She Couldn't Stop Pt. 03

Claudia's breathing became more ragged as she gave in to her desires. She knew she shouldn't be doing this, but the temptation was too strong. She continued to touch herself, imagining David's touch on her skin, his breath on her neck. She let her hand move all the way down to her pussy. Feeling just how wet she was, she started to rub her clitoris softly. And then moved one of her delicate fingers to the entrance of her cunt.

As she slowly slipped her fingers one at a time, deep inside her pussy, she imagined David's hard cock ravaging her. Fucking her like a slut. So deep, so hard. Her movements grew more vigorous as she imagined David thrusting his thick shaft into her. She imagined David tensing up before releasing his seed deep inside her fertile and willing pussy. The idea alone was enough to send her over the edge.

As she reached her climax, she felt her entire body vibrate. As she laid there out of breath, Claudia couldn't help but feel a twinge of guilt. What she was doing was wrong, and she knew it. But at the same time, she couldn't deny the pleasure that she was feeling. She lay in bed, spent and exhausted, wondering what would become of her and her marriage.

The next morning, Claudia woke up early and quietly slipped out of bed, careful not to wake Stephan. She made her way down to the kitchen, hoping a cup of coffee might help clear her head. As she waited for the coffee to brew, she tried to push away the thoughts and feelings that had consumed her the night before.

But the more she tried to ignore them, the more they persisted. She couldn't shake the memory of her own actions back in Cabo, the guilt and the thrill that came with them. It was confusing and overwhelming, and Claudia didn't know what to do about it. She poured herself a cup of coffee and took a seat at the kitchen table, lost in thought. Her mind kept wandering back to David, to their brief affair, and to the fact that she could, right at this very moment, be carrying his child. She felt fear, excitement, guilt, and most curious of all, she felt a strange sense of longing.

Claudia knew she had to confront these feelings, but the thought of it made her stomach turn. She sipped her coffee, trying to muster up the courage to face the ideas crowding her mind.

As she sat there, lost in thought, she didn't hear Stephan come into the kitchen. He cleared his throat, and Claudia jumped, startled. "Morning," he said, making his way over to the coffee pot.

Claudia managed a weak smile in return. She felt guilty for not telling him the truth about how she truly felt, but she couldn't bring herself to do it just yet. She decided to distract herself by making breakfast, hoping that the task would clear her head. As she prepared scrambled eggs and toasted bread, she found herself lost in thought once again. She couldn't shake the feeling of desire that had taken hold of her, and it was starting to scare her. She didn't know what it meant or where it was coming from.

Stephan seemed to notice that something was off with Claudia. He asked her if she was okay, and she nodded, not wanting to burden him with her own inner turmoil. She tried to act normal, but her mind was racing.

After breakfast, Stephan got ready for work and said goodbye. She watched him leave, feeling a sense of loneliness come over her. She knew she had to tell him the truth, but she didn't know how.

Claudia spent the rest of the day lost in thought, trying to figure out what to do. She couldn't focus on anything else, and the more she thought about it, the more confused she became. She wondered how she could have let things get so out of control, and why she couldn't shake the desire she felt.

Eventually, the weight of it all became too much, and Claudia broke down in tears. She knew she had to tell Stephan the truth about not taking the pills, no matter how much it hurt. She just didn't know if she was ready for the fallout.

Claudia couldn't shake the feeling that she needed to tell Stephan about how the idea of getting pregnant from someone else had made her feel. She knew it was risky, and that Stephan might not understand, but she felt like she had to get it off her chest. So later that day when Stephan came back home, she finally mustered up the courage to fully confess to her husband. She took a deep breath and began to speak.

"Stephan, I know we talked about everything last night, but there's something else I need to tell you. I don't know if you'll understand, but I discovered something new about myself. The idea of getting pregnant seems to be a huge turn on for me. One I never knew I had. It's like a rush of excitement and pleasure that I've never felt before. And I know that it's wrong, and I feel guilty about it, but at the same time, it's like a part of me that has been awakened."

Stephan stayed silent for a moment, surprised by what she was saying. He didn't know how to respond at first, but he could sense that this was really weighing on her. He took a deep breath and tried to be understanding.

"Claudia, I can't say that I fully understand how you're feeling, hell I'm not sure how I am feeling myself. I have to admit this whole situation has me very much confused, but I do know that I've asked you for such a long time to have a baby with me. But you never wanted to. Where was that turn-on of yours then? Does it not apply to me?" Stephan asked, clearly hurt by her revelation.

Claudia waited for Stephan to calm down a bit. She was very grateful for his patience and understanding so far. She knew that what he was saying was true. But at the same time, she couldn't shake the feeling that there was something more going on inside her. Something that she didn't quite understand yet, but that was starting to take hold of her in a way that she couldn't ignore.

"No, sorry Baby, but I never felt this rush before when you asked to start a family," she said, tears falling from her eyes. "I'm not sure if it's the getting pregnant part or the taboo of it all that brings this out of me. I suspect it's a combination of the two but to be perfectly honest I'm not sure myself."

"Well I sure as hell don't understand any of this mess at all! You need help Claudia. This is wrong. All of it. You're destroying our marriage. If I was any other man I would have walked out on you the moment I found out. But no, I, for some stupid reason, am still here. I don't pretend to have a hold on my emotions right now, I'm not sure what's going through my head. I have never been so confused in my life," Stephan said, starting to weep.

"But I am clinging to the thought of my wife, the woman I love. And that thought is the only thing keeping me here. But don't confuse my understanding with forgiveness. I have not even begun to fully forgive you. You hurt me deeply," Stephan said, as he stormed out of the house, slamming the door behind him.

As Claudia was sitting on the cold floor, all alone in her now very empty house she thought to herself, 'Maybe I do need help. I can't keep going on like this. I need to see someone to fix this. But who could I see? Dr. Caroline is a sex counselor not a personal therapist. Plus I would be too ashamed to admit to her what I did.'

The night passed and Stephan didn't return. Claudia found herself alone and this night it was not thoughts of lust that plagued her mind but of sadness. Sadness at the idea of losing all she had built with Stephan over the years. She found it hard to rest and as morning came she decided she truly needed help.

Claudia picked up her phone and started to search for a therapist in her area. It wasn't long before she found one that had great reviews, and was highly recommended. And as a big plus the clinic wasn't that far from her home. The therapist, Dr. Johnson, seemed like the perfect man for the job. She dialed the number on the web page to make an appointment.

"Good morning, this is Dr. Johnson's office, how can I assist you?" the receptionist answered.

"Hello, I would like to schedule an appointment with Dr. Johnson, please," Claudia said.

"Of course, are you a first time patient? Oh I see we have an unscheduled opening tomorrow, at 3 pm. Does that work for you? If not, the earliest we can schedule you is two weeks from now."

"Yes, I have never been to your clinic before. And tomorrow is perfect. Thank you," Claudia replied.

"Great, may I have your name and phone number to confirm the appointment?" the receptionist requested.

Claudia gave the receptionist her information and hung up the phone. She was a bit nervous about the appointment, but she knew it was the right thing to do. She needed to talk to someone about her feelings and get some guidance.

Feeling a bit better, Claudia sat back on the living room sofa. She noticed how the house felt empty without her husband there. Stephan hadn't come back and was not answering any of her calls or messages.

'I really hope I can fix all the mistakes I made. I don't want to lose Stephan. I really love him, despite what he might think at the moment. I hope he sees the effort I'm making in seeking help. I wish he would come back to the house,' she thought to herself as she sat there all alone in the living room.

The following day, Claudia arrived at the therapist's office. She was greeted by a friendly receptionist who checked her in. She then followed her to the doctor's office where there was a lounge chair. The assistant then asked her to have a seat and wait for a bit, as the Doctor would be with her soon.

A couple minutes passed by as she waited in that room, looking at all the different decorations that adorned the office. She heard the door open, so she turned around to meet her new therapist. Claudia couldn't believe her eyes when the therapist walked in, it was David! The man she had a fling with in Cabo. She didn't know what to do or say, as she just stood there frozen like a deer in headlights. The silence was becoming unbearable. David was just as shocked as she was, but he tried to keep his composure and be professional.

"Hi Claudia... I never expect to see you again. It's nice to see you. How did you find me? I had no idea you would be here," David said, trying to break the awkward silence.

"I didn't either. I just made an appointment with Dr. Johnson, and I didn't know it was you, I swear. It's not like I'm a stalker or anything like that," Claudia replied nervously, still feeling stunned.

David tried to maintain his professionalism and began to ask her some questions about her reason for seeking therapy. However, he couldn't shake off the thoughts of their time together in Cabo. Claudia was also feeling uneasy about the situation, and she found it hard to focus. She couldn't believe the coincidence of seeing David again, and the fact that he turned out to be her new therapist only made things more complicated. As the conversation continued, Claudia and David tried their best to maintain a professional demeanor, but their minds kept drifting to their past experiences. David suggested they should end the session since it would be unethical for him to see her in that way.

But Claudia, feeling this would be her only opportunity to get some closure to her ongoing turmoil, suggested that they talk about their situation outside of the office. David reluctantly agreed and they both left the office feeling confused and conflicted. But they knew that they had to address the situation.

As they left the office, David asked the receptionist to cancel his next few appointments. They walked around for a bit, heading to a coffee shop around the corner. As they arrived David and Claudia sat down and ordered a couple of coffees.

"I have to confess I never expected to see you again. Not that I'm complaining. I did miss looking at such a beautiful woman," he said smiling.

Claudia bashfully replied, "Yeah me too. After our last day in Cabo I assumed I would never see you again... well except in my dreams."

"Oh so you dream about me? I hope it's a good dream," David said laughing.

Claudia immediately felt silent as she was embarrassed at the revelation she just let slip out. She lowered her head and bashfully took a sip of her coffee, before answering. "Well yes... I do have to admit, it's been hard to forget the time we shared in Cabo. But that's all over now. I can't go back to that. I have to be faithful to my husband. Despite the fact that I still find myself reminiscing on those things we did."

"Yeah I can't deny the physical connection we had. And truth be told that was some of the best sex I've had in a long time," David said confidently. Before adding, "But if you really think we shouldn't keep seeing each other I completely understand. And it comes without saying I can't be your therapist, given our history," he said laughing.

Claudia couldn't help but feel a sense of comfort sitting next to David. She felt that she could talk to him about anything and he would understand. And the flattery on David's part regarding her sexuality and attractiveness made her blush but at the same time feel empowered.

As they sipped their coffee, Claudia's mind drifted to thoughts of her marriage. She wondered if she was doing the right thing, should she have left the moment she realized the doctor she came to see was the man she was cheating with. 'I did tell him it's over,' she thought to herself. How would Stephan react if he found out?

As they were talking, Claudia couldn't resist the temptation any longer. She leaned in and kissed David. He was surprised at first but quickly reciprocated. They kissed for what felt like an eternity, lost in the moment and their lust for each other. She wasn't even worried about onlookers, or anyone recognizing her.

As Claudia felt David's lips on hers, she immediately knew what she was doing was wrong. She was married to Stephan, and yet she couldn't stop herself from kissing David. The feeling of his lips on hers was exhilarating, and it sent shivers down her spine. Eventually, they pulled away, both slightly out of breath. Claudia looked at David and smiled, feeling a mix of excitement and guilt.

David looked at her and said, "I thought you said that we can't keep doing this. And that we need to stop."

Claudia nodded, knowing he was right. "I know, but it's not that simple."

David looked at her quizzically. "What do you mean? I don't want to come between you and your husband. I don't want to cause any more problems for you, or for myself for that matter."

She knew she had to stop, that this was a mistake, but something inside her wouldn't let her. She wanted this, she craved it, and she couldn't resist the temptation. She knew she was going to regret it later, but at that moment, she didn't care.

They got up to leave. Claudia knew that she had to go home to Stephan, but she couldn't stop thinking about David. She knew that she had to make a choice, but she didn't know what that choice was going to be. As they walked out of the café, David put his arm around her, and Claudia leaned into him. She knew it was wrong, but at that moment, she didn't care. All she wanted was him, and she was willing to do anything to have him. She had made her choice.

David took Claudia's hand and as they walked down the street, Claudia's mind was in a fog. She knew what she was doing was wrong, but she couldn't stop. She was drawn to David like a magnet and couldn't resist his touch. They didn't speak, but the silence was comfortable. Claudia looked out at the street, lost in her thoughts. They walked back toward David's office but instead of going inside, David led her to the parking garage and to his car. He opened the door for her and she sat in the passenger seat.

Soon they arrived at a secluded spot overlooking the city. David turned off the car, and they both got out. He led her to the edge of the cliff and wrapped his arms around her. Claudia leaned into him, and he kissed her softly on the neck.

She felt a rush of pleasure run through her body. It was as if every nerve in her body was on fire. She wanted David more than anything she had ever wanted before. David's hands slid down her back, and he pulled her in closer. Their bodies pressed against each other, and Claudia moaned softly. She knew what was about to happen, but she couldn't stop it. Didn't want to stop it.

David lifted her up and carried her to the back of the SUV. He laid her down on the back seat. Claudia could feel the leather sticking to her hot, moist skin. They kissed passionately, their hands touching each other's bodies.

Claudia's mind was a jumble of conflicting emotions. She knew what she was doing was wrong, but she couldn't help herself. David made her feel alive in a way that Stephan never had. She felt free and uninhibited, and it was exhilarating.

Claudia's body was on fire. She had only experienced pleasure like this with David. He was like a drug, and she couldn't get enough. This time Claudia sensed something different in David. The other times they fucked, David was dominant, but had always put way more atention and care into slowly seducing her. But now he simply appeared to be taking what was his. And to be truthful, Claudia couldn't deny at that moment she was his.

As she laid there Davidsimply pulled his cock out through his zipper, lifted her skirt and yanked her underwear to the side. Her pussy was already soaking wet and ready for his massive erection to ravage her.

But before taking her David had other thoughts. He knelt down in front of her and slipped his tongue onto her pussy and clit for a bit and wet his finger in her sopping pussy juices. He slowly rubbed his finger down lower, over her tight rosebud, shocking her with this new area of pleasure. Slowly as he rubbed the puckered skin surrounding her anus, she began to be aroused as she never had before, both by the physical sensation and the filthiness of the act.

Her ass then pushed out slightly and it felt to David like her hole sucked his finger into her darkest place, welcoming the tip in a tight embrace. She breathed deeply and whispered, "slip it all the way in, but slowly. Nothing has been to this forbidden place before you."

David brought her to a quick and sharp orgasm as his tongue worked her hardened clit while his finger meanwhile entered her ass fully, stretching it gently. She moaned again and again as the orgasm rolled over her. "I'm begging you...take your finger out...." she groaned. "Put your cock in my ass and fill me."

Claudia felt a rush of excitement and fear when David started to guide his massive prick slowly from her clit down through the wet folds of her pussy, wetting his cock as he went lower. Finally placing the tip against the entrance of her virgin ass, where he paused. This was something she had never done before and had always been too scared to try with Stephan. But with David, she felt more confident and adventurous.

As they kissed, Claudia's thoughts and reservations faded away. All that mattered was the present moment and the passion between them. She knew what she was doing was wrong, but it felt too good to stop. The guilt would come later, but for now, she surrendered to her desires.

Claudia hesitated for a moment, her mind racing with thoughts and emotions. But before she knew it, she found herself nodding her head in agreement. She couldn't resist the temptation any longer. She then pushed her ass against David's cock, signaling to him that he was free to enter her.

He lubed his dick using the overflowing wetness of her pussy and gently started to make his way inside her very tight asshole. Claudia felt the mix of pain and pleasure that was unlike anything she had ever experienced before. Claudia could only focus on the sensation of David slowly pushing himself inside her.

At first, she felt a sharp pain, like a knife piercing through her skin. But then, as he continued to push, the pain transformed into an intense pleasure that she had never experienced before. She felt a whole new level of satisfaction that she never knew was possible. The way David moved inside of her, the way he stretched her in ways she had never been stretched before, all of it made her feel alive in ways she didn't know she needed.