Running Mate Pt. 01

AMANDA RYERSON LIVED three doors down from me in a rural area of the city. She was attending university in town and still lived with her parents. She was a beautiful, cheerful, twenty-three-year-old woman. She ran every morning; dressed in her running gear and a sports bra, earbuds in, and moving at a pace I could no longer maintain at my age of forty-two. She had lovely brown hair cut short the way I admired and a perfect complexion.

I had been imagining having sex with her for a couple of years. She looked energetic and exciting. She filled my fantasies from time to time.

My wife passed from cancer two years ago. It was horrible and excruciating and I still woke in a sweat remembering the worst of her days. Cancer is horrible. It robs you of all your dignity. Now, when I try to remember how my wife looked I can only see her in the hospital bed, gaunt, ravished, and a sliver of who she had been in life. I can no longer see her as the vibrant woman she was and so full of life.

She died on a Monday at three-thirty-three in the afternoon. She had been unconscious and heavily sedated for the week leading up to her death and never woke. I never said goodbye. Later, the neighbours said it was fortunate we didn't have kids. It was a horrible thing to say; it was something people said when you are divorced and not burying your life mate.

We had wanted kids so badly, but I couldn't make it happen. I was sterile with no swimmers. I think my wife hated that about me. I couldn't give her what she had most wanted in life. And then she died. Childless.

The following week, the neighbourhood held a celebration of life for her. It was fine, except I didn't know the neighbours. I didn't even know their names. My wife did, and she had socialised with them on the street, talking about this and that. She would tell me later, but the words would flow through me. Instead, I worked, watched baseball or hockey, and did little else. The neighbours were strangers to me. It was at the celebration of life that I met Amanda in person for the first time. Everything had been a blur that day, but she had swum into view, said some kind words, and left me standing there with a glass of warm red wine. When I think on that day, I can only remember Amanda talking to me for that brief second.

I started running the next day. I suddenly wanted to live a better life. I could lie to you and tell you my wife had made me promise to have a better life after she was gone, but that's Hollywood crap. She got cancer of the bone. It spread to her organs, and she was dead five weeks after her diagnosis. We never talked about my life after. That was too hard to bring up and it would have been selfish. Also, that conversation would have confirmed she was dying and right up until the end we were in denial about her imminent death. That's reality and that's life.

So I started running. And I quit smoking. And drinking coffee. In my inconsolable grief, I never noticed how hard it was on me to do all that at once. My misery outweighed the muscle pain, the need for nicotine, and the horrible mood swings that came with having no caffeine in my system. I ran through it all. When I ran, my mind would go blank. I craved that solitude and serenity. It was an escape.

I ran for fifteen minutes the first morning and then hacked my lungs out for an hour. I ran fifteen minutes every day for weeks, and then suddenly it was twenty minutes, and then thirty. Today I ran for at least an hour and a half. I could run forever, it seemed. I ran races whenever I could. It kept me running and focused. 10Ks and half-marathons were my norm. I now had a closet full of running shirts, medals, and racer tags.

The running is important to this story. It's what tied everything together.

Six weeks after my wife died, Amanda ran past me on the path in our area. It's a lovely path, shrouded in trees to keep the summer sun off, and it winds along the river. Few people use the path and I am almost always alone, except for the odd asshole on a bike hogging the path and trying to pass by me as close as possible as if it's a game.

Amanda ran past me and then looked back in surprise. She slowed down and I caught up to her. She pulled her earbuds free and smiled at me.

"Hi, Mr Peters. I didn't know you ran!" She didn't appear to be breathing hard and I resented her for it.

I was huffing and puffing. I had only been running for five weeks at that point and was only able to run for about twenty minutes. I was at minute fifteen and was ready to call it quits. Now I knew I had to socialise with Amanda. I'm terrible at meaningless conversation. My wife did that and told me who people were. I missed her so much.

I had nothing in common with Amanda. I didn't even understand the new generation. My wife and I had lived in our own youth and experiences. Without kids we had been stuck in that world.

I smiled at Amanda with difficulty, and around my need to breathe, and pulled out my own earbuds. The sounds of Dave Matthews Band song Crash Into Me, faded. I had only recently figured out the song was about orgasming with your lover. I liked it.

"Hi, Amanda." It pleased me I remembered her name.

Amanda slowed to my pace and ran beside me. "How long have you been running?" she asked, seeming genuinely surprised and pleased.

"Not long. A few weeks."

"That's great! How far are you running?"

"Far? Not far. I go by time. I'm up to twenty-minutes now."

"Twenty minutes?" she seemed bewildered.

"Yeah, pretty good for an old guy," I struggled to say. Speaking and running was almost impossible for me at that point in my training. I couldn't seem to draw in enough oxygen.

"Old guy? You look pretty young to me. You wanna run together?" she asked.

I knew she was being polite. She could run circles around me. I also liked the solitude of running and didn't want a running partner. I shook my head and gasped. "No. I'll only slow you down. You go on ahead. I'm ready to turn around."

She seemed disappointed. "Okay, if you say so. I'm happy to run with you anytime." She looked around at the scenery and then back at me. Dammit, she can even look around and run in a straight line. I would have veered off the path and into the river. "I can come by and give you some pointers. Exercises and the like. It's hard when you start off running. I had a teacher and really benefitted from her. Want me to come by?"

I just wanted her to leave me alone and so I nodded, now completely unable to form words.

"Super! See you later, Mr Peters!" she exclaimed with far more enthusiasm than I could believe. Like the roadrunner running away from Wiley Coyote she disappeared down the path and around a corner. I could almost hear the bleep, bleep.

As soon as she was out of sight I stopped, bent over, and hacked up a lung. I walked and limped home. The image of her beautiful ass was burned into my memory. I could see the lower part of her ass cheeks with her short running shorts. I was surprised her dad let her leave the house dressed like that. It wasn't proper. But it was nice to look at, I admitted and then chastised myself.

I got home, stopped coughing, drank an orange Gatorade in one long chug, and staggered upstairs to the bathroom to shower. All my wife's stuff still lay all over the counter. I couldn't touch it. It made me think she was still there. Still at home. Still alive.

Sometimes the best part of running is the long, hot shower afterward. I basked in the strong stream and hung my sweaty, bald head and let the water flow over me. I took long showers after my runs. I was still in there when I heard the doorbell ring.

I looked up in surprise. I couldn't tell you when the last time my doorbell had rung. I got out of the shower cursing, turned off the water, and grabbed my bathrobe. I ran down the stairs wincing at the muscle pains in my legs and opened the front door, angry.

Amanda stood there, covered in a thin sheen of sweat, earbuds in her hands and smiling. She had just finished her run. She was stunning.

"Hiya, Mr Peters! I thought I should start helping you now. Your muscles are probably cramping, am I right?"

I stood in the doorway, wearing a bathrobe and dripping water staring at Amanda. For the first time I saw just how beautiful she was. She glowed with life and vitality. I felt my cock lurch and felt ashamed immediately.

"Um, it's okay. I'll manage."

"Nonsense," stated Amanda, with some authority in her voice. She pushed past me and into my house. I turned to stare at her dumbfounded and then closed the door automatically.

She headed into the living room and pointed at the couch. "Sit and watch. I'll show you some really important stretches."

I meekly sat where she wanted on the edge of the couch and looked at her.

"Okay, so legs are important, obviously. Before you run, do you stretch?"

I shook my head.

"You don't really need to. Just start off slow and you'll warm up the muscles gently. But starting off, you should stretch. It will minimise the damage. Afterwards, stretching is super important. Eventually you will need to work on your core. But that can wait. For now let me show you some leg stretches for starting off."

She lifted a leg and grabbed her foot and pulled it up behind her thigh. She held her balance easily. "This will stretch out the front of your thighs. Yours are probably all tight and sore right now, right?"

I nodded again and then noticed the subtle camel toe she now sported between her legs. Jesus, I thought. This is too much.

"Okay, so you totally need to do this. And both legs." She dropped her left leg and repeated the stretch with her right one. "You need to hold it for at least twenty seconds each. Repeat it three times for each leg, got it?"

She didn't wait for a reply and moved on to the next stretch. She went over to the fireplace and put her hands on the mantle and moved her feet back to form an angle. "Now the calves. You move one foot forward and the then stretch out the calf muscle of the back leg. See how I'm doing it? You don't bounce like this..." She demonstrated bouncing and I watched her ass bounce up and down. I wanted her to do that again, but wisely said nothing. "Just stretch it out and hold it. Twenty seconds at least. Switch legs and repeat three times. Just like the last stretch, okay?"

She turned around then sat on the floor in front of me. She placed the soles of her shoes together with her knees spread out to the side. She held her shoes and looked up at me. My eyes were drawn to the space between her shapely legs. With her short shorts I could see her outer pussy lips. They were covered with a soft brown fur. With a shock, I realised I was staring at her pussy. The seam of her shorts was pressed in hard between her pussy lips. Oh, my fucking God, I thought. My cock lurched hard, refusing to obey my brain. I could feel my cock harden and stretch. I hadn't slept with my wife for the last four months of her life, or maybe more. Honestly, I couldn't remember the last time we had slept together.

I struggled to raise my eyes and found her looking at me still. She didn't appear to have noticed me staring. She certainly didn't seem to notice she was exposing herself to me. She was talking, I realised, and focused what remained of my logical brain on her words.

"...so you just lean forward and stretch out your inner thighs. This is important. You'll feel the most pain here. The muscles here don't get used much and running really stresses them out. Do you feel pain walking up the stairs?"

I nodded, glad to be listening and responding. My cock was so hard it hurt. My eyes kept wandering back to her pussy and it was a fight to keep them on her eyes. I was losing the fight.

"Yeah, so see? You need to stretch properly." She demonstrated by leaning forward and when she did, she looked down and saw her pussy exposed. I heard a squeak escape her and she quickly got up and tugged her shorts down a little. I looked anywhere, but at her. "Jesus," she cursed under her breath.

When I looked at her, her face was flushed a deep red. There was nothing I could say to make this awkward situation any easier. We both knew I had been staring at her pussy. And we both knew I had said nothing.

She looked around the living room and I could see she wanted to escape. I cleared my throat and rose quickly. It was a mistake, and the head of my engorged cock and about three inches of my hard shaft burst out of my robe for a quick second. I was fast, but not fast enough. I shoved it back inside the robe, but Amanda had caught a glimpse.

I felt my face burning red. I turned away and moved toward the front door. "Ah, thanks Amanda. I'll try those out. I appreciate it. Really."

Amanda made a small noise in reply and moved quickly past me to the front door and opened it. I could see the tension leave her shoulders when she managed to get to the door and open it. I felt terrible and like a dirty old man.

She looked back at me over her shoulder. She looked quickly down at my groin and then back to my face. We were both embarrassed. "No problem. Good luck." She said and fled outside, closing the door behind her.

I groaned and went into the kitchen and sat down. I looked around the house. "Sorry, Betty," I said to my dead wife. "Not my fault!"

* * *

Three weeks later I was running down the path. I was up to thirty minutes now and I no longer coughed up my lungs. I was taking in oxygen and revelled in my new strength and endurance. I was starting to measure my runs by the distance I ran, and I was just over 5K now. I was reading everything I could about running and found a regiment to follow that would increase my pace and stamina and get me to 10K in about six weeks.

I loved the new running plan but hated the strides it demanded. Strides meant I would pick a lamppost and then sprint as fast as I could to the next one. Then I would go back to my normal pace until the next lamppost. Rinse and repeat for 5K. It was draining and exhausting and the only thing I hated more than strides was hills. I fucking hated hills.

I was running in a new area of the path and river. I was enjoying the sites and listening to This Time, sung by the actor Jonathan Rhys Meyers from the August Rush movie soundtrack. It was one of the favourite movies of my wife and me. I was singing along, badly, when Amanda ran up beside me.

I looked at her in surprise and she smiled at me. We pulled out our earbuds. "Hi, Amanda."

"Hi Mr Peters. That was some impressive singing. I heard you about half a klick away. Notice the squirrels have all fled?"

Her words hit me and then for the first time in months I laughed. It came over me and took over. My laughter flew out of me and I had to stop running. Amanda ran past me for a few steps and looked back smiling.

When I couldn't seem to stop laughing, she looked worried and stepped closer. "You okay?" she asked.

I nodded and let the laughter pour out of me. Tears streamed down my face and I felt a small easing of a load I didn't know I carried lift. I spied a bench, thankfully only a few steps away and walked over and sank down, still laughing and wiping my eyes.

Amanda sat on the far end. I noticed she had changed her shorts and wore spandex shorts that reached to her knees. I found that funny and laughed harder. Amanda laughed a little, too, but she looked complexed.

Finally the laughter ran its course and I apologised. "I'm sorry. I haven't laughed for a really long time. I needed that."

"It wasn't that funny," grumbled Amanda.

"No, no, it wasn't. It just hit me the right way."

"You okay, Mr Peters?"

I nodded. "Just call me John, please?"

"Okay. John."

I looked around the area we were in. It was new to me and I liked it. The river took a steep bend and we were on a small peninsula of sorts surrounded by lush grass and silver birches. My wife would have liked this place.

Amanda fidgeted. "Um, I'm sorry about the other day. Um, at your place?"

I knew what she meant. She didn't have to put words to it. "It's okay. I'm sorry, too. That shouldn't have happened."

"It kind of frightened me, if I can be honest."

I looked sideways at her. Frightened was a strong word. "Frightened? Of my..." I couldn't finish the sentence.

She nodded and blushed. "Yeah. I've never seen one and didn't expect to like that."

I was surprised. I thought the youth today did everything now with the Internet exposing them to so much. "Well, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to frighten you."

Amanda said nothing. She looked around and finally I looked at her. She seemed to be thinking about something.

"What is it?" I asked.

She blinked at me and her eyes seemed a little wider than they should. She was nervous about something. "Can I ask you a question? And don't judge me or whatever?"

I frowned a little. Without knowing what she was going to ask it was hard to promise anything, but I nodded.

"Was that normal?"

Did she mean my cock, or the erection? "Was what normal?"

"Um," she giggled a little and I realised she was one of those women who giggle when they got nervous. My wife did that. She giggled the whole night of our honeymoon. "That you got, um, hard?" Her face blushed even more. Angry red splotches covered her cheeks.

Part of me wanted to fuck with her and make this harder for her. I looked at the path and wanted to end the conversation and continue my run. I looked at her for a moment and then nodded. "Yeah, perfectly normal, I guess. Normally I would have been able to control that. But it's been a long time for me. Not an excuse, but it's the truth. I couldn't stop it. I'm sorry you had to see that. I truly am."

Amanda digested that and then smiled. "I guess I should be happy I caused that! Huh?"

I nodded slowly.

She suddenly looked embarrassed and looked down the path. "You've, uh, really improved your running. That's great. But I should get going. I have a marathon in a little over a month and I'm behind in my training."

"Marathon?" I asked. I was still new to running, and I knew what a marathon was, but knew nothing of where, when and all the details.

She moved closer to me on the bench. "Yeah, the city one. Say, there's a 5K and 10K, too. And a half. You should sign up for one."

I ran for myself and my own personal rewards. The idea of racing seemed foreign to me and there was no way I could win one and said so. She moved closer and I was suddenly very aware of her proximity to me. I glanced at her breasts and saw the points of her nipples pressing against her top. As I spoke, my eyes wandered down and saw the wonderful wide gap between her legs and the mound of her pussy. The spandex made everything more exotic. I quickly glanced away, ashamed at my vulgarity. My cock hardened a little and I worried it might be noticeable.

She hadn't noticed me stealing looks and she laughed. "You don't win races! You just run and try to get a personal best. You know, get a faster time to complete it. Races help you focus, train, and do better. How far are you running now?"

"A little over 5K now."

She looked pensive and she touched my thigh for a brief moment. My thigh lit up and my cock grew a little harder. "You should sign up for the 10K. There's plenty of time to train for it."

I told her I was already training for a 10K distance and she clapped her hands. She looked down and I saw her stare at my crotch for a moment.

"That's great. Sign up!" she said and then told me the URL for the website. She smacked my thigh, inches from my growing erection, and stood up. "Have a great run, Mr Peters. I mean, John!"

"Bye, Amanda," I replied and watched her wave at me and run off faster than I could ever hope to run. I watched her lovely tone ass twitch away and wanted to touch it. She had looked at my erection and said nothing. What was with smacking my thigh? Was she warning me? Seriously, I don't understand women. I shook my head to clear my thoughts and jammed my earbuds back in my ears. My cock was semi-hard and running with it was difficult.