this gardener's path (struggles)

the path You've helped me see
it's been there all along
my reflection in Your eyes
gives me the courage to go on

yet the path i see before me
why i can't take that first step
~~~i need a supportive hand to hold
with these changes i need to accept

my life is changing so fast
so sudden the light so bright
i've made it this far alone
why am i afraid of the light?

the strength that brought me here
came from inside of me
with the relationship created
this gardener & her Tree

yet You are not with me
Your support for me is gone
my self-doubt is returning
i'm fighting to be strong



*to be continued*
...i need You