The Silent Wake Pt. 01

C. Llewelyn Sumner sat at his drafting table, lost in thought.

The site was simple enough, just another sloping city lot, yet this lot was on the water and came with a sweeping view that took in both Shilshole Marina and the northern reaches of the Olympic Range across the Sound. The commission would be a visible one, too, not to mention lucrative, and the finished house would be seen by boaters transiting the Ballard locks and passengers coming into the city on The Empire Builder, so the design would have to be striking, not merely eye catching.

The work would, in other words, represent one last feather in his cap, and so it would be an important commission.

Yet the man asking him to design this new house presented whole new sets of complications, an inner landscape he'd never had to deal with before. Patrick Grey was a writer, but he had also been, apparently, a spy of some sort. Now this strange man was, allegedly, writing novels based on his many exploits and, strangely enough, these recollections had been interesting enough to sell quite well in airports and with suburban booksellers. And Grey wasn't an American, either, and despite growing up in Cheltenham, his tastes seemed more in keeping with a Japanese way of life. The Grey House would have to reflect all these varied influences, even though they seemed mutually, and often -- almost -- contradictory.

Whenever C. Llewelyn Sumner contemplated taking on a new commission he first tried to examine the client's life, looking for clues beyond the obvious that might guide his hand when he shaped the littlest details of the new house, at least as it took shape in his mind. And quite often he looked at other architects' life and works, not looking for mere inspiration but for something deeper. Maybe a connection to something beyond words. And, like so many of his generation, Sumner turned to Frank Lloyd Wright for both gentle solace and soaring guidance.

So after walking over the sloping site with Patrick, and talking about the preconceived design ideas the spy had in mind, C. Llewelyn Sumner sketched out a preliminary set of plans. He'd at one point thought of Wright's Walker House in Carmel, California, but soon discarded the idea when he realized this new site was simply incompatible. Next, his mind ranged over the fin de siècle exuberance of the Gamble House, Greene & Greene's masterpiece in Pasadena, California, yet in their talks Grey seemed to express little interest in the Arts and Crafts Movement, and the more Grey talked about what he expected of this house the more C. Llewelyn Sumner understood that the spy rarely, if ever, looked back. What Grey really wanted was something that mirrored his life and work in the here and now, something cold and austere, something dangerous yet at peace with its surroundings.

But Grey also talked and talked about small Japanese gardens and the spirits that came to inhabit such gentle spaces. One weekend they boarded a Japan Air Lines 747 and flew to Tokyo, then they flew on to Hakodate, on the northernmost island of Hokkaido, and all the while Patrick talked and talked about these spirits. At first he talked in general terms of gardens and the kami that resided there, but then he talked about his father and growing up in England, and soon enough they came upon the more complicated histories of his mother and wife. And then, finally, to the stubborn history that surrounded his daughter, Akira, and her mother.

They walked the family's ancestral home on the tiny peninsula off the western reaches of the ancient city, a sprawling feudal residence that at one time had been a low castle spread out among and between a series of interlinking gardens. They had walked beside a creek that seemed to split the house in two, into old and new, and C. Llewelyn Sumner marveled at the care taken to so carefully space cherry trees among the varied rows of spreading dwarf maples -- and all the trees had names. Even the rocks within these gardens, he soon learned, had names. Everywhere he looked his eyes found seemingly irrelevant spaces that were home to various family members -- long dead to this world but who nevertheless still resided somewhere within these walls. Or more precisely, in the gardens scattered along the winding pathway beside the stream that ran down to the sea.

C. Llewelyn Sumner had, once upon a time, been a stranger to chance encounters, but all that had come to a shattering end on the First of August, 1966. He had very nearly been killed that morning, when a suicidally deranged madman, Charles Whitman, began shooting people from the 27th floor observation deck at the University of Texas. That morning, and its immediate aftermath, took shape as a crystalline shard of memory in Sumner's mind, a shattered moment in time cast in cold, hard fear. If a motor backfired near Sumner he still ducked for cover and his hands would shake for hours, sometimes for days.

Then he would come home to Tracy and once there he could find his way back to the present.

And for a time the two had lived in pristine isolation, safely ensconced within a kind of manmade prism of the mind, a time of splintered light within the almost cocoon-like existence of urban nomads taken in by the sea. She had, as it happened, turned him on to living life on a sailboat, to living in a marina while they worked side by side drawing houses for a large architectural firm in Seattle.

Shattered by events in Austin and after growing up in near isolation, C. Llewelyn Sumner found it difficult to accept love -- even when unconditional love was staring him in the face. As his career flourished in the light of his unquestioned talent, his relationship with Tracy withered in the icy echoes of Whitman's morning rampage. In the end, Tracy had enough of his evasions and moved on, and he finally moved his business into a nondescript storefront on Seaview Avenue, not at all far from Ballard locks, and his drafting table looked out over the waters around Shilshole Marina, and when his mood was dark enough he would remember what it felt like to love another human being. He knew she had been the one and that he had failed them both -- but as age came for him those remembrances grew fragile and vague.

Until Patrick Grey walked in his door.

Because things keep changing, even as memories take wing. How did Yeats put it? Things fall apart? The center cannot hold?

Walking along the cliffs above the castle in Hakodate with Patrick Grey had been his undoing. Listening to Patrick talk of his marriage and of its unravelling in Palo Alto, Sumner felt echoes of his own disintegrations, of his own failures in love. And when Sumner saw the violence that lay at the heart of Patrick's miseries, and how they related, however peripherally, to his own state of denial, he knew he had stumbled upon something most precious. He knew that Patrick Grey would become a friend.

So from time to time, as the Grey House took shape on the shores along Shilshole Bay, C. Llewelyn Sumner took Patrick Grey Sailing on Puget Sound. Cherry picking only the best days, they roamed the waters off downtown and shadowed the various ferries a few times, until finally Grey became interested enough in sailing to try a longer sail. So one July afternoon they took off for a days long adventure up to Port Townsend, and when they arrived Grey could see Vancouver Island across the Straits.

"What's that?" Grey had asked, pointing to a hazy patch along the far shore.

"Victoria is right about there," Sumner said, as he pointed to a notch in the island.

"Victoria?" Grey said, his mood lifting. "How far away?"

"Oh, I don't know, 35 -- maybe 40 miles...something like that."

"Could we go?"

"Now?"

"Yes."

"Got your passport?"

"Always. All five of them," the old spy added with a sly grin, snickering at his tired, ages-old cliché.

So Sumner had moved the waypoint cursor on the chartplotter's main NAV screen and simply punched Execute, and off they went -- with all the tides and currents neatly accounted for. Of course, it took somewhat longer to cross forty miles of open water in a sailboat than it casually did an automobile on a motorway, with around seven hours being a decent enough crossing for a boat like Sumner's beamy old Nauticat 43, but soon enough they were berthed at the tiny marina in front of the old Victoria Empress Hotel, feeling quite satisfied with the fruits of their labors. Of course paying more for an overnight berth than a single night in one of the hotels better rooms, their stay lasted a week, and Grey simply paid for everything, no questions asked.

And Sumner thought it odd that what the old spy craved most was a bit of home. Afternoon tea with strawberry scones and clotted cream. A thick slab of roast beef with Yorkshire pudding and creamed spinach in a small dining roof off an even smaller library. And he even fished an old Meerschaum pipe out of a coat pocket after dinner one evening and lit up, and not one mindless chatterbot had come screeching by with senseless prohibitions, and it was plain for all to see that Mr Grey was nothing more or less than a British gentleman. In the truest, most ancient sense of the word.

And Grey proved to be an able student. Few people take to sailing after a trip like they'd just completed, but Patrick's eyes seemed alive out there on the water. He was always scheming and planning but he seemed to love danger most of all, and Sumner could tell something was up when he drove Grey to the airport one morning a few weeks after their return. Patrick flew to Maine, and he was gone for a few weeks, but when he returned he seemed quite happy with himself.

Yet as Sumner watched the years fall away from Patrick's life, at least when they were on the water, he also realized he'd have to redesign a few details inside the Grey House, and a few of these he managed to pull off without Patrick's knowledge or approval. Little hidden details. Secret passageways and the like.

And when finally the Grey House was complete, the two friends walked around their creation admiring what they had cobbled together, and Patrick smiled at all the little hidden details Sumner had fashioned almost in plain sight, even if they were lost in oblique shadows. Things like two hidden stairways that led to a small basement. Auxiliary power supplies and battery backup systems, things of that nature that really didn't seem logical. But then there was the small gym that folded into one basement wall, and a treadmill that disappeared inside another.

So Sumner was a little surprised when, the next time he visited, he found Patrick walking stiffly about the house with the aid of a walker. And Patrick had recently hired an assistant of some sort, and she pushed Patrick out to a modified van when she drove him to appointments or out for groceries, and then quite suddenly he was venturing out only with the aid of a wheelchair.

But in the end C. Llewelyn Sumner only smiled as he took in all these new comings and goings, because ever since that first day of August in 1966, he could smell trouble from a mile away.

part 2

The boat arrived one sunny May day not by sea, but rather on the deck of a massive freighter. A crane lifted the long, slender sailboat and placed her gently on the sea, and later that morning her cloud-piercing mast was lowered into place. Men swarmed her decks for days making her ready, and curiously enough by then the arrow-like dark gray hull had begun gathering attention. The massive yacht looked like something from a bygone era, like a creation that might have once belonged to this bygone era -- but in the end the world had decided such machines represented people whose time had come and gone. Now, new faces stared at the yacht and wondered what living in that other time must have felt like, but then with their hands in their empty pockets the curious departed once again for the shadows.

Haiku was motored over to Shilshole Marina and her lines made fast at the end of a long pier, and once again small throngs came and stared at the massive sailboat, for they knew not what to make of this tethered beast. Who owned such a preposterous thing? Why build such a vast contraption in this day and age? Where was her owner, for surely he must be riddled with improprieties?

Haiku posed more questions than she could answer just sitting there, yet once again the curious gave up and drifted away. Crews came by several times a week and made her whole, and as time passed workmen made fresh her brightwork and lubricated her vast systems, and soon enough the spy's elegant anachronism simply faded away into the humming background of the city. And eventually, no one cared who or what was behind all of this ostentatiously irrelevant elegance.

But C. Llewelyn Sumner still kept his old Nauticat at Shilshole, and that was behind the how and the why he first laid eyes on Haiku. And when he first saw the beast he walked out to the end of the pier and let his eyes roam over her lines, admiring her the way some might regard a particularly fast racehorse, or how others cast approving sidelong glances at sensuously gorgeous women.

At least until he heard a wheelchair rolling up from behind.

And without looking he knew Patrick Grey was there, watching and waiting to see his friend's reaction to this latest revelation. Yet Sumner ignored his friend, instead continuing to walk along Haiku's hull, sighting along the sweep of her sheer and sighing in silent awe at the utter perfection he beheld. Sumner was, after all, an architect, and his soul was drawn to such things. Perhaps, in some cases, as a moth is drawn to the flame.

"Who drew her?" Sumner finally asked the gathering silence. "Bruce King, or Herman Frers?"

"King," Grey replied somewhat too casually. "What do you think? Did he succeed?"

C. Llewelyn Sumner turned to his friend and looked at the woman pushing the wheelchair, then down at Patrick Grey. "It isn't often that something so obscure is resurrected, but I have to ask Patrick. Why? Why do such a thing?"

"Because I could."

Sumner nodded before he turned and looked at the little ship once again. "Of course."

"So, what brings you to the marina this fine morning?" Grey asked his friend.

"I'm meeting a broker here at ten. I'm selling the boat."

"About time."

Sumner turned and looked at Patrick again. "Oh, really?"

"If you're going to bother with something so superfluous you really should get something more in keeping with your personality."

C. Llewelyn Sumner smiled. "And this," he said with an operatic sweep of the hand, "is in keeping with yours?"

So Patrick returned the smile. "Every dog has its day, Charles."

"Ah, the famous writer. I forget."

"I'm neither, Charles."

"Oh? Well then, who are you really, Patrick?"

"Me? Charles. I thought you knew. I'm nobody. I was never even here, so of course you never really knew me."

"Of course. The spy who came in from the...what?"

"Spy. What a horrible word -- and to think that's how I'll be remembered. If, that is, anyone bothers to remember me at all."

"Well, they'll certainly remember this fucking boat."

"Funny, Charles. You know, I never imagined you without that boat of yours. Have you given up on sailing?"

"Oh, no, it's nothing like that. Something rather strange happened to me last week. I was informed I have two children."

Patrick's eyes sparkled with newfound mirth. "Indeed. Tell me more."

"A girl I once loved. Loved, Patrick. Me? Can you imagine that?"

"No, not really."

"Neither could she, apparently."

"So, she kept them from you? Even their very existence?"

C. Llewelyn Sumner nodded, though he still struggled with her all-knowing contempt, even now. "One of them, my girl, will be staying with me next year."

"Just a year?"

"Yes. I assume that's all I am entitled to. They'll both be off to college after that."

"Twins, I take it?"

Sumner nodded. "Yes. So strange. I can almost see...no, that's not quite right. I can feel Tracy in them, but then I recognize this other creature in them and I can't seem to accept that it's me. But I suppose that's why things turned out as they did."

"Oh? Well, yes, I suppose some truths are more difficult to accept than others. Yet there are times, don't you think, when the most difficult thing to see is the path we chose to take, even as we turn our back to the sunset? But you said a year and then they are off to college? And so now, all of a sudden you've decided to sell the boat? But wasn't she the last link you had to their mother?"

C. Llewelyn Sumner stared into the stark reality of Patrick's appraisal, but then he slowly nodded before a long sigh slipped past his trembling lips. "I suppose I thought I should move on."

"Move on? From your past? Charles, what the devil is wrong with you this morning?"

"She passed away recently, Patrick," C. Llewelyn Sumner said, now trying his best not to cry. "She passed and I'll never see her again." But he heard someone walking out the pier and turned to see his yacht broker approaching so he quickly pulled himself back from the brink and cast away the years.

And as the broker came up he too stopped to admire Haiku, and to revel in the rumors and innuendo behind all her local mysteries.

"Charles?" the broker began. "Out looking for your next boat already? Don't you think this one is a bit too large for you?"

Sumner looked at the broker, then at Patrick: "Ah. No. Not today," he replied.

"You know," the broker continued, "everyone loves a mystery, but I think after a few months we really ought to know who owns this creature. My God but she's lovely," the amiable broker said as he looked over Haiku. Then the nattily dressed middle-aged man turned to Patrick Grey. "So, do you know the owner?"

Patrick smiled. "I've heard it belongs to one of those MicroSoft millionaires."

The broker nodded knowingly. "Yup. Heard that too. Makes sense, I suppose."

Then Patrick turned to the broker and smiled. "I can't imagine Charles without a sailboat. Can you?"

"No, no I can't," the broker said, grinning at the scent of fresh blood in the water.

"The Nauticat never really fit him, I think. Not really. I imagined him in something less utilitarian. Strong, elegant, capable. What do you think?"

"Actually, we have a new Hallberg Rassy coming in that would be perfect for him. A forty-three. And what did you say? Strong and capable...?"

"And let's not forget elegant," the spy added.

"Ah yes, elegant. Charles? Interested?"

"Of course he is," the spy replied in his friend's stead. "You say it's not here yet?"

"It's at our yard being made ready. We could look at her tomorrow if you like?"

"Of course we'd like to. Isn't that right, Charles?"

And so it happened.

C. Llewelyn Sumner and his daughter Elizabeth, when she tired of her horses, began sailing his new boat a few weeks after that. At first as he had with Patrick, taking his new boat around Elliot Bay in the waters off the wharves that lined the downtown waterfront, often staying out late and taking in the Space Needle at sunset. And soon enough they were broad-reaching down the sound, coming back to Shilshole after a long weekend in Port Townsend, and these were the happiest of times for C. Llewelyn Sumner -- even if they were but echoes of similar outings with Tracy, even if such memories were twenty years gone in a long silent wake. But just a few weeks later, he took Liz to look at colleges in California and Texas, places he had once called home, and it seemed like just a few short weeks after that he was packing her off to establish the contours of a new life at her first choice, UC Davis.

He grew depressed as that tumultuous year came to an end, so depressed he found time to do little else but sleep. He took care of Elizabeth's horses until it became clear she wouldn't be coming home as often as she'd hoped, and so then he gave them to friends who promised to take good care of them. He took on a few new residential commissions, yet those he did were trivial, almost meaningless tract homes for a developer in Portland, Oregon. The money was nice but really almost unnecessary now; he was comfortable and would remain so unless something dire befell the markets. Then he was approached about drawing a new civic center and that piqued his interest, pulled him out of his slump.