The Big F Surprise Ch. 03

About an hour after getting all of Alex's new things from the mall, the two were finally headed back home. Alex, was unsurprisingly, quite quiet and distracted throughout the rest of the government sanctioned outing. His mind filled with thoughts on everything that had just happened and how he'd not only been taken advantage of, but simply let it happen to him.

Obviously it was hot to suddenly have his cock sucked by a rather gorgeous woman, but he had always thought there was no way he'd cheat on Eris like this. He didn't even know the woman past her name and where she worked. But for some reason his body just went weak and his mind fogged at the overwhelming lust that flooded his mind. It was like he'd taken a drug as soon as Stacy began to grope and tease him, only to hit a full high once her lips brushed against his cock. Was this the uncontrollable cycle that he'd heard about? Was it really so powerful that he couldn't consciously resist the desire for sex? Or was he just making an excuse? Hoping against all odds that his cycle had either hit or reared its ugly head at a prominent but unfortunate time, instead of his will simply being too weak to resist the allure of fulfilling his body's new heightened lust.

The guilt and questions riddled his mind so much that he tried and failed to maintain a stoic but normal level of interaction. It was rather obvious he was being very awkward, quiet, and jumpy to all the people they still had to talk with, especially Eris. But, Eris simply assumed they were just uncomfortable because they'd had to undress and wear a bunch of feminine and new styles of underwear in front of strangers as well as walk around in their new body in public for a few hours. Though, all of this didn't really explain the awkward and uncomfortable looking way they were walking.

A bit of shuffling with new bags, paperwork, pamphlets, numerous cards, and links to instructional videos across their kitchen counter finally let the couple finish their excursion. Both sighed a bit in relief and Alex immediately moved to go and try to change but before he could Eris was right next to him. Eyes serious and with a bit of concern on her face.

"So, I know that was a lot to take care of. How are you feeling hun? You looked pretty uncomfortable after you came back from the changing rooms. Wanna talk about it?" Her hands gesturing to the couch, trying to get him to feel comfortable.

Unfortunately, Alex was still feeling beyond guilty. Not to mention incredibly uncomfortable with a crotch covered in damp and drying sticky cum from a complete stranger. Alex wanted nothing more than to change and then sit in silence to try and figure all of this out on his own without having to think about this virus, all his new changes, and talk about his feelings that he wasn't even sure he knew how to describe. But Eris' pleading and comforting eyes as well as her ever present help over the past couple of days made saying no just out of the question.

He sighed and sat on the couch. Trying very hard to find a comfortable position but not having a good time. "Ok....uh.....so...." Struggling to come up with anything to talk about that didn't immediately ruin his relationship and or break his world or mind.

"If it helps at all, I already went through this too and although I don't have as much of a new body as you, it wasn't as organized as now. So I know how uncomfortable it can be to have people look at you weirdly or make you feel uncomfortable." She tried to comfort him by placing her hand softly on his thigh, lightly rubbing it to make him feel better.

This of course did not help Alex's situation at all. He was still very weirded out and unsure of how to explain himself or even respond to Eris' kindness. He couldn't help but reflexively clench his legs together at her touch, which only brought more questions and concern to Eris' face, of which Alex couldn't help but look away from in shame.

His face blushing and red from thoughts flying through his mind on how to explain things or talk to his partner about this. The guilt and shame were just making him far too uneasy and the images of what happened just kept playing through his mind and made him feel worse and worse as he felt Eris' eyes pleading for him to say something. But unfortunately for Alex, his body still wasn't exactly listening to his wishes, and his cock especially had never really listened to his thoughts before so it definitely wasn't starting now with tons of new hormones and feelings firing off throughout his body.

So, while Eris was gently caressing Alex's thigh, and Alex looked away blushing in shame and guilt, a rather prominent tent began to push its way up and against the somewhat loose sweatpants Alex had been wearing, right next to the brushing fingers of Eris' and tugging the fabric taught.

This obviously didn't go unnoticed by Eris' concerned eyes, which quickly went wide at the sight she'd been hoping for for days coming to be so unexpectedly. Of course, she'd seen him have plenty of morning wood, but she'd never broached the subject then as she wanted to make sure he was actually willing and now it seemed like he was either experiencing his heat or at the very least simply horny.

"Oh hun, are you ok? Are you feeling the urge hit you?" One of Eris hands resting on Alex's shoulder in comfort, though the other brushing against his tenting pants in a subtle but eager attempt to push him forward as she hoped this would finally be the breakthrough point in their physical relationship coming back.

Alex though was confused at first as he was still feeling odd, but nothing like what he'd heard the heat felt like. He was wondering why she was asking until he finally felt her fingers brush against his straining tent and realized he had popped a boner without thinking about it. Eris' brushing fingers certainly sent his still uncomfortably slick member twitching at the touch and sent shivers up his spine.

"Wait, Eris. I'm......I mean it's not what you think. I didn't meant to..." He tried to say to which Eris pushed on.

"Hun, it's fine. I told you I've already felt all of this before and have just been waiting to see when it happened with you. No need to feel embarrassed. We can just go slow and see how we feel." Her hand now moving past brushing the sides, to maneuvering up slowly to twirl around the twitching tip of Alex's tent to further entice him, though not push him too hard.

The feeling shooting up Alex's body was just as powerful as before and his breathing grew hotter by the second as he felt Eris teasing him more directly. He turned back to try and explain things before it went to far as he felt that just acting like nothing had happened and that he was just heated was far too much a lie. He definitely felt hornier by the second, and this was his girlfriend and partner this time and not some random stranger, so just looking at her amazing body and cute concerned face made him feel even hornier and safer. But could he really just ignore his actions to indulge even more?

"Eris, I...... I mean....I don't think I can...." He stuttered to say. His face still very flushed and looking more lewd by the second as his plush lips parted in a light pant and his skin grew a slight red sheen that just looked more and more exciting.

Eris looking deep into their eyes just felt they looked hotter and hotter by the second. Not to mention she was growing hornier by the moment as well now that she was expecting what she'd hoped for and losing her sense of patience along with each pulse of heat from her core. Her hand now moving more aggressively to grasp at his throbbing tent and taking his twitching pole into a firm clothed grasp between her fingers, only to suddenly feel a rather damp sensation pushing out and staining the cloth of Alex's sweatpants. The unanticipated sensation causing Eris to give that still squirming boner a few more squeezes to make sure she wasn't just feeling things and Eris asked "Oh, hun, did you already have an accident at the mall? I'm so sorry, I had no idea you were so sensitive now and holding things back. Are you ok? Do you want to change before we do things? I mean, I don't mind if you're already a little active, I just want to make sure you're ready." A mixture of concern and lust mixed in her voice as she grew hornier at the thought that Alex had already blew a load in their pants just from getting naked and changing in a oddly kinky situation. "Also, we should really get you some backup condoms so you don't have to try and hide things in your clothes from now on. I learned that a week ago, but you seemed so in control I hadn't thought about it as necessary yet."

Her own hand slipping into one of her small pockets to grab a few condoms she now always kept on hand in case she needed to tug one out slyly somewhere or in case Alex had a sudden onset of heat that she didn't expect. Well, somewhat like now, though she'd at least thought she'd have been able to catch him in time as they were always together, but this was also a fine learning moment, even if it was in the middle of her trying to finally get some.

Alex however was suddenly confronted with the guilt of having his sordid actions exposed, but having the dirty reminders completely misunderstood by his girlfriend. She was so good to him and so concerned that she completely mistook the leftovers of his raunchy cheating as just remains of him trying to hide his own horny needs. And even then she was still concerned enough about him to try and help him further. For the first time, Alex couldn't hold back the full extent of his emotions and tears came to his eyes as the guilt overtook him. A dual stream of tears flowing down his cheeks as he broke down in front of Eris.

Eris, finally thrown off her horny and lustful groove backed off and finally asked "Alex? What's wrong? You don't have to feel bad or worried. I promise it's not bad. There's some feelings to adjust to, but I didn't realize you were this against getting physical now. I'm sorry, I shouldn't push you so much." She tried to back off and let him be but Alex shook his head and grumbled.

"It's not that. I'm sorry Eris. I...... I don't know how it happened but.....I cheated on you. With that helper from the mall. Sally, or Stacy or whatever her name was. She........ugh...I don't get why, but she blew me in the stall, and........and the cum....isn't......isn't mine......" He tried his best to keep things simple even through his sniffling and stuttering, but it still hurt to know she was staring at him as he admitted to hurting her. To going against their relationship. His arms at first crossed over his chest, but feeling more and more awkward by the second as he pretty much just hugged his own now more prominent chest and bra to chafe against his own skin so he switched to dragging his knees up from the edge of the couch to his chest. His large honkers were still a little squeezed, but at least now he couch angrily and sadly cling to his own legs in their loose pants with abandon without feeling even more stupid about the situation.

Eris was at first surprised that Alex was crying and so anxious over this situation but as she made out what he was saying she was shocked at first, and then a little confused as he ended the admission in more tears and closing into himself. Finally, she realized the wet stain she'd been grasping and spreading over his pants was the cum in question and that Alex just admitted that the woman from the mall had gotten off with him before she even could.

With this revelation Eris went through a massive range of emotions. The first was the obvious shock that such a simple and quick outing could result in something like this. Then came hurt that she had been passed over by the person she cared for most in the world at the first opportunity. Then the rage at the bitch that had sex with her lover, and the follow up rage at Alex for cheating on her. The rage obviously flooded her whole being with a massive surge of power and itching wrath to lash out at anything and everyone for what she'd just heard.

Finally after taking a second to clench her eyes, then her hands, and finally grit her teeth before taking a deep breath, she calmed down and looked at Alex's tearful face. That wasn't the face of someone that deliberately didn't care about her or how she felt. Alex looked beyond wrecked at the moment and they were shivering like a leaf in their little ball of sadness. So, Eris asked the main question on her mind. "What happened?"

Alex looked at he stern and serious eyes of Eris in fear and sad guilt as he tried to piece together how angry she was and what she might be feeling, but was failing to do so. So, he began talking. Telling her everything that happened from how he first talked to the woman, to the woman's growing frisky and teasing nature, until finally, he admitted to both the sudden sucking of his own cock and the following use of his own body for Stacy to get herself off as well. He tried to keep things objective and just admit his mistakes, but he couldn't help sharing his feelings of the event as well. How his mind felt helpless in the situation and how he lost more and more control as Stacy had taken more and more control of the situation. How he'd only played along at first because he wasn't sure if this was just how women acted and it was something to just get through or not. But he knew he should've stopped things as soon as the woman began caressing his crotch and left. Unfortunately, that didn't happen, and now he was here, admitting that he'd been a bastard that simply let things happen and indulged in the lust of it.

Eris listened to all of this and not so calmly clenched her fist and grit her teeth throughout. Of course, this caused Alex to flinch in shame every time she did so, but eventually they got through the story and all is shameful details. Eris took a few more breathes and tried to come to terms with all of this, but soon sighed as she said "I see.......Haaaaaaaa........It wasn't as bad as I feared at least. You aren't going back to her at least right?" She asked with an angered and very dangerous glare on her face directed at Alex.

"No, of course not! I don't even know her. It just happened. I never meant to cheat on you at all Eris. I'm so sorry." He bent his head in her direction in a semi bow to show how guilty and sorry he was, to which Eris just sighed once more.

"It's ok. From what you said, it sounds like you were heated a bit and were practically raped as it is. I told you how things were more loose and dangerous a bit before you woke up right? Well, that wasn't just from what I read online. I had to go out for supplies a few times already, and one of those times I ran into an unfortunate woman that was going through heat at the time and she couldn't control herself. She ended up dry tackling me and dry humping me until she got herself off right in the middle of the store. A lot of people were surprised. Some tried to help, others were set off into their own uncontrolled heat. So..... I know that this wasn't completely your fault. Just like I learned I couldn't really blame that woman after experiencing my own first heat. But!......That doesn't excuse that you just let it happen and didn't resist at all. I at least tried to shove that woman away and try to leave, but......ugh.....I don't understand how you could just sit there and say nothing as she took advantage of you. From what you said it even sounds like you enjoyed it. So I don't know, maybe you were heated or not, but what really hurts is that you did it with someone else before me. I've been waiting all this time and holding myself back so that you had time to adjust. So that you could feel comfortable with all of this. But now I know that someone else got to be physical with you before me and now I know it wasn't purposeful and you didn't mean to hurt me, but it still hurts Alex. And I know in my head that you are sorry and don't want to leave me or just end things, but my hearty is crying. So......I don't know what to do." She sighed and leaned back into the couch, trying her best to sort out her feelings and calm down.

Alex was hurt more with every word and felt more and more guilty with each word Eris said. It hurt to know that she was practically raped herself and tried to spare his feelings and their relationship by not telling him until now. Not to mention how she'd held off being physical till now even though she'd told him how often she already experienced her heat. He felt like a true bastard. "Please, Eris. Tell me how I can make this up to you. Tell me how I can help fix this. I'll do anything. I don't want to lose you because I was stupid and not careful enough. Please....." He begged letting go of his legs and turned to her reaching out pleadingly for her attention and forgiveness, but just keeping out of reach of actually touching her.

Eris looked at his sullen and tear stained face. That cute newly girly mug looking like a lost doll and so different from the Alex she knew, but in his eyes she saw the same Alex trying to make sure she was ok and trying to help her as he always had before. She was still hurt, but she also wanted to move on. To try and move past this just like she'd struggled to and eventually moved past that horrid moment in the store. It still hurt, but she felt it was just another change she had to adapt to and grow from with every other shitty change that came with this horrid virus. She tried to think of what to do, but her mind kept coming back to her still slightly damp hand and what had happened for her hand to end up like this.

"I'm still mad Alex. Really fucking mad. Mad at that bitch. Mad at you. Mad at that fucker that made this whole situation happen. But......I still love you too.......And I know this whole situation is fucked up beyond all reason and we'll probably go through a lot more changes still........So.......so.......if you want to make it up to me. We have to get physical. No more pussy footing around it. No more just acting like things are normal as ever. We both need to adapt and that means I need you to help me deal with my heats. We need to talk about our bodies. and finally, we need to deal with every new challenge and change together. No more holding back with secrets. No more trying to keep things like its the old days. We need to move forward. Can you do that? Because if you can't I don't think we can continue this relationship." She looked at him seriously and with a pair of glistening eyes that relaxed slowly from a glare and tired anger into a hurt and anxious pair of eyes that worried he might run away.

Alex listened felt hurt a little that she'd felt alone even since he'd woken up, but he couldn't really refute her words either. So as she made her demands for a change in their relationship, even though he still felt uncomfortable with the whole situation, his relationship was far more important, so he grasped her hand and said "Yes of course. Anything you need Eris. I'm sorry I've left you doing this all on your own for the both of us this long and I'm sorry for what I did. If being fully open and together like you said will help us get past this I'm willing to do it."

"Alright......good. Haaaaa.....well.....that was a lot......Ugh, how could a simple shopping episode result in so much dumb drama haha......Ugh....Anyway, quit your crying, or you're gonna make me cry." She said with a giggle and sniffle of her own as she wiped her eyes followed by wiping Alex's eyes. Alex giggled in reply, his previous chuckle sounding far higher pitched and more bubbly now that he was relieved that they were still together at least and he could breathe a sigh of relief as his hand intertwined with Eris'.

"Shut up....it's all these new hormones. I can't control it. But thanks. Seriously, I'm very sorry for everything." His hand clenching against hers and he followed up with a soft kiss to her cheek, made all the softer by his new features.