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Leaving a Mark


The patrol car rolled up silently, unnoticed by the scruffy man leaning against the parking meter. He was engrossed in a conversation he was holding with another man, this one neatly dressed in a suit and tie.

A young police officer in the passenger seat leaned out of the open window and said, "Hey fella, there's no panhandling allowed."

After straightening up from his resting position against the parking meter, the man turned to face the police car behind him. His relieved partner in the conversation quickly walked away.

"I wasn't panhandling officer, really. I was just asking him for the time." From the rear the man had looked like a young bum, with the requisite ball cap, hooded sweatshirt and ill fitting blue jeans, but when he turned an older man was revealed, perhaps 65, wearing a cheap pair of sunglasses, and sporting a week's scruffy growth of beard. It wasn't the neatly trimmed, stylishly scruffy bad-boy appearance popular with younger men, but the unkempt result of a simple failure in personal grooming.

The young officer called him over with a quick and authoritative, "Let's see some ID." He motioned the old man over to the car, and the man slowly complied, handing over a small plastic folder that he had removed from his pocket.

"This is all I've got, sir. It's a few years old, but I didn't think there was any sense in renewing my driver's license when I had no car." He offered the information with the smooth delivery of someone who had made the explanation many times before.

After glancing at the license, the officer held it up to the driver so that the details on the license could be entered into the onboard computer terminal. When that was done he asked, "What brings you to Thunder Bay... Mark Fraser? I see your last address is Toronto; are you here because there are warrants out for you down there?"

"No, no, nothing like that, sir. I began my life here, and I decided to come full circle. There aren't any warrants outstanding for me anywhere, at least none that I know of."

The officer conferred with his partner for a few moments, and after they finished checking the computer screen he said, "I see you've had a couple of run-ins with the law. Assault charges in Vancouver, Calgary and Montréal, and public drunkenness convictions scattered across the country. We don't put up with that kind of shit here any better than they do anywhere else."

He was about to hand back the driver's license when he continued, "Let me see you without the sunglasses. The photo sort of looks like you, but I'd like to see you without them."

The old man removed his cap and the sunglasses he'd been wearing. The young officer gave him a close look, glancing back and forth from the photo to the face in front of him. "It's a good thing you removed the glasses. According to this you should be 55, and you seemed a lot older until I looked at you closely. I see you have something wrong with your right eye. Have you been in a fight here already?"

Mark took back his driver's license before replying with another explanation that was smooth from its repetition, "It's a genetic condition called Heterochromia. Three quarters of my iris is brown, and the rest is blue. All of the men in my family have it." He hesitated before continuing, "I don't get in fights anymore since I quit drinking. It's been two years, seven months, and... 12 days. It's not easy, but I don't plan on drinking again."

As Mark Fraser turned to walk back to the sidewalk, the police car quietly pulled away, its two occupants satisfied that they had eliminated another threat to the citizens of Thunder Bay. As it turned right at the next corner the roof lights came on and the siren began to wail as the car accelerated and sped away.


The next day Mark concluded the only serious business he needed to take care of after his arrival back in Thunder Bay. His two plus years of sobriety had enabled him to hold down a full-time job as a warehouseman in Toronto, and his savings from that job were just enough to make arrangements with a no-frills burial service. Along with the necessary prepayment he provided them with an 89 word obituary that summarized his life, credited his parents, and asked that any remembrances be directed to the Shelter House, a residence for the homeless.

He'd already decided he could live on the charity of the Shelter House and whatever donations he could get directly from the public. This wasn't the optimal way to live, but he knew that it would only be necessary for a short time.


Two days later Mark stepped from a Thunder Bay Transit bus at a stop on Mary Street, and after walking for two blocks he stood silently gazing across Francis Street at his boyhood home. It hadn't changed much, although besides being painted in new colors, someone had upgraded the doors and windows. A flood of memories washed over him as he remembered growing up in that house. His father had been dead for three years, and the house rented by someone else, by the time Mark left Thunder Bay as a young man.

One memory in particular came back to him. He was 13 years old, and his father had joined him in the living room a few months after the death of his mother. They were discussing the need for him to do well in school, and he could still hear his father saying, "It's important that you do your best, so that you can leave your mark on this world." He felt a surge of shame come over him, as he realized that the only mark he had made would be the random entries in court records across the country.

After perhaps five minutes of reflection and dealing with the strong emotions his memories had evoked, he moved on, walking another two blocks before he stood in front of another home important to his history.

This had been the residence of the McLean family, and he had spent many happy hours there with his girlfriend, Lenora McLean. This house had been modified greatly, although the basic structure still survived. As he watched, a black man in his 40s walked out to check for mail, and it was obvious that the McLean family no longer lived there.

There were tears in his eyes as Mark walked away and turned onto the first cross street he came to, anxious to get away from the strong memories the house evoked.

An hour and a half later, after a trip across town on a series of three different buses, Mark was standing on a sidewalk along Clarkson Avenue, this time staring at an apartment building. He wasn't even considering the appearance of it; instead he was thinking only of the apartment on the top floor that he had shared with Lenora until the final foolish argument that had driven them apart, permanently as it turned out.

Tears once again appeared as he thought of the quick succession of events that came after that final blowup. He had moved out, quit his job, and was setting up his residence in Vancouver within a week. He had long ago decided that it was the single biggest mistake of his life when he had done that.

It was good that he had saved this visit for last, as he knew that it would wipe him out emotionally. As he walked away he was anxious to get back to the homeless shelter, as all he felt like doing was resting: his tour of the past had left him exhausted emotionally and physically.

As he waited for the next bus to arrive, he thought back to the consequences of his hotheaded, stubborn decision to leave town after that argument with Lenora. Even before he left he was starting to regret his actions, but he wasn't able to bring himself to change his mind. Probably if Lenora had called him he would have quickly backed down. When she didn't, he got on the Greyhound bus in a fit of pique, and never looked back.

Three months later, when he was ready to eat crow and come back, anxious to fix their broken relationship, he phoned a mutual friend and found out she had a new boyfriend, and the word was that she was pregnant. That settled the matter, and he then had an excuse for the 33 lost years that followed.


For the next week Mark rode the Thunder Bay Transit buses, visiting almost every city neighborhood without having to expend his limited energy, having his meals and spending his nights, for free, at the Shelter House. Mark was able to finance these bus rides by discrete panhandling, cadging a quarter here and a dollar there, using the cash to purchase his bus passes. After the bus tours of Thunder Bay sated his curiosity, he used his meager supply of cash to purchase a cup of coffee, and usually a donut, during visits to various shopping malls.

Being a paying customer, and now keeping himself well shaved and a bit more neatly dressed, he could get away with sitting on a bench, or at a table in the concourse, watching the local version of the world go by. It was a pastime that cost him only a little of his waning energy.

During these relaxing sojourns in the shopping malls, and outside larger stores, he discreetly kept his cap upturned on the floor beside his feet, a couple of quarters and a dollar visible in the hat as bait for the charitable who passed by. A pair of dark wraparound sunglasses and an unneeded cane strategically marked with white adhesive tape sometimes completed the façade that kept a slow, but steady, trickle of coins appearing in the hat.

Several times he saw people he thought he recognized, but 30 plus years was a long time, and he didn't bother trying to attract their attention. Catching up on old times with former friends and acquaintances would inevitably lead to a lot of questions about how he had spent his life, and these were not questions to which he would have felt comfortable providing the answers.

Fate made an intervention on a Saturday afternoon as he sat at the end of a bench in the Intercity Mall. He was in the perfect spot to watch as a woman of about his age approached, pushing an almost empty shopping cart. The moment he looked up and saw her he thought of Lenora, as there was something about the woman's bearing, and her features, that brought her name and the familiar old images to his mind.

She stopped about 40 feet away and began to examine a window display featuring ladies shoes. She was facing away from him now, but he continued to stare at her back, trying to make the old images fit with the present-day flesh and blood of this woman.

As he sat there concentrating he heard a man call out, "Lenora! Wait there! Mark is going to come and give you a ride home. I'm going to stay here at the store so that he can leave. He wants to take Ellen and the children to that new kids' movie at Silver Screens. He won't be long."

During the man's one-sided conversation with the woman, Mark had been swiveling his head back and forth between the two, noting details of each of them. The addition of the name now had him convinced that this was the Lenora he had loved for all of his life, the Lenora that he had lost through his own stubbornness.

He noted that each of them had wedding rings; that the looks that passed between them expressed familiarity and comfort. The fact that the man blew her a kiss and that she smiled back in a loving way, told Mark all that he needed to know.

The man turned and reentered the Electronics Store the moment that she said, "Okay, dear. I'll wait."

Mark sat and continued to watch Lenora, until a man of about 30 hurried by and said, "Are you ready to go, mom? I don't have much time if I want to get them to the movie before it starts." Mark couldn't observe them any further, as they immediately began to walk away from him towards the exit.

The next half hour was spent digesting everything he had seen and heard, remembering the words that had been spoken, and the looks that were exchanged. He finally took control of his emotions in time to notice a young woman, with a cup of coffee in her hand, join him on his bench, sitting demurely at the other end. He saw that she wore a name tag emblazoned with the words 'Electronics Store' across the top and 'Hello, I'm Janice' printed below.

Without thinking about it Mark said, "Excuse me, miss. That store you work in... a man of perhaps 30 left a few minutes ago. He looked familiar, and I wonder if you could give me his name."

The woman turned and stared blankly at him for a moment before deciding that he looked harmless. "That's Mark Easton. His parents own the store, and he works there sometimes on weekends with Dave, his father."

When Mark didn't immediately say anything, she turned away and took another sip of her coffee. Something was still bothering Mark, something about the way that the young man had reminded him of himself from back in the day, and he said, "Can you tell me more about Mark? As I said, he seems familiar, but his name isn't."

The woman thought for a moment and then said, "I know he's an Accountant, and he does the books for his parents. He's married and has a son and daughter, both around 6 years old."

She stopped speaking for long enough that he thought she was finished, before finally adding, "I think maybe Dave is actually his stepfather; someone told me that once. The only other thing I can think of is his funny eye. His right eye is brown and blue. It gets a lot of second looks."

She had once again gone back to her coffee, and had taken a couple of leisurely sips, before Mark found the words to say, "Thank you very much, Janice. I think I do know him."

They were the last words that were exchanged between them, and after a few more minutes Janice got up and returned to the store, depositing her empty cup in a trash container near the door. Mark had taken his dark glasses off, and tears slowly ran down his cheeks, as conflicting waves of sadness and joy swept over him.

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by Anonymous09/02/17

something off

They have fight. She finds out she is pregnant and hurriedly snares husband in all of three months apart. So he becomes homeless bum
Chances are she thought kid was her lover Dave's child
Tough to believemore...

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