She is Me !

Whenever I self-analyze
   Find myself agog with glee
Exuberance untrammeled
   With nary a reason
You see !?
    I see Mother's hand
Behind events ---
     Catch her red-handed
Jar of cookie !!
     Whether I get hard
Looking at erotic pictures
    Or reading erotica on
This Board itself very ---
    I know it's Mother's Mahamaya
Power of Illusory
    Projection of erotic
Dopamines flooding
    Poor brain-box ,brainee
I shut my eyes &
    Look into my mind
"Mother it's your naughty
    Ness  behind
All my weaknesses ,fetishes
   Mummmmmeeeee!"
Ashamed She retreats instantly
   Freeing my mind of irrationality !
I look upon erotica ,without  gushing
     Come , jism ,wheeee !
A fountain of chemicals Mother
   Unleashes on Her captive Creations
When they fall into the trapped-honey
   Of eroticness Sexyyyyyy
But when I watch
   Analyze 'n Catch
Her in the act
     Sheeee
Shamed-facedly She retireth
   Because Ultimately
She is Meeeee!!!