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Click hereMy laptop is ready, the website is saved in my Favorites, and my credit card is going to pay for this expensive compulsion once more. I start to book the appointment, still fuming at myself. This is infatuation, nothing more. It's the obsession with the mysterious new boy at school, the one who's way out of my league and pays no attention to the nerdy girl who likes to dig in the dirt and hangs out in the science lab. The boy who is ultimately unreachable. I know Damian is forbidden fruit. But I can't help myself any longer. I can't stand feeling this way and not knowing if I can ever make it stop. It's an experiment; a simple test of variables that I must run through to find the answer. If I can give myself this little treat, if I can learn what my body wants, maybe I won't need him.
I know this is a dangerous lie, but it's the only logic that allows me to book the appointment. My finger hovers over the 'Submit' button, the button of heavily ironic significance, and I stare at the box for 'Special Requests'. I rage at myself to just fucking spell it out already. I type in Damian's name. I would like to have Mr. Damian for my appointment. Because if I don't, I'm going to go fucking insane.
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To be continued in Part 2
- COMMENTS
angeline_dc5 days agoThe writing is so strong, and I appreciate the skill and patience to make her real. I'm in.
Aoife_from_Ulsterabout 1 year agoSpectacular! The thrill of the build and her emotional response afterwards far outweighs, in my opinion the acts as of yet. Thank you for this story 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟
Migbirdabout 1 year agoUnderstand identifying this piece as BDSM, yet so much more — like a psychological thriller with the internal tension and emotional conflict playing out for us. A well crafted mix of scenes/images so revealing of your MC. The graphically described scenes with Mr. Damian where the mechanical blended so well with the erotic/so immersive; the shower scene that follows her first “appointment” so sexually tense/gratifying; the contrasting lackluster, perfunctory sex with her boyfriend. You can feel the emotional roller coaster; the rising tension.
