Mom Discovers I'm a Cuckold Pt. 01

"I need to talk to you, Mark."

It was bed time. I was about to shut off the lights and pretend to be asleep for a bit before starting my nightly ritual. Sneaking out of my room, past my mom's room, to the office where the shared computer was. A bit of Vaseline and some headphones were stashed under my bed. I so looked forward to this nightly ritual that bedtime itself excited me. I was beginning to get hard when my mom's voice came emanating softly from the door.

"Um yeah? What is it?" Trying my best not to be annoyed.

"Mark... We've never really had 'the talk'."

My mom stepped into the room and sat at the foot of my bed. She was scantily clad, as per usual, in just an oversized t-shirt. Her nipples were visible and her slender thighs were visible as she spread out on the bed.

"Okay, um...," I was legitimately at a loss for words. "I mean they covered all that stuff at school last year."

She looked at me sympathetically and put her hand on my leg.

"There are things they don't really talk about in those classes. Things you need to understand. Things I don't want to be confused about if you're just learning about it all, um, online."

My heart froze and my stomach sank. Did I forget to clear the history or sign out of an account? Fuck. Fuuuck.

"So... Like what?" I asked carefully. My mind raced as I thought about the stuff I was jacking off to this year. Amateur interracial. Milfs. Blacked. In my depravity I delved into even more hardcore stuff.

"Well, baby..." She shifted around on the bed to face me and I saw a flash of dark fuzzy hair up her long t shirt. I quickly looked away. I hope she didn't catch me looking.

"So, um... I want you to know that for your age, it's normal to um... It's just that porn has these unrealistic expectations and I don't want..." She was clearly searching for words. "You know that you're probably normal, right baby? Like the people in porn aren't real."

My heart raced. She had likely seen the stuff I'd been looking at. I realized too that my mom definitely had wine on her breath. "O.... Kay..." I trailed off. We sat in silence for what felt like forever.

"It's just, I saw some of the stuff, or all of the stuff, you were looking at online last night."

I froze. "It's just porn, it doesn't mean anything. It's just normal porn."

"You can't seriously tell me that that's normal porn." She frowned.

"It's stuff that guys in my generation look at now. It's just normal stuff."

"Okay well, even if that's true, just know that... Just know that the guys in those videos are not average. It's okay to be average."

"Why do you think I'm... I mean, where are you getting this idea that I'm..." As I posed the question I remembered exactly what I had been looking at when I came. Cuckold Sessions videos where the white guy is humiliated by his girlfriend cheating with a black guy. Then another rabbit hole into amateur cuckolding vids. Then Cuckold hypno vids.

My mom bit her lip and leaned in closer. "Baby please... if you're feeling bad about yourself, those videos are not the answer. And if this is about you not being able to... Make a girl happy..."

I was beet red. "Mom!!! I'm not, I just --"

"I know that when Alexa left you last year you took it pretty hard, and when you told me she left you for a guy on the basketball team I didn't realize... The white guys in those videos you're watching, they're watching... Black men have sex with their girlfriends. They're masturbating while they watch their girlfriends have sex with black men." The thought of those videos, and of my mom describing them, made me swell with confused arousal.

Now we were both beet red. After an uncomfortable silence and avoiding each other's gaze I looked at my mom. She was looking down at the bed with wide eyes. I followed her gaze to see that she was staring at a tiny bump in the blanket. She was staring at my hardon.

I gasped and she looked away quickly.

"So... It's true? Are you... Do you wish you were the guys in the video? And that the girl was Alexa?"

I started to whimper. I wanted to touch my hardon so badly. I felt a thrill talking about this with a real live girl in person, even if it was Mom.

"She cheated..." I gulped. I had started to cry. "At a party... Everyone knew... I found her in the room after... On the bed, she..."

My mom moved in closer so that we were both sitting up in bed opposite each other. I tried to steal a look through my flooded eyes up the long t-shirt. In the dark light I saw a fuzz poking out.

"She told me to lie down, she sat on my face, and," I couldn't believe I was saying this out loud. "Mommy, there was so much, I couldn't breathe, I had to, it was so sour..."

My mom was staring intently at me and I was no longer trying to hide my erection.

"She said.... She was so mean, she made me feel so bad."

My mom put her hand on my lap right next to the little tent between my legs.

"What did she say to you baby?" My mom leaned in and started running her fingers through my hair. She was practically on top of me now.

"She said..." I was panting now and shifting around uncomfortably, trying to feel the thin blanket run across my erection. "She said she fucked Hakeem, she said my dick was too small, she said we never had sex and I was still a virgin."

Tears were running down my cheeks now. "Wait, what do you mean baby? I thought you too... Weren't you having sex?"

I sniffled and wiped my runny nose.

"She said... It was too small and I never got it inside her, I just had sex with her pussy lips."

My mom seemed genuinely confused and concerned. "That's not possible baby, she just wanted to hurt you. Unless it's really, really..." She looked down at the little tent between my legs. I was still shifting around to feel the blanket sliding on my erection. I didn't realize that I had wriggled around so much that the blanket was all but off of me. I had stopped crying and was looking away while my mother soothed me.

"So that's why you watch that stuff. You're worried you can't please a girl. You're maybe embarrassed by black guys or something."

Mom leaned in to give me a kiss on the cheek and I panicked. She was drunk and I didn't know what to do. This whole situation was so surreal.

I scooted back a bit on the bed and that's when it happened. The blanket stayed put while I scooted back. My little erection sprang free.

I gasped and froze. Mom looked with wide eyes down at me.

I didn't move a muscle. I also looked down and saw my little white erection twitching, the head bright pink and dribbling precum. My ballsack pulled tight up against my body from fear, barely the size of a two marbles.

Mom was also frozen staring. I didn't know what to do so I started talking.

"Do you think Alexa was right, that I was too small to get inside her?"

My mom was silent for about ten seconds, still staring.

"Yeah, um... Yeah probably." She was about a foot away still staring down. I could see her hard nipples through her Tshirt. I was so horny.

"Mom do you think it's okay that... I'm not gay I promise but, when Alexa fed me Hakeem's cum..." Saying the words out loud made my heart pound so loud it hurt. "it made me so... Horny that I squirted without even touching it."

"Squirted?" She asked absentmindedly, in a daze.

"That's what Alexa called it, she... Didn't want to use guy words for it. She called it... Oh my God I'm so embarrassed this is so stupid." I looked away and started to sob again.

"What baby?" She had snapped out of it and was looking into my eyes again.

"Mommy..." I hiccuped with tears streaming down my cheeks. "She called my penis a clit. Like a girl's clitoris. She made me call it that too."

My mom was now shifting around on the bed sheets. She was breathing a little heavily and I could smell the wine from a foot away.

"What do you mean she made you...?"

I gulped. Here goes.

"She'd use her vibrator or a finger and kinda flick it, like... She said that's how girls cum?"

My mom was beet red again and shifting around constantly.

"Yeah that's how... Girls cum. I guess... I can see how..." She wanted to say something. "I can see how... It's hard to jerk it off like normal so..."

I was now gyrating my hips making my little pink erection bob up and down. My precum was dribbling out heavily.

"Yeah when I was sitting down like in her car, um... She couldn't really jerk it off because it kinda goes in me, it's just, it's just a little bump like..." I trailed off.

"Like a white chocolate Hershey's kiss." My mom said softly.

Suddenly we both locked eyes and laughed. The absurdity of the situation broke the tension. My mom laughed and leaned back, spreading her legs. I stopped laughing suddenly and stared intensely, not trying to hide it. After all, my dick was out. Her vagina was big. It looked warm and comforting. Dark hair around it. Big warm lips. I could see that she was wet.

She looked me up and down and saw me staring. I unconsciously licked my lips. Fidgeted and spread her legs further, scooting forward in a low squatting position. Her pussy was so close. It looked so fucking delicious.

"To answer your question, I don't think it makes you gay, baby."

"Wait what?" I had forgotten what I'd asked.

She looked at me devilishly. "When you ate that black guy, um, Hakeem's..." Oh my God. I can see my mom's clit. It's so plump and pink. "When you ate Hakeem's cum out of Alex's vagina."

I couldn't help it. I groaned audibly. I moved my hips forward and bobbed my little dick in the air. I was humping the air between us.

"But it's cum... A guy's cum... It felt so wrong..." We were no longer just talking. At least I wasn't. "There was so much. So much more than I make. It tasted so weird."

"Cum tastes weird. It's more about submitting and making the guy feel good when he cums in your mouth. Although I guess he didn't do that." She paused. "Although I guess he kinda did."

I groaned again.

"When a girl sucks a dick and kisses a guy, people joke that the guy sucked a dick. I guess this is kinda like that. It's kinda like you sucked Hakeem's big black dick."

I groaned again. Rocking my hips back and forth. "Mommy..." I said breathlessly. Before tonight I hadn't called her mommy since elementary school. "That means I squirted, um, came, sucking a black dick."

She slid a hand over her own thigh and I watched in disbelief as her slender fingers grazed the wet dark inner lips of her vagina.

"Baby..." She was panting now. "I'm not going to lie. Your penis is..." She paused and gave me a pained look.

"Please," I whimpered. "Please Alexa. Please mommy."

"It's so small it can't please a girl. I don't think you'll ever be able to have sex."

I moaned loudly and looked at her desperately. "Can I...?"

"Can you what baby?"

"Can I please... Please touch my little thing?"

She looked at me seriously for a good ten seconds. "Okay. Just for a second. Sorry, this is... This is pretty fucked up. Just don't..." She trailed off and slid her own fingers between her wet lips and began to rub her sex.

Before she had finished her sentence I had my left hand around my dick and started stroking slowly.

"Wow it's... When you grab it, it disappears in your hand." She gently ran a finger up the length of her lips. "I'm can see why Alexa liked to flick it, like a clitoris. It's hard to jerk it off when it's that short."

I was actively whimpering now. My precum was dribbling so hard. Instinctively, as I had done a thousand times while masturbating to cuckold porn, I pressed my finger against the tip of my dick and rubbed the precum all around the head.

Mom smiled. "Yeah that's exactly how you... Rub a clit, huh." She looked down at her own vagina and started rubbing circles around her wet plump clitoris.

"Yours is pretty big," I said, panting. "Bigger than Alexa's. I watched my mom's clit swell between her fingers.

"Almost as big as yours," she said quickly.

As horny as I was, I felt the tears well up again.

"Oh hunny, I'm sorry, I... I don't know what we're doing. I didn't mean to... I hate to see you in pain, even though I'm glad Alexa did this to you."

I gulped and wiped the tears from my eyes, rubbing the precum into my dickhead. "What do you mean you're glad?!"

She sighed. "Baby, I guess...it's best you learned it early. The guys in the porn you watch? Too small to fuck their girlfriends? So the only kind of relationship they have is watching their girlfriends make love to black guys?"

I moaned again and nodded furiously.

"Because of your little thing, baby... I think maybe that's the best kind of relationship for you, too."

I started to rub off faster. "I really like it. I know it's weird but it sounds so fun. I wish Alexa hadn't dumped me." The sentence hung in the air for a second. My mom started to rub herself faster too. "I wish she had let me stay and... She wouldn't even have to let me put my... Little thing in her."

My mom nodded and I watched as she slid a finger inside. The wet noises coming from her pussy made my head spin. I realized that the tables had turned, and that now I was dirty talking for her benefit.

"I could just...I don't know, drive her to and from Hakeem's house. I could use my allowance to help Hakeem because their family's poor. I could eat her out, in the car or at her house, or..."

"You could do it here. On the couch in the living room. Or on the patio by the pool. Wherever." My mom was speaking softly but quickly. "I could raise your allowance, too." She was pumping her middle finger in and out quickly now.

"Hakeem bullies me." I kept stroking while I segued into this digression that popped into my head. "In the locker rooms at school, he... He points out my thing to the other black guys, and they all laugh." My mom had slid a second finger in but remained silent. "The shower's so cold, my thing goes up in me and..." I whimpered. "You can't even tell I'm a guy. You can't see my dick at all. It's like a... A fucking Ken Doll."

My mother giggled and pulled her fingers out. The absurdity of my joke made me chuckle, too. My mom slid her wet fingers into her mouth and sucked on them. My heart skipped a beat and I rubbed my thing harder.

"I wonder if he told any of the other black guys that I ate his, um, sperm, out of Alexa,"

My mom had slid three fingers in now and was pumping. The wet noises were so loud.

"I'm sure. They all talk. I bet everyone in school knows how tiny your little thing is. You'll probably never get a girlfriend again, maybe until college."

I was flicking furiously. I couldn't help but moan. "Mom..."

I guess in college you'll have to find a slutty girl who already likes black guys. You'll have to convince her that she would like this kind of thing. You letting her fuck black guys, you eating her out afterwards. I can help."

"Help? How?"

"You can invite them into our home. They can use my bed. I can buy you plan B for her in case you don't..." She was biting her lip. "Suck all that..." She was red in the face. She slipped in a fourth finger. "Black man's cum out of her."

I groaned loudly. "Oh my God mommy, I'm gonna-"

"Take your hands off right now. Not yet."

I obeyed immediately as my little thing throbbed and leaked.

I watched in amazement as my mom pushed her entire fist into her vagina and started pumping. It looked like she was punching her own insides.

"Oh my god you're so... Loose." I instantly felt bad.

"It's okay baby," she gasped. "It's your fault. After you came out of me, after your father left I... Couldn't have sex. Not with white guys. I was too loose, you're right."

I gasped and started hyperventilating. No way. No way. No way.

"I started hooking up with black guys when you were little. Baby, it's not Alexa's fault that you're this way. It's mine."

I was overwhelmed and on the verge of a panic attack as it all came flooding back. "You... I remember... You screaming at night, having breakfast and... Different black guys...I remember..."

She continued to pump herself. "Do you remember what happened by the pool?"

My cock was throbbing. I stared at my mom's loose pussy and it all came flooding back.

"It was evening... I got into the hot tub with you...a black guy was in there..."

"Darius. He was so big, baby. 5 times the size of that little white thing."

I was humping the air again. "He... You were sitting on him, I didn't understand... You got out of the pool and..."

"I'm so sorry baby. He was an animal. He fucked me right in front of you and you got out to look. Your trunks fell off and Darius and I saw your little..." She rested her feet on either side of my hips as she moved closer. "It was the size of an eraser, maybe. And it was hard and you were poking it. We laughed so much. I'm so sorry we laughed."

"I saw your pussy..." I was looking at her again. "Mom it's so... Big and sexy... I feel so small... I could never... You'd never feel me. I love that..." I watched her pump her hole hard. I now remembered that my mom had had black dick in her. "I love that you had sex with a black man in front of me. It makes me so... Fucking wet..." I looked down at the dribbling precum out of my tiny penis. "So wet that you like black dick, mommy "

My mom bit her lip. "You remember the screams? You waking up and seeing me on the couch with a black guy. Asking if you can come to bed with us. Me scolding you because you were flicking your little baby clit?"

"Oh my God. I remember seeing you bounce on those black guys on the couch, seeing all that... Oh my God mommy you made me a cuckold."

She groaned now and fisted herself furiously. "Mommy I wish you still did."

She looked at me with a half smile. "I still do, baby. My trainer at the gym. The pool boy. Your..." She trailed off.

"My what?!"

"Your high school basketball coach."

My head spun and I felt lightheaded. I flopped down on the bed, my tiny erection sticking straight up. My mom pulled her fist out with a wet plop. She climbed over to lay next to me. She put her hand on my cheek and face and rubbed me lovingly. "It's okay baby," she cooked.

As her hand made its way across my cheek and face I realized it was soaking wet. Oh my God. Without thinking, as she ran her fingers across my cheek I grabbed her hand and inserted it into my mouth. I started sucking on her wet fingers.

"Baby... No..." She said softly but didn't pull away.

"Please mommy. I'm so... I'm such a..." I slurped and sucked on her fingers. "I worship you. Every orgasm I've ever had, it's because of you I guess."

She lay next to me and let me suck on her fingers. Her pussy tasted rich and salty. Sour. I knew that taste.

"Baby," she whispered, putting her face next to mine. "The coach... He doesn't pull out. You're tasting him right now."

An orgasm like no other ripped through my body. My tiny dick throbbed and squirted so much that it was everywhere. It landed on my mom's thighs, her belly, and on the underside of her breasts poking out of her shirt.

I wailed and whimpered as I turned back to my mom. With my orgasm subsiding, all desire for cum, Cuckolding and black cock went away. I was just a kid laying next to his mostly naked mom with a wet dick the size of a chapstick.

"I love you baby," she said gently. "You too," I said flatly, my orgasm returning me to my senses.

"You made a mess, baby,"

"Sorry I wasn't in my right mind. I was so horny. You're drunk."

"I can't believe that such a tiny baby dick can squirt so far," she whispered into my ear. Just like that I was in the zone again. My penis had shrunk down to eraser size and I motioned for my mom to look at it. "It really does look like a clit," I said with a chuckle. "It's so small we should have cut it off at birth. Made you a girl." she said with a high pitched giggle. My heart raced.