Safe Word Ch. 01: ltr or dom 4 sub

You can make weird decisions when you're tired and horny, particularly on Grindr. Your eyes'll glaze right over the white trash looking dude with a soul patch that looks like a skid mark when you see him on after dinner. But an hour past midnight and a half hour of edging later and he's the only green dot within 5 miles you end up taking a closer look. Thank fucking god I did.

Bit of background--I was early 20s and in grad school when this all happened. Between classes, grading, reading and writing I was really fucking busy. My social life consisted of getting hammered on Fridays and regretting it the rest of the weekend, and my love life was effectively nonexistent beyond the occasional underwhelming hookup. Physically I'm 6' 155lbs with dirty blond hair and glasses. Pretty stereotypical gangly nerd, but at least the dermatologist helped me out with the acne problem in high school. I have a small ass but it's perky enough when I'm naked. Dick-wise I'm the biggest grower of any guy I've been with--like it goes from a nub somebody may think is a micro penis soft to a little shy of 6 inches and thick as a Red Bull can hard. Cold comfort on the swim team but never had any complaint about the size in bed.

But anyhoo, back to me jerking off in bed alternating between porn and Grindr. Luke (soul patch boy) was about a mile away. His picture was just him standing in what looked like a farm field. He had mousy brown shortcut hair and while he definitely wasn't fat you could tell he was a bit pudgy. And of course the ridiculous soul patch. But it's not like he was unattractive--he was cute in a kinda unaffected manly way.

So I pulled up his profile and a bunch of red flags go up. First of all he's 19. Not a dealbreaker as he was still in that half your age plus 7 rule, but I swear it was like the moment you turned 21 the thought of being with a guy who couldn't buy alcohol was a downer. Second he basically doesn't have a profile--no stats no groups nothing really. He just wrote:

ltr or dom 4 sub

Now that "ltr" was a no go. I still had a couple years left in bumfuck college town but no way was I trying to tie myself to a local. But "Dom 4 sub"? As I'm sure I don't need to tell people reading literotica, watch enough porn and you can find yourself branching out, drawn towards kinkier stuff. After a year having my own place for the first time in my life and hardly any action I'd found my way to some weird porn and I liked the bdsm stuff. In real life I was about as vanilla as gay sex can get, but in pornhub show me the sex slave trying to lift himself off a dildo while his dicks getting milked by a pump. I was literally in the middle of watching something to that effect when I read the "Dom 4 sub" and the thought of this country boy dominating me made my dick drip pre. So I messaged him

Me: Hey

Luke: sup

He responded immediately. He'd always respond very quickly.

Me: nm horny in bed lol

I sent him some body pics

Luke: fuckin hot bro wat u looking 4

Me: honestly...don't have much experience with it but have wanted to try some Dom/sub play

Luke: oh yeah?

Me: yeah

Luke: like what?

Me: idk...whatever a guy wanted to do to me haha

He didn't answer

Me: like within reason I mean I'm not gonna eat shit or something really nasty lol

Still no response and I'm starting to worry I scared him off or something but I keep beating my meat

Me: you have any other pics dude?

Luke: first of all, don't ever fucking call me dude again bitch. You call me sir or daddy.

Me: oh sorry sir. Do you have any other pics sir?

There's a pause and then a pic comes through of Luke from the neck down in front of a mirror in boxer briefs. Luke definitely didn't have a perfect bod, he was a little bulgey around the edges, and the bathroom and mirror looked like a bomb went off in the way that most teenage boys' bathrooms do. But I didn't even see any of that. I just saw the fucking anaconda bulge that snaked down the side of his leg and the head peaking out the end of his boxer briefs. It looked as big as my fucking forearm. It felt like my dick was about to explode it was so hot.

Me: holy shit dude how big are you?

Luke: come find out.

Fuck I wanted to. But it's nearly 1am and I had to TA a class at 9 and I shouldn't be going to strangers houses at 1 in the morning

Me: fuck I wish I could but it's so late you free tomorrow?

Luke: alright I guess you're not serious peace

Fuck, no no no, I need that dick

Me: no wait sir I'm totally serious sir I really want to please you

Luke: then come over. My parents are asleep and I have the whole basement to myself. Park on the street and come in through the sliding door on the side

He sent that along with his location, about a 10 minute drive away. Fuck. What am I doing? I've had like 5 messages with this guy, he lives with his parents and he wants to dominate me this isn't smart but holy fuck that dick. I look at the messages in one hand and my aching cock in the other and I say fuck it.

Me: ok gotta get dressed I'll be there in like 15-20

Luke: good boy. Our safe word is safe word ok?

Me: ok sir see you soon.

I tried to clean myself up as quick as I could and threw on some gym shorts and a tee. I went commando cause I was in a hurry but I felt pretty exposed when I left my apartment and it looked like you could hang a coat from the wood i was popping. I message him that I'm on my way and he says lmk when you get here.

As I start driving I start thinking about what a stupid thing I'm doing and the closer I get to Luke's place the more I want to back out and just ghost him, this has got to be one of the most reckless ideas ever what if he murders me etc. I almost turn around but when I make it to his address I feel better. Dude's parents had a nice house and with the multiple cars in the driveway I figure it is actually his parents house and not like a ploy to lure me in. My dick had almost gone completely soft but as I decided to commit I could feel it growing again when I messaged him

Me: here

Luke: left side I'm at the door

I got out of my car and walked across the yard. It felt very sketchy with it being so late. As I rounded the corner of the house I saw Luke's silhouette against the glass doors and holy fucking shit guys I was not expecting him to be a giant. I'm very happy at 6' and feel like even if I'm not the tallest guy in the room I'm nearly as tall as the tallest guy. But Luke had like a full fucking head on me, at least 6'5 maybe more. And like I said he was a bit chunky so it really felt like he was double my size.

"Hey," he said it quietly and almost shyly and I couldn't really see his face but he just turned around and opened the door and invited me in. He basically had an open floor plan in a huge basement, a lot of it covered with dirty clothes and trash. He had a tv on some football game with the volume pretty loud. As he shut the door and came in he brushed behind me to get past but made enough contact that I could feel his bulge against my back and his breath against my neck.

He plopped down in the middle of the couch and he looked so at ease with himself it was like he was the king of his castle. He was wearing some old beat up sweat pants and a tank top and he just looked like a real fucking man with his legs spread and his arms out wide on the couch showing off his hairy armpits. I didn't really know what to do till he giggled a little and patted the cushion right next to him.

I sat down next to him and I guess I wasn't close enough cause he put his arm around my side and just pulled me in right next to him so our sides were touching. He did it as easily as if I were a pillow and while it startled me a little it also was really fucking hot. Being that close to him, I really could feel the size difference, he had his arm around my shoulder and his thigh against mine looked like a tree trunk vs a twig. My bulge is obvious but it's nothing compared to his, a fucking pringles can going halfway down his thigh. He obviously wasn't wearing underwear either.

"So you haven't done any Dom/sub play?"

It was like he snapped me out of a dream I was drunk on just being near him and looking at him. I think he could tell.

"Nope," my voice cracked a bit on that I was so nervous. He laughed again.

"Good. Me neither."

I must've looked surprise cause he immediately said "I've read about it a lot though. Safe play and stuff. And a lot of porn obviously," he chuckled. He pulled his arm a bit closer around me and started rubbing my chest, "We can feel it out together."

I gulped as I just enjoyed feeling his hand as big as my pec rubbing against me.

"Just please let me know if I do anything you're not comfortable with, ok?"

"Yes sir," I said

"And you remember the safe word?"

"Safe word," I said as I reached my hand out onto his thigh. He immediately slapped it.

"I want to touch you. But you don't touch me without permission. ok Chris?" The swift bit of pain snapped me out of it and I instinctively pulled away a bit but he still had his arm around me and I wasn't going anywhere. I rubbed my hand a bit to get the stinging to lessen but I was as hard as I've ever been.

"Yes sir, sorry sir," I said.

"Good," he smiled and kept rubbing my chest. Then his other hand grabbed my chin and he brought my face to his and kissed me hard. He immediately had his tongue in my mouth searching out my tonsils, but his lips were soft against mine and he tasted minty. He pulled away and laid back against the couch.

"Stand up and strip," he told me. By this point I had actually leaked through my gym shorts and was ready to do whatever he asked. I stood up and basically flung my clothes off.

Luke seemed to like what he saw as he bit his lip and rubbed his dick through his pants. The soul patch honestly looked a lot better in person.

"Turn around" he said and I turned around. I heard him give a little whistle as I felt his hand on my back.

"Reach down and touch your toes," he told me and I did. His hands moved down my back and he gripped my ass hard. "Fuck" he said softly as he kneaded my ass cheeks. He let go and when I started to stand back up I felt a hard loud smack on my ass. "I didn't tell you to move did I?"

"No sir sorry sir," I grunted in pain.

"You're lucky my hand print looks so good on that ass or I may need to find a more obedient boy," he laughed before I felt his lips and that bristly chin strap brush against my stinging butt cheek.

"Ok stand up and turn around again," he said and I did. At some point when he was playing with my ass Luke had stood up and when I turned around he was towering over me. He grabbed me by the waist and pulled me against him as he kissed me again. Jesus fuck he was a good kisser. I'd never kissed up before like that and it was amazing. I'd honestly just never had anyone make me feel so small before and I couldn't believe how it turned me on. He pulled away from me with another loud slap on my ass.

"Stand up straight and put your hands behind your back," he said and I did.

"Legs apart," he said as he kicked the side of my leg and I was standing there like a soldier at attention. Then Luke backed up a bit and just looked me up and down.

I feel like I hadn't really internalized the fact that I was naked and he wasn't yet. All of a sudden as he kept looking at me I felt exposed, out on display like a piece of meat. I wanted to cover up my throbbing erection but I knew sir wouldn't like that and holy shit I'm already thinking of him as sir.

I think Luke was waiting till I looked uncomfortable, cause just then he grabbed my dick in his hand, gave it a few soft strokes and laughed.

"What can you even do with something that small man! Look it's smaller than my fucking palm."

I look down and he's right. Luke's hand was so fucking big when he grabbed it you couldn't even see my dick.

"Like just look at this dude," he said as he reached into his pants and with what looked like considerable effort pulled out his dick.

Now, I know that in stories like this dick size is always exaggerated. Honestly my 6" I was talking about before was an exaggeration. It's more like 5.5. But when I tell you that this dick was the biggest fucking dick I've ever seen in my life I am not exaggerating. It hung halfway down his thigh and when he pulled it up and stroked it it was like he was holding a ruler out in front of him. It was cut with light skin, and the whole fucking thing was thick but it got thicker towards the base like a dick pyramid. I literally gasped which made Luke laugh again.

"What do you think?" He asked as he put his dick next to mine and started to rub them together. With his dick pressed all the way down my shaft my dick was barely half the size and much less thick. I shuddered as I felt him rubbing his pre and mine across our cocks.

"It's fucking amazing," I said.

"It's fucking amazing, what?"

I looked back up into his eyes "it looks fucking amazing daddy." He liked that.

"Little bit intimidating though," I added quietly. He laughed a bit.

"Yeah, but don't worry. We'll take it as slow as you need. Don't want to hurt you more than you want to be right?" He asked me as he pulled away and put his dick back in his sweat pants.

"Yes sir" I said with a smile. He smiled back at me before I see his hand move out of the corner of my eye, and suddenly I'm full fucking bent over and seeing lights as this motherfucker taps me the mother of all ball taps. I fall down onto my knees while I hear Luke laughing.

"You know what that was for?"

"No," I gasped. Then I felt the slap across my face. It wasn't particularly hard but it got my attention through the pain in my balls. Then there was another one across my other cheek and I realIzed he was waiting

"No, sir I'm sorry sir," I said tears starting to fill my eyes.

"When we were texting earlier you called me dude just after I told you never to call me dude again," he said as he sat back down.

"Right. Sorry daddy" I said and started to stand up as the throbbing in my balls became a dull ache.

"No boy you're good on your knees," Luke said. "Look at me for a second, though." I made eye contact.

"Seriously chris if I'm going too far just tell me and we'll slow down. And if I'm actually hurting you tell me cause I'm just trying for play hurt ok?" His whole demeanor had changed. A second before he'd sounded hard and commanding and derisive, but right now he was sweet and utterly earnest. Honestly the contrast made me fucking swoon. I wanted whatever this man did.

"No, I'm ok" I said, "but that ball tap is about at the max of my pain tolerance." Then I grabbed my still hard dick and showed it to him "I can still work with it though," I said with a wink.

He laughed and said "good. That's about the edge of me and my buddies pain tolerance too. We had a surprise ball tap game going a couple years ago and wanted to see how you could handle it." He smiled. "And I cannot fucking tell you how hot it gets me to see you squirm like that Chris. You're fucking beautiful."

I think that made me blush more than being naked or the ball tap but before I could say anything he leaned back in the chair, put his arms behind his head and changed back to his commanding voice.

"Now come up here and I want you to kiss and lick my pits" he said. I didn't need him to tell me twice I jumped up sat on his lap and buried my face in his underarm. It was hairy and it smelled super manly but he'd obviously showered just before I got there cause it also tasted and smelled like soap. Armpits are a huge kink of mine and I was fucking ecstatic that he was into it too. He talked dirty to me as he lowered his arm around my head and I couldn't see anything but him "yeah you like the taste of me don't you good fucking boy nice and eager yeah that's all your good for isn't it licking a real man right"

He pulled me off and I had to gasp in some fresh air. He slapped me lightly across the cheek and said get on the bed. We walked across the room to his unmade bed and just as I was about to sit he grabbed me under the arms and tossed me into the middle of it. He climbed on next to me and kneeled beside me while I was laying down, he still had his clothes on but his dick looked like it was trying to tear a hole through the old sweatpants. He leaned over me and didn't kiss me so much as tongue fuck my mouth.

"Jerk off for me" he said and I immediately did as I was told. My dick was so slick with pre I didn't need any lube. Luke was kneeling next to me but still towering over me. He reached down and alternatively fondled and gripped my balls, then he lifted up a leg and put his foot on my face and his big toe pressed against my lips and I fucking burst. I don't know if I'd ever came so much 5 or 6 ropes at least and it shot over my head and onto the pillow and by the time I stopped I was drenched in my own cum from head to dick.

"You got cum on me bitch," Luke said, "clean it up," as he put his foot next to my face. In a daze I licked my cum off the top of his foot. Then Luke was on me. Kissing me feeling me pressing against me his dick straining between us and my cum rubbing between us. He pulled away

"That was so fucking amazing Chris," he said as he pulled my glasses off that had a big glob of cum on one of the lenses. He walked back towards the couch picked something up and cleaned them off for me. When he came back I realized it was with my own shirt and shorts.

"Now I want you to get dressed and go home, but you have to send me pics when you do to show me that you haven't cleaned any of that cum off before you get there, ok?"

I was confused.

"Wait, can't I help you get off?"

He smiled "nah not yet. You haven't earned it yet." He took my phone from my shorts pocket and threw my clothes and glasses back at me.

"Thumb?" He asked and without thinking I gave him my hand and he unlocked my phone. I could hear his phone buzz across the room.

"You have my number. What did I ask you to do again?"

I tried to pull myself together as I sat up in the bed "uh you want me to send a pic of the cum on me when I get home right?"

"Yes. And I want you to delete Grindr too. Text me and when I text you I want quick responses ok?"

I felt like the world was spinning and I was so tired post cum but I didn't really need to think about it when I answered "ok sir."

"Good," he said as he mussled my hair up. "Now get the fuck out of my house you cum slut."

I drove back home in a cum covered haze. This guy fucking ball tapped me and I just jack off for him right after? I could feel the cum drying in my hair but I couldn't bring myself to wipe it off, he'd told me not to after all, but wait why the fuck does that matter? Delete my Grindr? Who does he think he is? I mean it's not like Grindr was doing much for me, I'd gotten some mediocre dick like a handful of times in the last year, but it's not like I'm trying to just pull myself off the market for this teenage hick with a stupid beard and sick thoughts and strong meaty arms and a beautiful fucking donkey dick and a killer smile with that tongue that filled my mouth and fuck. I pulled into my parking spot at the apartment complex got out my phone and deleted Grindr while my dick swelled with the memory of him and I went back home.

I stripped in the bathroom and took a pic of my face and body where the cum had dried like stains. I was blushing in the face pic and hard in the body pic and then I hopped in the shower to clean up. I stroked myself thinking about what just happened and as I rubbed soap all over me my hand reached around to play with my hole, trying to imagine just how much he would stretch me. I heard my phone buzz on the bathroom counter and tried to finish up quickly in the shower, didn't need cum hair in class in a few hours.