamped his legs shut, easier thanks to the restriction from his skirt. "Daddy, I'm um.... On my period!" Danny quickly yelped.

Demarcus was disappointed, not able to play with Danielle's pussy and give her pleasure too. Demarcus wasn't a selfish lover by any means, just a dominant one. He wanted both parties to enjoy each other. But, this girl clearly was kinky judging from her plug and all the exhibitionism in the club. She clearly gets off on anal and also being watched with her friend Jessica right there. Plus, there were other ways for him to get off.

"That's alright, shawty. I can tell having your butt played with gets you going too. But that means you gotta do something for me. Get on your knees, baby"

Danny hurriedly got down onto his knees, completely embracing the moment. He looked up expectantly at Demarcus between his knees, his arms pressed together pushing his tits up and together. Demarcus smirked before lighting a blunt, enjoying the night with his new girl. "Damn this bitch is eager and obedient. I'm really starting to like this girl" Demarcus thought as he took a long drag before handing it to Jessica.

Jessica smiled as she smoked, looking down at her now sissy ex boyfriend kneeling between his buddy's legs. "Danielle this is perfect just like you imagined it would be! I'm so glad you asked me to be here to help, but looks like you didn't need it. She's been gushing about you since yesterday but was nervous since you're her first. Well not first cock, Danielle is kind of a slut haha but her first black cock. Do you still want me to ask him for you honey?"

Danny was confused, but seeing Jessica's look told him he shouldn't argue. "Yes, um, could you ask him please? Thank you so much!" Danny bubbly responded.

"Well, Demarcus, if you couldn't tell Danielle here is a bit of an.... Exhibitionist *giggle*. She was afraid to ask you herself, since you're a big college basketball star, buttttt.... Can we film her first BBC blow job? I'll make sure your face isn't in it, just pretty Danielle making you feel good?"

Danny's mouth dropped open. "No no no no don't film it please!" Danny thought to himself. But a part of him squirmed and warmed at the thought of such a submissive act being filmed, him doing such a submissive act was strangely a turn on at this moment as he felt his cage twitch again.

Demarcus thought for a minute and looked down at Danielle. She looked at him with begging eyes, pleading with him to say yes, or so he thought. "Fuck it, let's do it. I just want a copy for later" Demarcus said as he took another drag from his blunt. "Come here baby girl, let's get you in the mood". Dannys heart sunk but his cage twitched again at the same time. He leaned forward to grab the blunt but Demarcus shook his head. "Tsk tsk, no no shawty, no hands. Just those beautiful lips".

Danny shyly leaned his head forward as Demarcus put the blunt between his lips. He took a deep drag, wanting the weed to make his mind forget what he was about to do. Coughing out the smoke, Danny struggled with the potent marijuana. But Demarcus wasn't done as he took a hit himself before leaning forward and pressing his lips to Danny. Danny was expecting a kiss but got a forceful shot of smoke into his lungs. The two kissed, smoke seeping out of their mouths before Demarcus pulled back.

"Good girl, now get my pants off shawty. Come get your prize."

Danny unzipped Demarcus's zipper and started pulling his pants down. He heard Jessica's camera start recording as he got his pants down to his ankles, leaving just his tight black boxer briefs, outlining every muscle in his thigh and also every ridge and angle of his cock. Danny still couldn't believe how big it was.

"Go on, girl, pull them down too"

Danny slowly put his pink fingernails in the waistband and pulled them down. Demarcus's cock was caught on the fabric, but as it pulled free, the head sprung out, hitting Danny on the cheek. Danny heard Jessica and Demarcus laugh at the cock slap, leaving him pink faced from shame but he giggled nervously not knowing how to react. But now, with the cock exposed in all its glory, Danny stared at it with an open mouth, mesmerized by its size and power.

The snake was still only half hard but easily still the length of Jamie's cock at 9 inches. And the girth was nearly the size of a can. The dark ebony shaft glistened in the low light, leading to a slightly lighter colored head. His balls were big and heavy hanging below the ebony shaft. Demarcus kept his hair neatly trimmed low, a soft carpet at the base. Danny was in awe at this monster, he didn't know how he could even walk with it!

"Go on girl, feel it. Grab my big black dick in your little white hands. Explore it baby girl"

Danny's hand moved as if on autopilot. With this massive piece standing before him, he couldn't move away. It was like it had its own gravity. Danny wrapped his pink nails around the shaft and felt the heat and power beneath the skin. The thick veins that flowed up and down it. He took one hand and slowly traveled up its length, lightly stroking it. Realizing that one hand wouldn't be enough, he used his other hand and started stroking up and down.

"That's it girl, tell me how it feels"

"It-it feels.... Powerful." Danny huskily responded, his brain getting lost in the moment.

"Mmmm that's right girl, it is powerful. Much bigger and better than those little white cocks you're used to huh?"

"Umm yesss Daddy. So much bigger" Danny thought of how he would jerk off his own 4 inch dick thinking that was plenty for a man to have. But faced with this obsidian beast, he knew differently that all men aren't created equal. His manhood couldn't compare to this. Danny reached down and felt Demarcus's balls, easily overfilling his palm. His own balls were tiny in comparison, one of his easily larger than both of his combined. "Am I even a man? Like I how do compete with this?" Dannys thoughts were fighting each other when face with this reality, as the man's cock was coming to life in his soft hands, getting bigger by the moment.

"That's right, girl. This is a real man's cock. Everything you've had before doesn't compare. All those white boys are betas to my alpha cock. Say it, Danielle" Demarcus's dominance was kicking in, loving that his alpha-ness was ruining white men for Danielle forever. He could see it in her eyes, like he had with dozens of other white chicks. She wouldn't be going back to white boys after this.

Danny's thoughts were in turmoil. His own manhood in question as he sat holding a big cock in his manicured hands wearing a tight skirt and heels with big breasts on his chest. The moment, combined with all the other humiliation of the day, was starting to break Danny's mind.

"Yesssss Daddy... all other white cocks are b-betas compared to you. This-this is a real m-mans cock. White cocks aren't r-real m-men" Danny could vaguely hear Jessica giggling at what he said but he was so focused on the pulsing of power flowing through the phallus in his hands that he barely noticed.

"Good girl. Glad I was able to make you realize it. Now beg me to suck my cock, girl. Make me believe you really want it"

Danny hadn't looked away from Demarcus's cock the whole time, but now he looked up at Demarcus. He had taken his shirt off, sitting naked on the couch with his rippling muscles fully on display. His one arm was behind his head, flexing his big bicep. The other holding a glass of whiskey as he took a sip, looking down with his domineering gaze at the slutty sissy between his legs.

Something about the nonchalant attitude, drinking a cocktail while he had Danny between his legs, how he was telling "her" to ask, no beg, permission to make him cum. It just cemented how this, this was a real man, and Danny was just a submissive beta. His inner submissive kink that had been hidden until yesterday came to the forefront at that moment, making butterflies in his stomach, his clit throb as hard as ever in his cage, and his ass clench tight on the plug. He had never been more turned on his life.

"D-daddy can I please suck your cock?"

"Hmmm no, not good enough, girl. Try again."

Danny hid further into his new bimbo personality and let Danielle take over. He needed to pull back himself from fear of what he was about to do.

"Daddy please please please let me suck your big. BLACK. COCK! *gasp* You're a real man and you, like, deserve to have a hot slutty girl make you happy. Let me be that girl Daddy! I want to make you cum in my little mouth!" Danny begged and purred his confession, gasping and moaning for effect. But the icing on the cake was Danny taking the big dick and slapping the head across his cheeks. He'd seen it in porn before and knew it was hot to him, it had to be for Demarcus too.

"Oh you like being cock slapped by my big black cock huh? You like being used by black men? Being put in your place?" Demarcus punctuated each sentence with a slap from his cock to each cheek, making Danny gasp and whimper in humiliation, but also pleasure as he ass clenched and his clit leaked.

"Yessss daddy! I'm just a white bitch for black cock!" Danny moaned, with no idea where that sentence came from. His brain was in shambles submitting to Demarcus.

"That's right girl, now get that mouth to work" Demarcus leaned back and took another sip of his drink.

Danny licked his lips from nervousness, staring at the thick cock head before him. This was it, the moment. He stuck out his tongue and gingerly licked the head, causing a drop of precum to form. Danny licked around the head, up and down the shaft slowly, kissing lightly between licks. He got down to the base, the full length of the cock covering his entire face as he looked up through the tent of his fake lashes at the dominant man sitting before him.

"Mmmm that's right girl. Enough teasing though, get your mouth on my cock"

Danny sat up and pulled his long hair back over his shoulder. He grasped a few inches below the head and opened his mouth. "Holy fuck what're you doing Danny??! This is your best friend! Don't do this" Danny internally screamed but his body didn't listen as he wrapped his big pink lips over the head.

He tasted the muskiness of Demarcus on his tongue. So different than the soft and almost flowery scent of Jamie. This was pure man. Clean, but with a heavy musk that Danny surprisingly didn't mind. He worked his lips over the head, sucking softly as he slowly stroked the shaft with his hand. He looked down at this pink nails working the black cock and thought back to a porn where a pretty white girl was doing the same thing. But now, he was that white girl.