Just another curiosity question brought to mind by modest mouse's thread:
When did you know that you were dominant, submissive, or switch? Have you ever changed or rediscovered your preferences throughout your sexual development?
For example, I was reading an interview with someone (I can't remember who or where, sorry...if I do I'll post it) who started out at 12 as a sub, then progressed to Dom at 17, and has been ever since.
For me, all my life I knew I was sub before I really knew what that even was. When I was a kid and we used to play games like tag, cops and robbers, stuff like that, I never wanted to be "it" and I never wanted to be the cop, always the robber. The responsibility and authority never did it for me. I always wanted to be caught, punished, or otherwise "forced" into a certain role in the game.
I MIGHT have switch tendencies, I'm not sure. I've fantasized about dominating someone, but not to the extent that I'd yet want to try it...and I don't think it would really do anything for me. I just don't see myself as dominant.
My Dom never really ID'd as anything until his last girlfriend. From what he tells me, they were having sex and she was on top, and he just playfully spanked her. She stopped cold and looked him straight in the eyes so he tried it harder. Same thing and he hit harder still and he could feel her getting wetter and wetter. At first it kind of freaked him out and he didn't want to hurt her, but then once he knew she enjoyed it he did it because of that. They gradually progressed into a D/s relationship, though I don't think they offically called it as such though both knew that's what it was. He still says he's not a sadist, that he gets no pleasure himself from hurting me or the thought of inflicting pain, but that he enjoys the power that I give him (and he knows that my submission is GIVEN to him) and he enjoys the control fantasy, of "making" me do what I want to do anyway, and "taking" what he'd be given anyway.
So...when did you ID as whatever you are now? Did you ever change? Do you think you might sometime in the future?
When did you know that you were dominant, submissive, or switch? Have you ever changed or rediscovered your preferences throughout your sexual development?
For example, I was reading an interview with someone (I can't remember who or where, sorry...if I do I'll post it) who started out at 12 as a sub, then progressed to Dom at 17, and has been ever since.
For me, all my life I knew I was sub before I really knew what that even was. When I was a kid and we used to play games like tag, cops and robbers, stuff like that, I never wanted to be "it" and I never wanted to be the cop, always the robber. The responsibility and authority never did it for me. I always wanted to be caught, punished, or otherwise "forced" into a certain role in the game.
I MIGHT have switch tendencies, I'm not sure. I've fantasized about dominating someone, but not to the extent that I'd yet want to try it...and I don't think it would really do anything for me. I just don't see myself as dominant.
My Dom never really ID'd as anything until his last girlfriend. From what he tells me, they were having sex and she was on top, and he just playfully spanked her. She stopped cold and looked him straight in the eyes so he tried it harder. Same thing and he hit harder still and he could feel her getting wetter and wetter. At first it kind of freaked him out and he didn't want to hurt her, but then once he knew she enjoyed it he did it because of that. They gradually progressed into a D/s relationship, though I don't think they offically called it as such though both knew that's what it was. He still says he's not a sadist, that he gets no pleasure himself from hurting me or the thought of inflicting pain, but that he enjoys the power that I give him (and he knows that my submission is GIVEN to him) and he enjoys the control fantasy, of "making" me do what I want to do anyway, and "taking" what he'd be given anyway.
So...when did you ID as whatever you are now? Did you ever change? Do you think you might sometime in the future?